The past week had flown by, everyday was the same routine work all day, party all night. I was having loads of fun but part of me just wanted a break, I was knackered from being out in the sun all day selling merch and then afterwards coming back to a bus full of drunk, horny people wasn't the best thing when you just wanted to sleep. I'd been hanging out on the Levels tour bus a lot recently because there was never anyone on it, everyone usually was on All Time Low's tour bus having a good time, then there was me by myself reading a book, listening to music or sleeping. Not that I minded being by myself, it just got a little lonely sometimes when you knew that everyone else was having a good time without you.

Since it was the weekend Roxy and the rest of the band had decided to let me have weekends off so I could enjoy the music, hang out and sleep and that is exactly what I was planning to do. But first of all, I actually needed to get out of my bunk. I sat up as straight as I could but since I had unfortunatly got a bottom bunk there's wasn't much space. I pulled my covers off, swinging my legs to the side so they were hanging out of the bed. I climbed out heading straight to the kitchen area. Jordan was sitting down on one of the stools spooning cereal into his mouth. He hadn't fixed his hair yet so it was a bit messy, but he still looked good. He gave me a smile and milk started to dribble out of his mouth and down his chin. Within a second I was laughing hysterically. He wiped his chin with the back of his hand.

"Funny eh?" Jordan said sarcastically.

"Yup. Not gonna lie, you looked like a baby with milk drippling down your chin."

"I'm no baby, I'm older than you babe."

"Yeah maybe in years but not in maturity." I said whilst dropping two slices of bread into the toaster. I pushed the button down putting it onto a medium heat, then grabbing a knife and plate from the draws then the butter from the fridge.

"Well then I guess since I'm so immature you won't want to come out with me and the rest of us later."

"Hmm, where are you going?"

"Just this club a bit outta town. Gonna be a good night, you should definitly think about joining us." Jordan said he looked as if he was sort of pleading? But then again I always read too much into things.

Just as I was about to reply the toast popped up making me jump. I grabbed the two pieces out of the toaster, buttering them quickly and taking them into the back living room. Roxy was sitting in there playing this video game with Luke and Max and by the looks of it she was beating them. I hadn't really gotten to know Luke or Max that much individually whenever I hung out with someone from the band it was usually Roxy or Jordan, just because they'd welcomed me into their little 'family' straight away. It took Luke and Max a bit longer to accept me.

I sat down on the other sofa nibbling at my toast, it was cold already and I hated cold toast. I put the plate down on the side, my attention going towards the game Roxy, Luke and Max was playing. It was a zombie game I think? All I could see was lots of shooting and blood everywhere. I was hopeless at these sorts of games whenever I played I ended up screaming because it made me jump or I found it too scary, Jack used to ask me to play a video game with him whenever there was no one else around but he ended up giving up asking me because I was so rubbish at them. Not that I minded, I hated them to be honest. I could never understand how somebody could get enjoyment out of killing something even if it wasn't real.

"Sooo, you gonna come tonight?" Roxy asked me.

"Urm, I'm not sure. I was planning on just relaxing tonight." I confessed.

"Pleaseeeeeee." She said dragging out the 'e'. "I don't want to be the only girl there plus I know Jordan would be happy if you came." She said as Max and Luke started laughing. Was I missing something?

"Jordan?" I asked raising my eyebrows.

"C'mon don't act as if you haven't seen the way he looks at you or how he acts around you. Everyone can tell he's like a love sick puppy. He follows you around everywhere, hangs out with you all of the time. If anyone ever says anything bad about you he jumps to your defence, he worships the ground you walk on." Roxy explained.

Jordan likes me? Nah. Everything Roxy was saying didn't make sense, yeah sure we hanged out a lot and he's super nice to me but he's properly just being a good friend. I hadn't even know him that long at the most three weeks. Jordan was an awesome guy but for some reason I still couldn't push my feelings away for Alex as hard as I was trying, I'd barley spoken to Alex this past week because I thought it would help me get over him. I decided to play dumb and ignore the whole 'Jordan' situation.

"People say bad things about me?"

"Ugh! You're not getting my point, Jordan likes you do I have to spell it out!?" Roxy said getting slightly frustrated.

"Nope." I said popping the 'p' "I got the message loud and clear anyway I better go get ready I promised Jack I'd hang out with him for a bit today."

I got up and went into the bunk area. I hadn't actually promised Jack that I would meet up with him- I didn't even know what Jack was doing, but I just needed an excuse to get out of here. There was a small area on the bus where we had put all our clothes on hangers or in draws, I went into my draw pulling out a pair of high waisted shorts and a white vest top shoving it all on quickly then putting some beige wedges on. I shouted "goodbye" grabbing my phone and shoving it in my pocket then rushing out of the bus. I made my way straight over to All Time Low's tour bus which was less than a minutes walk away.

I pushed the door open which was unlocked already (suprise, suprise) but what was a suprise is that it seemed like no one was awake. I called out Jack's name loudly about three or four times and was greeted by a "go away it's too early" when in fact it was around midday so it wasn't really that early...

I sat down on the sofa waiting for at least one of them to get up and luckily one did just not the person I wanted too. Alex came over sitting down next to me, he had obviously only just woken up you could tell by his bed hair and he was only wearing some pyjama trousers and no top. I felt my eyes drifting down his body but then my brain actually kicked into action and my eyes snapped with his. Which was properly even worse, staring into his muddy, brown eyes it was easy to get lost.

"Georgia?" Alex repeated.

I coughed awkwardly not realising that I had been ignoring him.

"Uhm sorry, what did you say?" I asked.

"Just are you coming out tonight?"

"I swear I've been asked that by just about everybody today. Why do people care if I come anyway..."

"You haven't been hanging out with us a lot recently, you seem to just exclude yourself and read or something whilst we're all having a good time. Or you're with Jordan or Roxy that's it. I don't even see you anymore, you need to let your hair hang loose once in a while."

"Oh yeah I get it I'm so boring right." I said rolling my eyes.

"C'mon you know I didn't mean it like that!" Alex said grabbing my hand so I would look at him.

"Yeah I know, it's just sometimes I like to be by myself. Even back in Baltimore I was hardly the 'partier' I can just think of better things to do than ruin my liver, get so drunk I do stupid things, can't remember anything the next day and waking up with a banging headache."

"I know that but it's just one night, c'mon please!" Alex wined.

"Ergh fine. But only because everyone keeps bugging me about it and it's pissing me off. To be honest I'd rather stay in and read a book or watch a movie with Roxy or Jordan. Seems more fun too me."

"You and Jordan quite close?"

"I guess so. He's a good friend."

"But he likes you more than a friend don't he?"

"Apparntly. I don't know."

"Just be careful okay?" Alex said kissing me on the forehead and standing up.

I nodded my head a few times as Alex walked away back into the bunk area. What was that all about? I know that he's all protective and stuff but he's friends with Jordan, he knows that Jordan's a great guy so why would I have to be careful? Part of me thought that Alex was jealous but then I realised how stupid that sounded. Why would Alex ever be jealous of me possibly being with Jordan, Alex would never want someone like me. I'd finally realised that, now maybe I could move on.

Notes

sooooo looks like Alex is getting a little jealous of Jordan ;) comments pleaseeeee i'd love to know what you think! thanks for reading :-)