* Time lapse 1 year Later*


Jack's POV

"You excited that Alex is coming home today?" Kellin asked as I sorted my stuff out before I went away for a month to spend some time with Alex which I was looking forward to.
"Course I'm excited, I haven't stopped talking about it now have I that clearly shows how excited I am to have him home." I said and Kellin smiled.
"You think Alex is going to come back here and work?" Kellin asked and I shrugged my shoulders.
"I don't know, I don't think he does want to come back but he's in a completely different mind set now than what he was a year ago so he could change his mind." I said.
"Well tell him that me and Vic send our love and that we nearly stole the dog." Kelvin said and I chuckled.
"Alex loves that dog probably more than he loves me, if Hank goes missing he'll lose his shit and I don't want that happening." I said and Kellin chuckled.
"Well me and Vic was happy to look after him when we did and the same for your house. Can I be rich like you and have a lush house." Kellin said.
"Then you better get shaving and you'll be lucky to have a house like that to retire in." I said.
"I need a fucking pay raise." Kellin sighed.
"You had one at the beginning of the year and your not getting another one until next year either." I said seriously and Kellin backed off.
"Now if this temp is fucking shit or is doing a shit job then tell me and I'll come in and sort the bugger out." I said and Kellin nodded.
"Sir yes Sir. Now go and pick lover boy up and have a good month off and I'll see you around." Kellin said and I smiled and grabbed my stuff and went to get Alex.

"Now I'm not going to see you face back here for a long time now are we." Dr Jones said to Alex who smiled and shook his head.
"I'm fucking staying out of his place now. Not going to waste anymore of my life away." Alex said and he looked at me with a smile which I returned.
"Come and visit us yeah, we are all going to miss you and your dick jokes." Frankie said and hugged Alex which he returned.
"I'll see what I can do. Might not be for a while, got a lot to catch up with." Alex said and he walked over to me and he kissed me hard which I returned.
"See you later losers, have good stay here." Alex said as he got hold of his stuff and my hand and we went out since I promised Alex the last time I visited him.

"Thank god I am out of that place and now I can have decent food." Alex said with a mouthful of food which made me smile but frown at the same time.
"Why you frowning? You should be happy that I'm out of that place and what we're going to do later." Alex said and it made me smile and roll my eyes at him.
"It's just strange seeing you having a good relationship with food instead of a bad one. It's like a different person in front of me." I said and Alex looked down with a small smile on his face.
"I'm not a different person, I'm just a person who has recovered from a eating disorder. I'm still me babe." Alex said and I smiled.
"I do need to ask you this though. Will you still love me say in 20 years time when I'm fat and disgusting?" Alex asked and looked down and I caught hold of his hand which made Alex look at me.
"I love you no matter what you look like, minus being a bag of bones, you are not getting like that again Alex. Promise me you'll never get like that again." I said seriously and Alex picked my hand up and covered it in kisses.
"I promise I'll never get that bad again. I'm so sorry that it got as bad as it did, normally I can keep on top of it but this time I couldn't and I almost starved myself to death. I can never forgive myself for what I put you through the last year." Alex said and kissed my hand again and I rested my hand on Alex's face which made him look at me.
"The main thing is that you're better now and we have the future to look forward to and getting married." I said with a smile on my face which Alex returned.
I looked at Alex's plate and saw most of what he food was gone and I couldn't help but smile and feel proud of Alex and how far he has come from nearly being on deaths door last year to this handsome healthy man in front of me.
"Why you smiling?" Alex asked shyly as he put his coat on after I paid for the meal.
"I'm smiling because I'm incredibly proud of you for getting better and coming back to me." I said as I put my jacket on and stood up which Alex followed and he walked over and kissed me, which was something we never really do in public as we liked our privacy.
"I'll always come back to you." Alex whispered and he caught hold of my hand and we headed home.

We got home and literally normal over the last year Hank had made himself at home on the chair he knew he wasn't allowed on.
"Last time I checked, the dog wasn't allowed on that chair." Alex said as he walked in the door which made Hank look up and once he realized I had Alex in tow with me he got down and ran over, barking loudly, to Alex who was sat on the floor and made a huge fuss of Hank.
"Hello baby, I've missed you so much." Alex said as he held Hanks head still and covered him in kisses before Alex hugged Hank and carried on making a huge fuss and playing with him.
I chuckled and went to the kitchen and got a bottle of wine and glasses for me and Alex and went back to the sitting room.
"He's missed you a lot." I said as I joined Alex on the floor and made a fuss of Hank who was happily sat in the gap of Alex's legs and it looked it Hank had a smile on his face.
"I've missed him as well, I've missed both of you." Alex said and I lent over and kissed him.
"You've had the house decorated." Alex said as he stood up and walked around the house looking.
"Be good." I said quietly to Hank and got up and found Alex.
Alex turned round and I pushed up against the wall and kissed him hard which Alex returned.
"Can actually be rough without worrying that I'm hurting you." I said quietly and Alex smirked and pulled me back for a kiss full of too much teeth and lip biting which just turned me on even more so I picked Alex up and took us over to the bed where I started to undress Alex and once he was naked I just looked at how much his body had change.
"Fuck your beautiful." I said and Alex smiled shyly at me.
"Then you better get on and fuck me then." Alex said and pulled me down and he worked on taking my clothes off.

"Think maybe I should spend a year in inpatients again if I'm going to get welcomed home with sex like that." Alex said as he walked in the bedroom naked after going to the kitchen to get us both a drink his hair still dripping wet from the shower we had earlier.
"You aren't going to that bloody place again unless you get really ill again. The house has been too quiet and felt too big without you here. Also put some pants on, whoever is in the apartment opposite us has literally just seen you naked." I said and Alex looked at me as he dried his hair.
"That's because you have missed me moaning loudly. So, I have had to buy a fucking dressing grown to wear at the inpatients because I couldn't walk around without my top on or in my pants. I am making the most of our home and I will walk around naked if I want." Alex said and sat on the bed.
"Did it turn you into a grandad?" I chuckled and Alex looked at me.
"Fuck off." Alex smiled as he moved and climbed into bed and cuddled into my side.
"If anyone is the granddad it'll be you since you're 3 years older than me." Alex said and once again moved and sat on my lap and he started to trace patterns on my Jack Skeleton tattoo.
"Careful you." I said playfully but with a warning tone.
Alex bent down and kissed me which I returned and rolled over so Alex was under me.

"It's late, let's watch a film and settle down." I said quietly and Alex nodded and pulled my head down and kissed me which I returned.
I just let my arms give way and collapsed onto top of Alex.
"Ow Jack." Alex laughed and he started to trace patterns up and down my back.
"Don't leave me again please. It has been a really hard this last year without you beside me." I said quietly and place a light kiss on a scar Alex had on his chest.
"I'm going no where now baby, I'm here for keeps." Alex said and started to mess with my hair.
"I thought I was going to lose you. I don't know what I would do if I lost you Lex, you literally mean everything to me and the thought of me losing you to anorexia was killing me every night when I was in bed and sleeping on your side of the bed hoping that you was okay and that you was going to get better." I said and felt some tears roll down my cheek and Alex rolled me onto my side and he kissed the tears away and then kissed my forehead.
"You're not going to lose me to anorexia, I'm going to be honest with you but I have never been that low in weight where I had to be tubed, I knew that I was really ill when I had that stuffed up my nose and having 1500 calories pumped in. I was wondering why my side didn't smell like me." Alex said and I smiled sadly at Alex and he kissed me.
"Don't cry, your too beautiful to cry." Alex said and I smiled and Alex rolled onto his back and looked at me with a smile.
"I'm allowing you to cuddle into my side and use me as a human pillow." Alex said and I smiled and moved over and cuddled into his side and I kissed his chest again.
"You can find the film." I said and handed Alex the remote and he looked for a film t watch and when he found it I reached over him and turned the bedside like off.
"Christ I have missed this." Alex yawned and I smiled at him.
"So have I." I whispered and we watched the film, Alex tracing his finger across my shoulders until I felt him stop and when I looked I saw Alex had fallen asleep with his arm behind his head and I rolled over and put my leg over Alex's which made him sigh loudly and rolled himself onto his side and he kissed my forehead lightly.
"Roll over dumbass." Alex mumbled and I smiled and rolled over and I felt Alex cuddled into my back and he kissed between my shoulder blades.
"Better?" I asked quietly and all I got was a loud sigh from Alex.
I watched a couple of episodes of this program I was watching on Netflix before I managed to settle down for the night.

Notes

Another crappy update... don't know if this story should have a sequel to it or not.. don't know if anyone would read it or not...