Life isn't a fashion statement.

Jacks POV

It had been a long day and that was just me sitting in a office let alone how Alex felt.
As if on cue Alex walked in my office.
"Hey babe." I said and Alex smiled as he walked over and sat on my lap facing me and head butted my shoulder and just groaned as I wrapped my arms round him and chuckled.
"Rough first day back?" I asked as Alex sat back.
"Not really, just been so busy." Alex said and wrapped his arms round my neck and started to mess with the hair at the bottom of my neck.
"Aw poor baby." I said and Alex chuckled softly.
The door opened and Kellin walked in.
"Seriously, have I just walked in on you two about to have sex?" Kellin said and I chuckled.
"Well we're not naked so no you are safe." I said and Kellin smiled and Alex rested his head on my shoulder not moving from my lap.
"You okay Alex?" Kellin asked.
"Yeah, just tired." Alex said quietly and I smiled and kissed the side of his head.
"Okay, so I'm going home." Kellin said and I smiled.
"Cheers Kellin, have a nice evening." I said and Kellin smiled.
"Thanks Jack, hope you two have a nice evening as well." Kellin said and he walked off.
"Hey don't go fallen asleep on me." I said and looked at Alex and shook him gently.
"Can we get a taxi home? I literally feel too tired to even walk right now." Alex said and looked at me and I chuckled and kissed the end of his nose.
"Yeah we can get a taxi, but first you need to get off me while I finish off here." I said and Alex went to get off me but I put my hands on his lower back and stopped him.
"But first I want a kiss, haven't been able to kiss you all day." I said and Alex smiled and he pulled my head towards his and kissed me which turned out to be a make out session.

Alex was curled up on the sofa watching some crap on Netflix while I was putting food on a plate.
I picked the plates up and walked over to Alex.
"Sit up babe." I said and Alex looked at me and sat up.
I sat next to him and put his plate on his lap and Alex looked like he could cry.
"Hey, you don't have to eat it all. Only have half of it, that's all I'm asking." I said and Alex looked at me.
"I..I..I don't know Jack." Alex whispered and looked down.
"Is this because of work? Alex you was doing really well before you went back. Have they been saying stuff to you?" I said and turned round and faced him.
Alex was messing with the food on the plate and he was looking down, staying quiet.
"Baby, talk to me please. Remember what we said about no secrets and talking about what ticking in your head." I said and Alex sniffed.
"I got called to the side and got told I was too fat and that I needed to lose weight. I also got told that my scars was offensive and that they should stay covered and I was told that I'm a attention seeking slut." Alex said quietly.
"Babe, you don't listen to them. You don't need to lose weight, you need to put weight on otherwise you are going to hospital and you are staying there until you get better. And fuck him for saying that about your scars, so what you had a mental breakdown and your crazy head told you to hurt yourself. Also you are not a attention seeking slut. Your my fiancé and I love you very much." I said and kissed the side of Alex's head and Alex smiled a little.
"I don't want to go to hospital and I love you too." Alex said quietly and I smiled.
"So, for you not to go to hospital you have to eat." I said and Alex rolled his eyes and slowly started to eat his food.

I was lead on my front and Alex was running his finger up and down my spine which felt really nice and relaxing after the day we both had.
"Did you know that on average sex burns 100 calories." Alex said and I looked at him.
"Really?" I asked and Alex smiled.
"Yeah, so our hour fuck session just burned off 100 calories out of the 1000 calories. I just have to burn another 900 and I'll be back to zero again." Alex said and I rolled my eyes.
"You seriously count calories?" I asked.
"Yeah, need to know what I'm eating. But it's like a full time fucking job adding up calories finding how many calories there are in food." Alex said and looked down and he stopped running his finger up and down my spine.
"Hey, I'm not judging you. Just find it interesting what your head does." I said and rolled onto my side.
"You seriously don't want to know what my head does. It's more fucked up than you know." Alex said and he looked at me.
"Well we still have time. In fact we have the rest of our lives for me to learn what does on in your head." I said and Alex smiled.
Alex rolled onto his front and looked at me.
"Rub my back for me." Alex pouted and I smiled and moved and sat on the top of his legs and started to rub his back which made Alex hum in contentment.

After a while I stopped rubbing Alex back and started to kiss down his spine until I got to the bottom of his back and kissed all the way back up it up and when I got to Alex neck and lead on top of his and kissed his cheek which made Alex giggle.
"Stop it." Alex giggled.
I decided to stop before I got carried away so I rolled of Alex and lead on my side.
"So you going to keep your surname or have mine or we going to put both of them together?" I asked and Alex rolled onto his side.
"I was thinking, I don't want to keep my name, it reminds me of the failure I was. I don't think putting our surnames together would work either and I don't think you want the shame of my surname with yours. So the only option here is for me to take your name." Alex said and I smiled.
"Alex Barakat. I like it." I said and lent forward and kissed Alex.
"I like it as well." Alex said quietly and moved closer to me and cuddled into my chest and I wrapped my arms round him and Alex fell asleep first and I fell asleep not long after.

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