Fire in the sky.

Jacks POV

I walked to my room and saw Alex lent against my door starring at the wall.
"Lex?" I said quietly and Alex looked at me and stood up.
"Why you here? You hate my guts and you want nothing to do with me anymore." I said.
"I don't know why I'm here. I was walking back to my room but I found myself outside of your door." He said quietly.
"Do you want to come in and talk?" I asked.
"Wasn't earlier enough of a talk for you?" Alex asked.
"Technically you was shouting at me and expressing how you felt." I said and Alex glared at me.
"So that a no to the chat then?" I asked.
"I didn't say no did I?" Alex said.
"No you didn't." I said and walked past him and opened my door and Alex walked in throwing his coat on the floor like he normally does.
I noticed a bandage on his arm.

Alex sat on the bed as i sat next to him and looked at his arm.
"That because of me?" I asked.
"Nope." Alex said and looked down.
"Alex you can tell me the truth." I said and Alex scoffed and looked at me.
"Then you can go and talk to the pack. I like my secrets thanks." He said.
"I haven't spoken to anyone since that day." I said quietly and looked down.
"Well it was you fault. If you actually stood your ground we wouldn't be where we are now." Alex said.
"I know, I know its my fault. I know I'm pretty pathetic. I regret doing what I did to you so much. I understand if you want nothing to do with me but like you said, your my mate. I made you feel rejected when I shouldn't of done that. I'm so sorry Alex." I said and looked down.
Alex moved and kissed my cheek and I looked at him.
"I missed you. But I don't know." He said quietly.
I moved and kissed him a d Alex returned it and he moved and sat on my lap.
I felt Alex's hands in my hair and he had hold of my hair tightly.
We both pulled back for air and looked at each other.
"Want to stop?" I asked and Alex response was him kissing me and pushing me on to the bed.

Alex was lead on my chest tracing patterns and lost in thought.
"I understand if you don't want to be with me." I said quietly and Alex looked at me.
"I want to be with you. But I'm still hurt at what you did and I'll probably still be hurt for a very long time. But I'm going to try and put it behind me and we can start off from the beginning." Alex said and kissed me.
I smiled.
"What about the others?" I asked and Alex moved and sat on me.
"Fuck them. They've gotten between us once, please don't make them get between us again. I can't lose you again. These 6 weeks have been hell." He said and ran his hands up and down my chest.
"They've been hell for me too." I said and Alex kissed me.
"I know, but right now I have your boner sticking in my ass." Alex smiled.
"Well you sort it out for me then." I said and Alex smirked and went under the covers.

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