**Alex**

As the head lead me into my first class I hid my head and tugged at my sleeves, becoming irritated at people looking at me judging me. Probably thinking I'm emo or some shit. The head something but I didn't catch it but then the teacher caught me off guard and said "So we have a new student, why don't you introduce yourself and say something about yourself."

Ah shit why'd he have to make me do that. I mean i could say hi im Alex im fucked in the head i cut my self and i want to die but I took a deep breathe and hesitantly said "Hi, I'm Alex and I play guitar." I looked over at the teacher and he pointed me to my seat next to a boy in a blink t-shirt and skunk like hair not in a bad way it looks kinda cute. Alex shut up your only gonna fuck it up so don't say a word.

I was brought out of my thoughts when blink boy said "Hey, I'm Jack, I like your hoodie ." He gave me a slight smile. He was probably saying that to be nice coz he has to show me around all day. I gave him a fake smile to say thanks and reached into my backpack for my book and started to write down some lyrics. Completely unaware that we were meant to be doing something. Until jack spoke up.

**Jack**

After the teacher told us what to do and he paired me with Alex who was paying no attention what so ever so I nudged him and said "We're meant to go into another room and practice a song for our assignment." He briefly looked up put his book in his backpack and followed me to the other music room.

"So" I said to Alex "Got any originals?" However he was zoned out so I tapped his wrist, his face seemed to screw up slightly but I got his attention and he mumbled "What?" "I was saying you got any original song to go up a grade" he half shrugged his shoulders and said "kind of but I cant sing and they're no good" He would say that though wouldn't he yeah he's cute and I like him but I reckon he can sing and that they're brilliant songs. So I handed him a guitar and said "just a little bit of one?" I said smiling at him and he grunted at the thought but started to strum the guitar and then started to sing

Maybe its not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year
and I'm so sick of watching while the minutes go pass as I go nowhere
and this is my reaction to everything I feel cause
I've been going crazy
I don't wanna waste another minute here

He finished his chorus and I couldn't help but smile

**Alex**

As I was singing a voice in my head kept saying Alex you fucking idiot why are you singing to him your crap so shut it. I put down the guitar and then blink boy- Jack said he'd be back in a minute so I picked it back up and began randomly strumming before long Jack came back and said it was time for next period so I followed him.

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It was lunch.... Yay... Jack offered to let me sit with him and his friends so I took it he introduced me to his friends "Alex this Rian and Zack." They both gave me a small wave and I fake smiled at them and sat down. I ate my apple and then Rian asked me "Is that all your eating?" I mumbled "Yeah." "Aren't you gonna get hungry, do you want some of my sandwich?" Well no not really I don't like food I thought to myself but then I remembered the chocolate bars mum gave me for lunch that I opened and threw away the contents ad replied "Nah I'm good thanks I ate like seven chocolate bars earlier." And showed them the wrappers which should get them to not ask me about my eat considering I don't and what I do I throw up. They shrugged their shoulders and said nothing else about it.

The rest of the day went past pretty quickly and I quickly went home and into my room and I just led there and cried.

Notes

Couldn't sleep so wrote a second one. I'm gonna write to more to see how it goes. So comment something if you want..

Title Credit- Against The Current