I'm A Walking Travesty
Lullabies
**Trigger Warning**
**Alex**
I sat in the corner of my room with a blade between my fingers and tears streaming from my eyes. I didn't want to live but I sort of don't which is really fucking stupid. I looked over at my clock, it read 3:42am, stupid insomnia. As more thoughts travel through my head before I know it the cold metal blade is digging into my skin, ripping it apart, I felt a warm relief as the blood ran down my arm and a soft smile appeared on my pale thin lips.
I dabbed the cuts with some tissues and waited for them to dry and got into bed and finally drifted off to sleep dreading school.
I woke up to my alarm at 7:00 I groaned and got into the shower. Forgetting about the cuts as the water ran over them I winced.
I got out of the shower and put on a black t-shirt and some skinny jeans and my converse. My mum then shouted up to me "Alex, you awake it's nearly time to go." I shouted back "Yeah, I'll be down in a sec." I grabbed my back pack walking out of my room putting on a green day hoodie and went down stairs. I said bye to my mum but as I got to the door my mum stoped me and said "Aren't you gonna eat breakfast." I hate that question " No mum I'm good,thanks anyway." And walked out.
I dragged my feet to school and went to the reception area to get my schedule.
**Jack**
As I walk into school I spotted Zack we said hi to one another and went to our lockers, I rested my head on it for a while sinking into my thoughts when Zack woke me up from my trance and I open my locker. And me being me forgot my lessons as usual I had a quick look at my schedule. Music, the only lesson I feel school was invented for.
As we took our seats our teacher was about to tell us what to do when the head walked in with a pretty cute guy with a green day jumper on and said some to our music teacher and walked out. Our teacher then said "So we have a new student l, why don't you introduce yourself and say something about yourself." I look at the new kid for a while he kind of reminded me of me not because he had a green day hoodie on but because his eyes were sunken a bit like mine.
He took a deep breath and spoke quietly with a slight quiver in his voice "Hi, I'm Alex and I play guitar." He seemed to look at the teacher to say he'd like to sit down now. Then he was placed next to me and I was supposed to show him around. Yay......
**Alex**
I sat in the corner of my room with a blade between my fingers and tears streaming from my eyes. I didn't want to live but I sort of don't which is really fucking stupid. I looked over at my clock, it read 3:42am, stupid insomnia. As more thoughts travel through my head before I know it the cold metal blade is digging into my skin, ripping it apart, I felt a warm relief as the blood ran down my arm and a soft smile appeared on my pale thin lips.
I dabbed the cuts with some tissues and waited for them to dry and got into bed and finally drifted off to sleep dreading school.
I woke up to my alarm at 7:00 I groaned and got into the shower. Forgetting about the cuts as the water ran over them I winced.
I got out of the shower and put on a black t-shirt and some skinny jeans and my converse. My mum then shouted up to me "Alex, you awake it's nearly time to go." I shouted back "Yeah, I'll be down in a sec." I grabbed my back pack walking out of my room putting on a green day hoodie and went down stairs. I said bye to my mum but as I got to the door my mum stoped me and said "Aren't you gonna eat breakfast." I hate that question " No mum I'm good,thanks anyway." And walked out.
I dragged my feet to school and went to the reception area to get my schedule.
**Jack**
As I walk into school I spotted Zack we said hi to one another and went to our lockers, I rested my head on it for a while sinking into my thoughts when Zack woke me up from my trance and I open my locker. And me being me forgot my lessons as usual I had a quick look at my schedule. Music, the only lesson I feel school was invented for.
As we took our seats our teacher was about to tell us what to do when the head walked in with a pretty cute guy with a green day jumper on and said some to our music teacher and walked out. Our teacher then said "So we have a new student l, why don't you introduce yourself and say something about yourself." I look at the new kid for a while he kind of reminded me of me not because he had a green day hoodie on but because his eyes were sunken a bit like mine.
He took a deep breath and spoke quietly with a slight quiver in his voice "Hi, I'm Alex and I play guitar." He seemed to look at the teacher to say he'd like to sit down now. Then he was placed next to me and I was supposed to show him around. Yay......
Notes
Hi so its not my first book I've written but I'm terrible at it so this book will kinda be dragged out coz that's just how I write. But yeh comments are welcome if anyone reads this, positive and negative coz yeh I'm shit at this.... Sorry its short but I tend to write at two in the morning.
Title Credit- All Time Low
@RecklessButBrave
Heyyyy, you actually commented Yayyyyy..... Thank you so much. Haha.
I write a lot but its never normally all time low related so I dont upload but I won't and I promise to be better on updates :)
thank you again.
love ya too :)
1/25/17