Jacks POV

Me and Alex was upstairs since everything must of been getting to much for Alex since he was starting to shake a little so I excused me and Alex and we was just chilling in my room.

"Why did your mum throw you out?" I asked and Alex looked at me.
" Because I told her I was gay and I wasn't going to change and I told her some truths about her new boyfriend." He said and looked down.
I was surpised that Alex even told me about his mum since he's been a mystery to everyone in the house.
"What did she say?" I asked.
Alex looked down.
"I-I don't know if I can talk about it." He said quietly.
I moved closer to him and put my hand on his knee and he looked at me.
" You can tell me. I won't say anything to anyone." I said and Alex smiled a little and lent forward and kissed my cheek which made me blush a little.
Alex chuckled.
"I can make you blush so easily." I said.
It was true, Alex only had to look at me sometimes and I was blushing.
" Its cute." He said and kissed me again this time on my lips which I returned.

Things was getting heated when mum walked in.
"Oh my God. At least wear protection." She said and walked out the room which made me and Alex laugh.
"She took that calmly." Alex said.
"She knows we're gay and she doesn't care as long as we're happy." I said and looked at Alex who smiled.
Mum came back in.
"Do I need to give you two 'the talk'?" She asked seriously.
"Christ no mum." I said blushing and probably looking like a tomato.
"Think 'the talk' is a little to late for me." Alex chuckled.
"Think it might be too late for Jack here as well." Alex said seriously and mum looked at me.
I slapped Alex hard on his chest.
"He's joking." I said and mum just raised her eyebrow as in a yeah right I know your dirty serect sort of way.
"Anyway wear protection. I don't care if your two guys, its better to be safe than sorry." She said and walked out my room.
But she quickly walked back in.
"If you two make any mess your cleaning it and doing your own washing." She said seriously and walked out the room.
"Well that sounded like your mother giving me the green light to fuck you." Alex said and looked at me.
"Well why don't you?" I asked and lent on my elbows which made Alex laugh.
"Because, I'm not going to treat you like a one night stand. I don't want to fuck things up for us even though we're not even together." Alex said and looked at me and moved to sit on me.
I sat up and rested my head against his.

"I really like you Alex." I said quietly.
Alex smiled and pulled my hips closer to him.
"I really like you too Jack." He whispered.
I smiled and kissed him.
"Go on a date with me." I said and Alex looked at me.
He quickly looked down but i made him look at me.
"Okay, maybe not a date then." I chuckled softly.
"Be my boyfriend then?" I asked and Alex looked at me as if I just said a foreign word.
"W-What?" Alex asked shocked.
"Will you go it with me?" I asked.
Alex looked away from me.
"I understand if you say no." I said quietly and looked down.
I felt Alex making me look at him.
"You don't need me as a boyfriend. I'm bad news, I'm a mess Jack. Don't think I don't want to be with you because I do Jack I really do but I don't trust myself and I don't want to hurt you." He said.
"I want you to be my boyfriend. I don't care if your bad news or that your a mess. I trust you and I know you won't hurt me." I said and kissed him which Alex returned but then pulled away.
"I can't trust myself, what if I hurt you? Because I will, I hurt everyone who crosses paths with me..." He was rambling so I kissed him hard and he quickly returned my kiss.
"I trust you Alex, I know you won't hurt me." I said quietly.
Alex just looked at me.
"Will you be my boyfriend?" I asked again.
Alex thought about it but he nodded.
"Yeah." He whispered and I smiled and kissed him really hard which made Alex smile and chuckle into the kiss.
"You can trust me." I whispered as I pulled him into a hug.
"I know. I trust you Jack." He said which made me smile.

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We was all sat in the sitting room watching Christmas movies.
Alex was cuddled into my side and Jake was leaning on Alex's stomach.
I think Jake really liked Alex.
I was messing with Alex hand since it was wrapped round my chest.
Mum looked at us and smiled and knowing smile as she sat with dad and also cuddled into his side.

Everyone had fallen asleep part from me and mum since we was the night owls out if thus family.
Alex would of been the same if he was on the streets but I think he finally felt safe so he can let himself sleep at night now.
"Your going to have to look after him." Mum said quietly and walked round the sleeping bodies in the floor and got me a blanket to put over Alex and Jake since Alex was using my legs as pillows and Jake was cuddked into Alex chest and Alex had a protective arm round Jake.
"I'm going to, I'm going to protect him as much as I can." I said.
Mum smiled.
"He's more broken than what you think. He needs someone who can understand him, someone who he can trust and I know you can give that to him." She said.
"I know and I'll try my hardest to let him know he can trust me." I said and mum smiled again.
"Get some sleep sweetie." Mum said quietly and I nodded and I got as city as I could and fell asleep.

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