How did we end up here??
out in the open
i woke up and felt zacks arms wrapped around me. i rolled over to face him and kissed him on his nose before snuggling into his chest. he started to move and looked at me . i laughed and leaned back to be eye level with him. he just yawned and pulled me back into him.
"what are we doing today babe?" i loved it when he called me that. i had never loved hearing it more than i did from his mouth.
"i have to meet up with the guys for a bit and youre more than welcome to come. we have to start going over things for the tour that starts in a few weeks." zack immediately sat up and i realized i hadnt really told him i was going back on tour so soon. actually i hadnt told him at all.
"tour?? when were you going to tell me about this tour??" i turned around and faced him. i realized i was in my victoria secrets underwear that was basically see through and a bra. i didn't really mind though. we hadn't had sex yet but i knew he would see me someday. so fuck it right?
"i didn't really think it mattered at the moment. i was going to tell you but i didn't see it being super urgent. you're here now and i wanted to enjoy that and not really worry about it." i saw him look at me up and down and move to the side of the bed.
"who is the tour with??" i laughed and sat next to him.
"neck deep. theyre the headliner." His eyes widened. he looked at me and replied super fierce.
"im going with you. i dont have another tour for months, so im going." i was about to protest but before i could he kissed me. it was a hungrier and more passionate kiss then we had ever had. "i know how you get around british accents. theyre your weakness. im not saying i dont trust you, i dont trust them."
i laughed even harder. he was cute when he was jealous. i just nodded and adjusted myself on top of him so i was straddling him and had my hands around his neck. he had his hands roaming my back and we kissed again. i liked that we were taking it slow. it showed me he was serious about us and that meant so much to me. i hadnt been treated with this much respect basically ever.
"Well, are you going to bring the same clothes you have with you here?? or do you need to get new clothes??" he thought for a second before his face lit up and he smiled devilishly at me.
"better idea. you come to maryland with me and help me pick out my own clothes." he was asking me to go to his hometown. which i knew meant meeting his family because i know him. did they even know who i was?? i just sighed and agreed before he got even more excited and picked me up and swung me around. i laughed hysterically as he threw me on the bed and attacked me with kisses and tickled me. this was happiness. and i loved it.