Jack


There it goes.

My once in a lifetime shot at love, I fucking blew it.
Not only did I screw up my entire future, yes, I fucking realize I won’t ever be happy again.
But, I also just broke the heart who I am convinced is an angel, and who could actually do no wrong.

Well, I haven’t yet… Yet.

“Brendon wait! This is for Alex’s own good!” Rian called, I was shocked he was still defending me.
I thought that over time he would cave, and follow what Cass had done, which is never speaking to me.

“Is that what you’re calling it?” Brendon scoffed, unphased by Rian’s words.

“Yeah-”

“Because I’m pretty sure that Jack just wants to cover his ass, so he can still fuck the cute guy that’s willing to sleep with him.” Brendon argued, making my fist clench with anger.

I knew how to push his buttons, and he sure as hell knew how to push mine.
That fucking crosses the line.
He doesn’t talk about him like that.

“Fuck you, Brendon!!” I shouted, Rian grabbed my wrist to keep me from charging over there and tackling him to the ground. I’m just trying to protect him!

“Go fuck, Tay.” he answered angrily, Hayley crossed her arms looking pissed.

“Jack just doesn’t want Alex to be broken hearted for no reason, because he still loves him.” Rian explained for me, I was too pissed to form a sentence that wouldn’t be some kind of insult.

How is this dick best friends with Alex? I expected someone kind, compassionate, and at least a little bit fucking understanding for the situation I’m going through right now.

Does he not give a fuck about Alex? Does he just want to hurt him?

“You betrayed him, Jack. You never really loved him,” he scoffed, I pulled forward to grab the collar of his shirt but Rian held me back.

“Take that shit back, fucker!! You and I both know you’re just talking fucking bullshit!”

I knew Alex would be horrified to hear me yelling like this, especially at his best friend.
But, I don’t think he knows how much of a dickhead his best friend seriously is.

“See! This is another reason why you don’t deserve a guy like Alex! You’re a complete asshole!” Brendan exclaimed, raising his arms up in the air in rage.

I quickly realized that screaming at him, or slamming his head into a locker, would not solve my problem, if anything it would make it a lot worse.

“I don’t want him to get hurt,” I said truthfully, in a much calmer tone.

“So you’re lying to him? He would rather know the truth than be lied to.” Brendon answered for him.

I scoffed.

Yeah, like HE would know what was best for Alex. I’m his boyfriend for fuck’s sake.

“He would rather not have a broken heart!” I argued.

“He’ll get over you fast, just like I did.” Brendon growled.

Oh shit.

I was shocked, he referred back to the one night stand we had the summer right before we turned into Juniors. It’s our senior year now.
I thought that he’d blocked it out of his memory once I started dating Alex, I mean, that’s what I did.
I accepted that he was Alex’s best friend so I didn’t care.

It was nothing personal.

We went to the same band camp, we learned how to play guitar together.
I could tell he had a crush on me, I mean it was pretty obvious. He was pretty cute so I took a chance and flirted with him, one thing led to another and I slept with him.

After that, I guess he got the wrong message. I had no idea he wanted more than just a hook up out of me, if I had known I wouldn’t have slept with the guy.
I mean the sex was pretty good if I remember it right, I don’t know, I slept with a lot of people at that camp...

Anyway, he caught me kissing one of the flute players and got pissed.
I never talked to him after that, just my luck he latched onto Alex and didn’t let go.

“Brendon!!!” Hayley scolded once again, offended that he’d bring up the night we spent together.
Of course, he ignored his girlfriend again.

And he’s telling me that I’M a bad boyfriend?!

“Alex needs me, he loves me.” I growled through gritted teeth taking a few more steps towards him, thankful that Rian was too shocked to stop me.

“I don’t know what he sees in you,” Brendon shook his head angrily.

“Well, I recall you seeing it too, at overnight band camp last summer.”

Before I could even see his reaction, I watched his hand raise immediately.

His fist collided with my face, followed by a loud crunch.

I could feel the cartilage in my nose snap.

Notes

OH MY GOSH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

the drama
the suspense
its so INTENSE

BY THE WAY
the punch that hurt jack's nose was dedicated to @Child_ofthe_Tides or any of my other subscribers who also want to punch Jack in the face XD
that ones for you guys!!!! LMAO

the writers block has defintley gone away!
im SO READY to keep writing!
except there won't be any more posted tonight, because I need to sleeeep

WHAT ARE YOU GUYS THINKING
PLZ TELL ME IN THE COMMENTS I LOVE YOU GUYS AND I WANNA HEAR UR THOUGHTS
do you think jack's being an asshole?
do you think brendon's being an asshole?

i'm so torn in the middle between the two of these sides, i can see where both of them are coming from i just donno

I JUST DONNO GUYS

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