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Forgive me. Please?

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Alex's POV

Since the kids was at preschool and Jack was at home so we spent the day 'chilling'.
We was cuddled in bed after having a good time.
"Maybe we should pay the preschool to keep the little buggers there full time." Jack said.
I chuckled and cuddled more into his side and he started to mess with my hair.
"This feels like the old times." Jack said quietly.
I hummed in agreement since i was slowly falling asleep.

I was just about to fall into a deep sleep when Jack shook me awake.
"Lex wake up." He said quietly.
"Fuck off and let me sleep." I grumbled.
"Lex there's someone at the door asking for you." He said.
"Tell them I'm out." I said.
"Kinda told them you was in." He said.
I opened my eyes and looked at him.
"Why did you tell them i was in?" i asked.
"Because its your ex." He said.
I sat up.
"Your shitting me right?" I asked.
He shook his head.
"She's waiting outside for you." He said.
I sighed and got out of bed and pulled a pair of his sweats on.
I turned round and saw Jack watching me.
"Enjoying what you see?" I smirked.
"Very much." He smirked back and got out of bed and pulled me close to him.
He kissed me and turned me round and pushed me out the door.
"Have fun confronting your ex." He said.
"Stay in the sitting room. Please?" I said.
He smiled and nodded.
"Thank you." I said quietly and kissed him and we walked to the sitting room and Jack went and sat on the sofa and i headed towards the front door and opened it.

"The fucking hell are you doing at my front door?" I growled at the woman at the front door.
"Oh no hey Jenna how are you then?" She asked sarcastically.
"No. Just what the hell are you doing here?" I asked seriously.
"Came to see my little boy." She smiled.
"First off, you are nothing to him. Second you ran off. Did you even think for one second how Archie felt? What he had to put up with, how his little heart was broken by the person who is meant to love him and be there for him!" I said.
"Alex I had a lot on my mind. I needed to have a break." She said.
"Right so you thought breaking our son heart in the progress is such a great move. 10 out 10 for your parenting skills." I said sarcastically.
"Alex please! Listen to me." She said.
"No. I am not having you walk back into his life only for you to walk away. I am not putting him through it again. And me as well." I said.
"And it always come back to you doesnt it!" She spat.
"I loved you. You fucked off leaving me holding the baby! I had to give up fucking everything so I could stay at home and look after him! You fucking ruined everything and i wished i never met you!" I said loudly.
She looked at me shocked.
"I just want to see my son and take him with me." She said.
"Well you are not seeing our son. And you are most defiantly not taking him with you." I growled.
"And what's stopping me?" She challenging.
"The courts. You see I knew you would come back and demand to take him away from me so I have full custody of him so i get to choose what is best for him and him being anywhere near you isnt good for him." I snarled at her.
"And what can you give him which i can't?" She asked.
"Love. A safe environment. And funnily enough I actually give a shit about him more than what you do. So i suggest you turn you fucking ass round and walk away and never come back into mine or Archie's life again." I said.
"Your going to be sorry Alexander." She growled.
"What are you going to do? Slap me? Please, we both know your right hooks are pathetic." I said.
I knew that pissed her off and it resulted in me getting slapped round the face.
"You lay a fucking hand on my boyfriend again and I'll get you done for assault." Jack growled from behind me.
"You fucking stay out of mine and Alex's businesses." She said to Jack.
"My boyfriend, my home, my front door. I am part of your business." Jack growled.
She glared at Jack.
"I'll do you a deal. I will ask Archie who he wants to be with. If you hear from me then he wants to be with you and if not then he wants to be with me. And if that is so then you do not turn up on this front door, you dont go anywhere near Archie or my family. Do I make myself clear?" I asked.
"Very. I will look forward into hearing from you." She said with a smug look on her face and walked off.

"Alex do understand what you have done?" Jack asked.
"Yes." I said quietly and walked back inside and went straight to our room.
"So you are just gonna let her take Archie?" He asked.
"Archie will want to be with her. I know he will." I sniffed.
"Babe, Archie wont choose her over you." He said and sat on the bed and cuddled into my back.
"He will. Trust me." I sniffed.
Jack held me closer to him.
"I'll get the kids and I'll bring Archie home and I'll take Isla out so you and Archie can talk about it." He and kissed the back of my neck.
I nodded.
"Go to sleep. I'll be back with Archie when you wake up." He said quietly and I nodded and fell asleep.

I was woken up by someone climbing onto the bed.
"Daddy." Archie said quietly.
I rolled onto my back and looked at him.
"You been crying?" He asked and sat on my lap as i sat up.
"Sort off." I said quietly.
"Why?" He asked.
"I need you to listen to me okay." I said and he nodded.
"Mummy came today." I said and his face lit up.
"Is she coming to see me?" He asked.
"This is really important Arch. It's probably something you might not understand." I said.
He nodded.
"Mummy came to see me. And we talked, do you want to stay with me or live with mummy?" I said.
Archie looked down.
"Does that mean if i go with mummy i don't see you, Jacky or Isla anymore?" He asked.
"You wont see me, Jacky or Isla." I said and looked down.
"But i want to see you!" He said loudly.
"To see me then you have to stay with me." I said.
"But i want to see mummy." He said quietly and looked down.
Archie sighed and cuddled into my chest.
"I want to stay here." He said quietly.
I smiled.
"You sure?" I asked and he nodded.
"Love you champ." I said quietly and kissed the top off his head.
"Love you too." He said quietly.
I pulled the covers over us and we both fell asleep.

I woke up and Archie wasn't in the room.
"Archie?" I said and got out of bed and walked to the sitting room.
Archie was with Jack and Isla having cuddles.
I smiled and went to the kitchen and got myself a drink.
I heard someone walked out to the kitchen and a pair of arms wrap round my waist.
"So? He staying or is the bitch having him?" Jack asked.
"He's staying." I smiled.
"Excellent. Because now I dont have to worry about you going all depressed on me." He said and kissed the back of my neck.
I sighed.
"Go and sit down and I'll get you something to eat." He said.
I turned round and looked at him.
"I'm not hungry. I'm just going to sit with the kids." I said and went to walk off but Jack caught hold of my wrist.
"Tell me what is wrong." He said quietly.
"I'm fine Jack. I promise." I said and kissed him.
"I love you." Jack said quietly and kissed me.
"I love you too." I said against his lips.
He smiled.
"Tell you want how about we move the tv into our room and we all pile into our bed and have cuddles, kids in all." Jack said quietly.
I smled and nodded.

Notes

this is pretty shit.

Comments

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Much love,
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Carebear Carebear
5/6/16

Take your time to write. I'm sure I speak for everyone by saying that you should put yourself first and make yourself feel better before trying to update the story. Hope you feel better soon

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5/5/16

I'm absolutely loving this story and I can't wait for more

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4/29/16