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I'm Gonna Break Down These Walls

The Things I Wanted Most

Jack

This is going to be THE BEST day of Alex’s life. Well, I mean hopefully it will.
But his 18th birthday is definitely going to be a great one.

His family took him out to breakfast which was very annoying and inconvenient, because I really wanted to spend his first waking moments as an 18 year old with him. But it’s okay, I was spending the rest of the day with him anyways. I had so many plans and surprises for him today, I knew he was going to love it.
He’s so important to me and he makes me so incredibly happy every day, I just want to give back a little happiness.

I pulled into his driveway at 11, and texted him that I was here. Nearly seconds later, he walked out of the front door looking as adorable as ever, with his tightest black skinny jeans, a white tank top and a checkered flannel.
I quickly shifted my sitting position so my half hard on wouldn’t be visible.

I can’t help it, he’s just so hot…

Alex

I opened the car door and was greeted by New Found Glory blaring from the car radio, and Jack shouting at the top of his lungs.

“LEXXXX!!!!!!!!”

“Hi, babe.” I giggled, sitting in the passenger seat. He immediately grabbed my face with two hands and kissed me. It was like 5 seconds in heaven until he pulled away.

“Happy Birthday, angel!” he smiled, kissing my cheek and pulled out of my driveway.

“So what are we going to do today?” I asked him, a smirk formed on my boyfriends lips.

“Well, you know I was going to take you to the beach, then I realized it’s December and you hate the beach. Then I was going to bring you to an arcade, but I realized that is lame and we can do that any time. So, I was thinking, what is something that Lex Gaskarth loves to do, and something we never do… I was thinking we could go to the Maryland Smithsonian Space Museum-”

“SERIOUSLY?!” I nearly screamed.

“Yeah!! It’s your day! We can do anything you want to-”

“I love you, thank you, thank you, thank you.”

I’ve wanted to go to the Smithsonian Space Museum ever since I moved here, but my parents always thought it was a waste of time, and Jack thought it was boring and nerdy. I’m sure he still does, but I seriously don’t care, because we’re going.

I spent the whole afternoon dragging him around exhibits, and he just watched and laughed at me as I was in awe the entire time.
After we spent the day there, Jack bought me lunch at my favorite italian restaurant in Baltimore, he even paid for the whole thing and dessert.
He drove us back to his house when it was over saying that he had a surprise for me, I seriously don’t know how this day can get any better.
If I could erase the awkward family breakfast from my mind it, maybe it would be better.


“Okay, stay here, don’t move. I have to get it ready.” Jack told me with a stupid grin on his face.
I feel like it was going to be something really stupid, like he got me a dildo that said ‘Happy Birthday’ on it or something. He pushed me onto the couch downstairs, and ran upstairs.

I turned on the TV and started watching Supernatural, and a half hour later Jack came back with his shirt covered in water.

“What the hell?” I laughed, getting up and walking towards him. It looked like he just took a shower with his clothes on. What the fuck is the surprise?

“Go to the master bathroom, and take off all your clothes.” he leaned in and whispered in my ear, smacking my ass before he pushed me towards the stairs.
I giggled, and walked up the stairs two steps at a time, ripping off my shirt flannel on the way.

I walked into his room, throwing my shirt on the bed, still having no idea what the surprise was. There were little puddles of water on the ground, so maybe we were just going to have shower sex. I mean, that’s not much of a birthday surprise, we do that all the time.

I opened the door and smiled at the sight. The lights were dimmed, there was a bubble bath with rose petals in the water and on the ground, my favorite flowers in a cute little vase on the counter, and two glasses of champagne. I covered my mouth in shock.

Oh my god…

He’s the sweetest person on the planet. I didn’t know he was even capable of being this romantic. I was expecting my surprise to be a birthday dildo, not a gorgeous bubble bath for the two of us.

“Do you like it babe?”
I turned around and smiled at Jack, leaning in his underwear against the door frame, and he wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my forehead.

“I love it, I had no idea you could be so romantic…” I grinned, standing on my toes to press my lips against his.

“Only for you, and I’m so glad you like it. It would’ve only taken me like 10 minutes to put this together but the floating candles I put in the bathtub caught the rose petals on fire and it was a mess. So that’s why I was covered in water, and I found these candles but I don’t have any more matches-”

“I don’t need candles, I only need you.” I interrupted his rambling, he smiled and kissed me.

“I told you to take off all your clothes,” he chuckled against my lips, unbuttoning my jeans and pulling them off me.

“I saved the last part for you.” I giggled, making him laugh.

“Well thank you,” he smiled, pulling off my boxers, and gazed at my naked body like it was the first time he ever saw it. I rolled my eyes, and waved a hand in front of his face to get his attention.

“Have I ever told you that I love you?” he asked me jokingly, stepping into the bath water.

“You’re such an idiot,” I chuckled, laying down in between his legs. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me back to lay with him.
I laid the back of my head on his shoulder, and he started kissing my temple and my cheek.

“This is so perfect, Jack.” I mumbled, he hummed in agreement.

“Shit, I forgot the chocolate covered strawberries. Dammit.” he groaned, I giggled and placed a kiss on his cheek.
All this, just for my birthday? I’ve never really celebrated birthdays this much, at least not my own. My parents don’t believe in birthday parties, or many presents, we’re lucky if we get a nice birthday dinner.

My breath hitched as Jack started kissing my neck, and I tilted my head the other direction so he could have more access

He started sucking and biting behind my ear making me moan, and I could feel his boner against my lower back. I turned around and straddled him as I sat in his lap, and Jack connected our lips with one hand on my face.
Our lips moved together in a slow, passionate kiss that made me completely star struck.

The museum, lunch, this romantic bath, and now this?
This is seriously the best birthday I’ve ever had in my life.
We continued making out for a few minutes until we needed to catch our breath.

“Do you know what time it is, baby?” he panted, trying to look at the clock on the wall.

“Uhhh… it’s 4:00.” I told him, and he moved me off of him and got out of the tub to start drying off.

“Whyy?” I whined, jutting out my bottom lip in a pout, watching his expression dim at the sight of me sad.
It’s kinda funny how much what I’m feeling affects how he’s feeling.
I just wanted to stay in the tub with him forever.

“Get out and you’ll see.” he urged me as he started putting on his pants.
What’s the rush?
I groaned and leaned back into the tub more, watching my toes poke out from the mountains of bubbles. I don’t even have a bathtub at my house, it’s just a shower.

“Don’t make me drag you out of there, babe.” Jack warned me, he was now fully dressed and fixing his hair in the mirror.
I whined in response. I thought this was my birthday and we could do what I want. I didn’t know there was a schedule of when things had to happen.

I refused to get out of the bathtub like a toddler, crossing my arms and frowning at Jack, who just rolled his eyes and chuckled at me.

“Fine, meet me downstairs when you’re done.” he told me, leaning over the bathtub, and kissed the pout that was on my lips.
I lifted my head to kiss him more, but he pulled away and left a sweet, gentle kiss on my forehead. I don’t want gentle kisses right now…
I stared at his ass as he left the bathroom, and walked out the door of his bedroom.


Jack

I quickly went downstairs, and walked into the kitchen to see a huge disaster.

“What the fuck are you guys doing?!” I yelled

Rian and Zack were on the couch on their phones, Brendon was blowing up balloons at turtle speed, Tay and Hayley were arguing on how to tie the balloons, and Cass was doing a terrible job at frosting Alex’s birthday cake.

“You said you would frost the cake!” Cass said to Tay, her voice in a panic.

“No I didn’t! I’m supposed to hang streamers!” Tay exclaimed.

“Rian and Zack are supposed to hang up streamers, but they just sitting on their asses!” Brendon added.

“We couldn’t find them!” Zack defended

So much for a surprise birthday party. I knew Alex would hate me having a huge party like I usually do for people’s birthdays, he really isn’t the social butterfly type, so I just had all of our friends come to give him presents and eat dinner and stuff.
I wanted them to set everything up while I was upstairs with Alex but I guess not.

“Alex is going to be downstairs any second!” I exclaimed, and they all went in a panic trying to blow up balloons and fix the cake.

“Am I seriously the only one here that can tie a balloon?!?” Cass yelled, and at that second, Alex walked in through the hallway.
His caramel hair was fluffy and half dry, and he was wearing one of my black t shirts and grey sweatpants.

“Fuck, you look so good in my clothes.” I mumbled looking at him up and down, he smirked at me, and walked over to me while staring at the poorly decorated living room.

“This is so sweet of you guys to do this.” he smiled, hugging me.

“I mean, it’s not much of a party.” Zack held a screeching, slowly deflating balloon in his hands.
Alex didn’t seem to care at all, he looked shocked by all of them caring so much that they wanted to celebrate the day of his birth.

I dragged him over to the couch, I sat down with my legs open, and he sat down with cross legs in pretzel style in between them, facing the other people that were bringing their presents over.
I can’t wait to give him mine, it was hidden in a closet in the kitchen, I planned on giving it to him last.

“I just can’t believe my baby is 18, it’s weird having you the same age as me.” I mumbled, making him giggle.

“Your nearly 19 anyways,” he reminded me.

“I know, but you’ll always be 17 in my head.” I chuckled.

“You sound like my mom,” Alex laughed.

I wrapped my arms around him, and placed my chin on this shoulder, watching from behind him as he opened up all his presents. They were all super sweet and thoughtful.

He opened Brendon’s first, and he got him three new Neff beanies, a blue tooth speaker, a bunch of Star Wars movies, and a band t shirt that Alex wanted.
If I didn't get Lex a guitar, then Brendon might have given me a run for my money on best gfit.
It’s okay, he’s his best friend so he can win second place.

Cass and Rian combined their money to give him one gift, it was this huge book about space that Alex for some reason got super excited about, it looked pretty lame but he really liked it. They also got him a new mic stand because his is broken, a new straighter, and a Ravens jersey.
Damn, also really good gifts. Mine is the best though.

Hayley managed to get him a an autographed cd of Blinks album, Enema of The State by all the members in the band, which I was really, really jealous of.

Tay and Zack combined their money to buy him a few band t shirts, Green Day’s American Idiot on vinyl, and an acoustic guitar tuner.

I knew that my friends really liked Alex, but not this much. It really means a lot to me that they did all this for him.
They were all so against me dating him in the beginning, but I guess they grew to like him a lot more than any of us expected them too.
It’s inevitable, the more you get to know Alex, the more you like him.

“This is awesome, I’ve always wanted one of these! Can I try it on one of your guitars?” he asked me, holding the guitar tuner, craning his head to look back at me.

“Um, why would you use it on one of mine?” i asked, planning on messing with him.

“Well I just want to see how it works,” he said in a quieter tone.

“I mean, why don’t you try it on your own guitar?” I asked him, not being able to contain the grin on my face.
He looked confused for a second, but I knew he was smart enough to figure it out.
Moments later his jaw dropped in shock, realizing what I got him for his birthday.

“You didn’t,” he breathed, making everyone laugh.
I got out from under him, and went to the kitchen to get his present.
The second that I pulled it out of the closet the whole room started screaming.

“HOLY SHIT” Rian yelled as he stared at it.

“OH MY GOD,” Brendon exclaimed.

Alex stared at it with his hand over his mouth. I guess the surprise part worked, he had no idea.
I quickly handed Zack my guitar, because Alex hopped into my arms, I held onto him as he wrapped his arms around my neck, and legs around my waist.
A blush rose along my cheeks, making me smile and I buried my head in his shoulder.

“Thank you, thank you, thank you.” he mumbled, pressing his lips to mine in a long and passionate kiss of gratitude.
Damn, I would buy him a million guitars if this is how he reacted to all of them. He clung onto my body, with one of his hands snaked through the back of my hair, kissing me lovingly.

“Okay, okay. Enough making out.” I heard Tay’s voice from across the room, and I pulled away to place kisses on his dimpley cheek.

“I love you so much, Lex, you’re so fucking talented, you deserve your own guitar.” I told him, making him blush harder and he reattached our lips and we continued to kissing.

“I’m so lucky to have you as a boyfriend, holy fuck, what did I do to deserve you?” he mumbled against my lips, and pressed his forehead to mine.

“Come on, I’m the one that’s lucky to have you as a boyfriend. I never knew it was possible to be sweet, brilliant, funny, adorable, handsome, creative, loyal, and him have literally the sexiest body I’ve ever seen. I never thought I would want to commit to anyone before I saw you, now I seriously couldn’t imagine my life without you by my side.”

Alex had tears brimming in his eyes, luckily they were the only tears I could stand in his eyes without wanting to break something. Happy tears.
His face was tomato red, I haven’t seen him look this stunned and speechless since when I first told him I loved him.

He pressed his face in the crook of my neck, I chuckled as I felt his hot cheeks on my throat, and I held onto him tighter, he still had his arms around my waist.

I love this boy more than the world, it sounds insane but he’s the only person I could picture spending the rest of my life with.
He’s the only person that I’ve met that I don’t get sick of spending all my time with, not once do I get annoyed with his presence and want him to leave.

I swear, I’m going to marry this boy one day.

I looked up and saw Rian and Brendon trying to be manly for their girlfriends and held back their tears, while their girlfriends had splotchy faces, runny noses, and wet tears streaming down their faces, while they were taking a picture of Alex clinging onto me.

“Are you really crying?” Tay asked them laughing, Zack had an arm wrapped around her giving me a proud looking smile.

I sat down on the couch. Even though Alex was smaller and lighter, he had some muscle and holding him for practically 10 minutes was pretty tiring.

“Look at them!!” Cass choked out, gesturing over to us. Alex looked up, wiping his eyes with the sleeves of his flannel, and kissed me. I couldn’t help but smile against his lips, at how forceful he was, and how desperate he was for my lips against his.

“I’m going to throw up, you guys are too adorable. Seriously, I need to puke.” Brendon laughed, making Alex laugh and he got off my lap, but continued hugging me.

He’s such a fucking teddy bear.

“Dude, you have to go play it, I wanna hear this thing.” Zack told him with the guitar in his hands. Oh, I almost forgot about the pants!

“Wait, there’s more.” I recalled, Alex’s head shot up and his eyes widened.
I hopped up from the couch to go back to the kitchen closet, searching for the pants I hid.

“More?” Tay repeated, like the word hurt her.

I gave her a weird look, and she gave me a weird look back that I couldn’t understand what she meant by it. Oh well, I will ask her later.

Maybe she’s worried about the money I’m spending or something.

I don’t care, Alex’s happiness is worth every fucking penny.

“Jack, you already spent way too much than what I was comftorble with-”

“Oh shut up, they’re just pants.” I interrupted him, pulling out and showing him the grayish denim jeans with an american flag printed on them.
His eyes lit up immediately, showing me that he loved the extra gift that reminded me of him in the store.

“These are awesome!!” he exclaimed, holding them up so he could see them.

“Those are really cool, where did you get them? Rian would look great in those,” Cass stared at the pants, looking for the tag on them.

“I couldn’t pull those off,” Rian assured her.

I think she just wants her boyfriend wearing really fucking cool jeans, it’s okay though, she can just look at mine when he’s wearing them.

I know Alex is worthy of being a model, and I don’t mind when people stare at him as long as they would never, ever date.

Then I would have a problem, like Kellin for example, who I threaten whenever I catch him checking Alex out. Which is pretty frequently

“I’ll go try them on,” Alex said, and got up to go to the bathroom.

At first it confused me why he wasn’t just changing here, but then I remembered, there’s other people here. Damn it.

As I watched the way his hips swayed from side to side when he walked they put me in a trance, I nearly didn’t notice as he turned around smirking at me.

“Change already!!” I exclaimed with a blushing, embarrassed face, he laughed and went into the bathroom.
I looked at the other people in the room who were looking at me.

“I never knew you could be so sweet, Jack.” Tay told me and glanced down at the ground.

“Yeah, all of that was super romantic. I think that there should be a sappy love story, movie about you guys, and it would be the one that everyone would just sob in the theaters because you’re so damn cute.” Cass rambled, and Rian chuckled and patted her on the back.

“I’d watch us as a movie,” I laughed.

“OH MY GOD, THAT COULD BE IT’S NAME!!!” Hayley nearly screamed, her and Cass started squealing, jumping up and down.

“Did you really mean all that sweet stuff you said? That you can’t picture yourself with anyone else?” Tay asked me thoughtfully. Uhh, that’s a little weird of a question.

“Yeah, I’m in love with him. I mean, I’d propose if I wasn’t 18.” I shrugged, making the girls squeal once again. Tay recoiled to my words, almost like they had hurt her.

“Jack I need to-”

“Okay, here they are!”

I smiled as I saw him, standing there with his arms by his sides. The pants hugged his legs in all the right areas, I tried to stop myself from drooling at the sight of him.

“You look so hot!!! Turn around” Cass encouraged like the mother she is on the inside, spinning her finger in circles signaling to see his backside.
He lifted up his arms and spun in a slow circle, I felt proud knowing I bought probably the hottest pair of jeans he has now.

“DAMNNN” Brendon yelled out.

“WHO’S THAT HOT LITTLE THING?” I called, making him chuckle and shuffle over to me.

“Fuck you,” he muttered, and sat down in my lap.

“Well, if you insist.” I replied sarcastically, making him laugh and I kissed him. I slid my hands down his jeans, gazing at one of my favorite sights, Alex in my lap.
My favorite sights along with, sleeping Alex, smiling Alex, just waking up Alex, post- shower Alex, post - working out Alex, and orgasm Alex. All beautiful sights to see.

“I can’t wait to take these off you,” I whispered in his ear, making him bite his lip trying to hide a blush.

“You’re just going to have to wait.” Alex shrugged.

“Yeah, because you’re in a room with 6 other people who can hear your dirty talk.” Rian spoke up, making everyone burst into laughter.

Alex grinned and hid his face, I groaned. I just want him naked…

I got up and started to make the homemade pizza, I would’ve made something nicer but Alex likes super basic foods.

We ate pizza, and then he had the unfrosted cake, and we all gathered in my house’s media room that had a giant flat screen TV, and tons of couches and beanbags to lay on.
Of course, each of the couples took a couch to cuddle on while they watched, and me and Alex chose, to a beanbag.

We brought snacks, more cake, and of course, lots of beer. We all watched Star Wars, Brendon and Alex were reciting quotes from the movie like they were from their own nerd bibles.

I looked at the time, and it was already 11:30, all 6 of them were asleep on the couches, while me and Alex were just getting antsy, waiting for them to leave so we could fuck.

We both decided just to leave them there, and the both of us practically ran upstairs.

Instead of immediately getting right to fucking the shit of my hot little boyfriend, I remembered that it was still his birthday, and I totally forgot to do what I was going to do in the bath.
I planned on giving him a shoulder massage, but a back massage right before sex is good too.

The both of us stripped down to just our boxers, and Alex laid on his stomach on the bed, and I sat on his butt, massaging his really sexy back.

I stared at the different lines that showed different muscles, his shoulder blades slightly shifting as he reacted to my touch, his spine that rippled as he moved, and the two indents on his back that formed his adorable back dimples.

I used my thumbs to knead into his skin, using different parts of my hand to work out the knots under his flesh, causing him to release a loud groan in pleasure.

“Jack, do you have a boner?” Alex chuckled, obviously being able to feel my hard on because I was sitting on him.

“Yes! Sitting here, on your nice ass, rubbing your very hot back, listening to you moan, how the fuck do you expect me not to?” I responded, making him laugh more.

“Well, I mean, I do too.” he told me. I got off of him, and he sat up.

Automatically, I ripped off his boxers, and crouched down on my knees inbetween his legs.
It is his birthday after all…
I took his dick in my hand, making him gasp, and purposely went agonizingly slow while stroking him.

“Jack, please.” he groaned.

I just looked up at him with teasing eyes, and continued my lengthy pace that started driving him insane.

“Jack!! I’m horny, please, hurry up.” he begged, starting to get impatient and sexually frustrated.

“But, I love the way you beg for it,” I told him smugly, flicking my tongue against his tip, making his dick twitch.

“Come on! Please Jack!! I need it, I need you, just please!!” he begged, gripping his hands in my hair, totally desperate for me

I chuckled, and started tracing my tongue along the tip of his dick, and he choked out a moan.
I slowly sunk down inch by inch, and kept my hand wrapped around what my mouth couldn’t take.
I started bobbing my head up and down, making Alex release many moans that turned me on way more than they should.

“Jack! Jack, stop, I’m gonna…” Alex started pulling me off by the hand he had in my hair.
He wasn’t going to last a second longer.

I reached into my nightstand, getting the lube and condom. I remember how uncomfortable I was when I first fingered Alex, I felt so terrible because he was in so much pain, but now he’s started to get used to it.
I almost bottomed once, but the thought of a dick up my ass was really not appealing to me.

I bit my lip as Alex spread his legs, with his head laid back on the pillow waiting for me. I coated three of my fingers in lube, and slowly inserted the first one into him.
At this point, now that we fuck at least 3 times a week, I don’t think he needs to be fingered.
I easilly stretched him out, and rolled the condom onto me, and coated myself in lube.

“Baby-”

“Fuck me , already!” he exclaimed in desperation.

I pushed myself into him,causing us both to moan loudly in unison at the feeling.

Holy fuck, he was tight.

I slowly went all the way in, and waited a few moments for him to adjust to me, and he nodded his head, pushing into me with impatience.
I easilly found a rhythm, and I started quickly thrusting my hips in nd out into Alex, making the bed rock back and forth with us.

“Ugh, fuck Jack, don’t stop” Alex gasped, as I kept going.
I snapped my hips more to the left, causing Alex’s back to arch and he nearly screamed out my name in pleasure.

“Jesus fucking christ, Alex, you feel so fucking good,” I groaned out in pleasure, kissing Alex’s neck.

I grabbed both of his hands and intertwined his fingers with mine, pinning them behind his head.
He gave me one of his famous, sexy smiles, and I kissed his sweaty forehead that tasted salty against my lips.

He couldn’t do anything but moan in response, too overwhelmed by his senses to form a sentence.

“J-Jack!! I-I’m close… fuck!” he moaned, bucking his hips into mine as I thrusted into him. I grabbed one of his legs and threw it over my shoulder, making him weaker.

“Me too, baby.” I choked out. I pushed in a few more times before I snaked a hand in between us and grabbed his cock, pumping it in time as I pounded into him.

His tight walls clenched around my dick, causing my hips to shudder, as I released in the condom, at the same time he was coming on his hand and stomach, screaming out my name in pure bliss.

Eventually, I pulled out and threw away the condom, cleaning up the mess that was made with a few tissues, and I collapsed onto the bed next to him, panting.

“I love you so much baby, happy birthday.” I panted, rolling onto my side to look at him. I wrapped my arm around his waist, and pulled him into my chest.

“I love you Jacky, thank you so much for today…” he yawned, his eyes were already closing, and he snuggled up next to me so there was so empty space between the too of us.

“Anything for you.”



Notes



ANOTHER INSANELY LONG AND ALL OVER THE PLACE CHAPTER
sorry for all the crazy switching of point of views
this would probably be two chapters but I combined them for a MONSTER CHAPTER
and its basically midnight now

i planned to have this done a lot earlier, but again, i under estimated how long and monsterous this chapter would be
sadly there are only 2 more, regular sized chapters left
ONLY TWO OH MY GOD
this reminds me of a season finale of a tv show for some reason
not a series finale, a series, thank god

but there was so many things went on in this chapter
there was cute bath jalex
cute presents
super super super cute jalex with jack saying hes gonna marry alex
then jack talks about kellin
jelous tay and she almost tells jack she has feelings for him AHHH
sexy jalex
so much

btw if you find any 'too's that are sapose to be 'two' please ignore them because my laptop auto corrects them its weird

long list of what people were wearing
Birthday Alex Outfit
Jacks Outfit
Cassadee's Outfit
Hayley's Outfit
Tay's Outfit
Rian's Outfit

Zack's Outfit
Brendon's outfit

okay im rambling
i always ramble in the comments but you guys know this by know
remember to leave comments because I LOVE hearing your opinions on this story and i LOVE talking to all of you because you're all my buddies
all 42 of you :)

im rambling again
bye

my reaction to hearing THERES ONLY TWO CHAPTERS LEFT


title credit- Paint You Wings

Comments

"Do you think Tay is going to sabatoge Jalex"
Considering this is my second time reading this, yes

Daydreamers Daydreamers
7/11/17

But apparently I'm a masochist cuz I'm doing it anyway

Daydreamers Daydreamers
7/4/17

I don't want to reread this because I know it will hurt me emotionally and physically

Daydreamers Daydreamers
7/4/17

Omg I love how you describe Alex its perfect

@katie.barakat
Thank you!!! I hope you love the rest of it :D

ComeOneComeAll ComeOneComeAll
7/15/16