I'm Gonna Break Down These Walls
You're Safe From The Weight of The World
Jack
(a few days later)
I woke up feeling like a pile of shit.
It was already long past the time I was supposed to wake up to get ready for school, at this point it was in the middle of first period.
I groaned, my voice sounding disgustingly nasally due to my filled, stuffed nose.
My head was throbbing, my eyes were watery, my throat felt scratchy, my entire body ached.
Oh no, no, no, no.
I can’t have a fucking cold.
I have a boyfriend I need to kiss, and fuck, I can’t be with Alex when I have a disgusting cold
I’m gross!
I picked up my phone from my nightstand, squinting at the bright light that felt like it was piercing my brain. I frowned, as I saw nearly 10 panicky texts from Alex’s, asking where I was, and if I was okay. Damn it.
To Alex:
I’m sorry baby :(
I think I have a fever, I’m not coming in today
I put it down back on the nightstand and closed my eyes, wanting to go back to sleep. As I started to drift off to sleep, my phone buzzed, waking me back up immediately.
To Jack:
NOOOO
But babe i wore my new pants and everything D:
To Alex:
YOU WORE YOUR PANTS?
DAMMIT
To Jack:
Yeah, I keep getting compliments on them too
To Alex:
fuck no
From who? Are people staring?
To Jack:
Calm down it was from Hayley and Cass ;)
To Alex:
Good, I don’t want you talking to any other boys
You’re mine <3
To Jack:
And you’re possesive :P
To Alex:
Shut up
Im sick in bed and all i want to see is your new pants :(
To Jack:
I’m in class, it will look like im taking a dick pic
I looked at the clock on my phone, thinking about what class Alex would be in at this point of the day.
To Alex:
Your in history
Tell brendan to take the picture then
To Jack:
Of my dick? ;)
To Alex:
Smartass
To Jack:
Here horny
(http://picture-cdn.wheretoget.it/mvyh7u-l.jpg)
I groaned at the sight of him, banging my head multiple times into the pillow. How is he looking that fucking hot, and I am here sick in bed? Seriously? Does the world hate me?
To Alex:
You're actually the sexiest human alive
To Jack:
It’s literally just me wearing pants jack
To Alex:
I hate being sickkkk, I want to see them in person :’(
To Jack:
I will come over after school, and make you soup and we can snuggle, i will take care of you :)
To Alex:
That sounds perfect baby, besides the you making me soup part
I’ll make it for us instead cutie
To Jack:
I CAN MAKE SOUP
To Alex: you are 50 times smarter that i will ever be, just let me be a better cook that you lexy
To Jack: whatever, im 50 times smarter because im in school right now, stop texting me i need my education
To Alex: see you soon baby :*
To Jack: can’t wait ;)
(A/N - i am sorry for that obnoxious amount of text messages lol)
I got up from the bed, groaning from the pain throbbing from the congestion in my head. It felt like my head was drowning underwater. I got tissues from my nightstand and blew my nose, disgusted by the loud noises my nose could possibly make.
I’m so gross, Alex is not going to want to be near me.
I lazily walked downstairs, and went to the bathroom and went through the medicine cabinet. I searched for cold medicine, talking the first pill I found that said, runny nose and headache on the box. I shuffled over to the living room, grabbing a box of tissues before collapsing on the couch.
I picked up the remote, scrolling through Netflix to see what shows I should start binge watching.
Alex always watches Supernatural, but that show is just confusing with all the different characters. I put on How I Met Your Mother and laid my head down on a pillow, ready to fall asleep.
At again, the most inconvenient time, my phone buzzed signalling that I got a text. If this is anyone but Alex I swear to fucking god I will block their number.
I picked up my phone, and it showed that Tay sent me a text. Oh, I won’t block Tay.
To Jack:
Jack, why weren’t you in math?
I really need to talk to you
To Tay:
I’m sorry TayTay,
I’m sick :(
We can talk tomorrow at Rian’s party if you want
To Jack:
Awww, I’m sorry J
Get better soon :)
And yeah, let’s talk then, can’t wait!
I put my phone back on the table, and snuggled into the couch more. My eyelids were already feeling heavy, and I quickly drifted off to sleep.
I groaned when I felt someone lay down on the couch next to me, and blinked my eyes awake to see a mop of caramel, light brown hair right beside my head. I smiled, wrapping my arm around Alex’s middle making him gasp, and I snuggled my face into his shoulder.
“Baby…” I mumbled, placing a kiss on his arm because I didn’t have the energy to get up.
“Aww, I didn’t want to wake you up, you’re so cute when you sleep.” he told me, and turned so he was facing me.
Ugh, he’s so gorgeous. I rubbed my eyes so my vision could get a little clearer, so I could admire his features.
Perfectly messy golden hair, bold and dark eyebrows, big and round, chocolate doe eyes, an adorable button nose, cute dimples on each side of his smile, and soft pink lips.
I can’t even think of how he could get any better looking. He is everything that I’ve ever wanted.
“I missed you,” I whined, he giggled and snuggled closer to me. What a cutie.
“I missed you too, you’re the only reason I like going to school.” he told me.
“Me too, lemme see your pants though, stand up babe.” I told him, and he groaned.
“But I’m comfy,” he whined, wrapping a leg over mine.
“Ugh, I love you.” I told him, I smiled as his cheeks grew pink with an adorable smile.
“I love you too, Jacky.” he said, and leaned forward to kiss me. The second our lips connected I quickly pulled away.
“Wait, I don’t want you to get sick, Lexy.” I reminded him that I still had a fever.
“I don’t care,” he insisted, shaking his head like it was nothing.
“Are you sure? You might get sick, and then you’ll be mad at me later for this.”
“No, I won’t get sick, I have a high immune system.” he said proudly, and started kissing me again.
He’s so perfect. We made out until my sniffling trying to breathe while kissing my gorgeous boyfriend was grossing me out, so I groaned and sat up on the couch. I hate being sick.
“Babe, you have to drink tea.” Alex nagged me, and hopped up off the couch to go to the kitchen.
“I don’t like tea.” I scoffed.
“But it’s so good, how do you not like it?” he asked me.
“ I just don’t, and tea is not going to make me feel better.” I sniffled, drying my watery eyes on the sleeves of my sweatshirt.
“So what will make you feel better? Soup? I can get a cold washcloth-” he asked me, coming back to the couch and sat down next to me.
“Lapdance,” I blurted.
“Excuse me?” he scoffed, raising one eyebrow.
“A lapdance from my sexy boyfriend would make me feel better,” I shrugged, making his face grow red and he chuckled. He gets so flattered whenever I compliment him, every time is the the first time anyone’s said he’s looked sexy or something.
“I’m starting to thing the only reason that you want to hangout is to fuck.” Alex laughed, while he climbed into my lap.
“You’re so right Alex, I want your body and nothing more. Other than the fact you are hot, you are practically worthless to me.” I went on sarcastically, making him laugh more.
“Shut up and let me give a lapdance.” he laughed, and pulled off his shirt. He reached his hand up to grab my face, and started kissing and biting my neck.
“I’m going to make you feel so good,” he whispered in my ear, making my breath hitch.
“Holy shit, Alex, you’re so fucking dirty.” I mumbled, wrapping my arms around his waist.
“Learned from the best,” he mumbled.
He wrapped his legs around my waist, straddling me, and started working his hips into mine making me groan. He moved his hips in slow, dirty circles pressing into me.
“Literally the hottest stripper ever.” I breathed, he smiled and kissed me.
I pushed my tongue into his mouth, and we made out as he grinded into me. Fuck, he was hot. My sweatpants were getting tighter, and I could tell Alex was getting turned on too.
I placed my hand on his jeans and started palming him, and he let out a high pitched moan against my lips. Just that insanely sexy sound made me close, bucking my hips up into him.
“Ohh, Alex. Ughh.” I moaned, and kissed him again. I bit his lip and he released another soft moan. The friction was driving me insane, I was seriously about to come in my sweatpants and I think Alex knows it.
Just then, because I could never have a completely perfect moment, Alex’s ringtone started blaring. He leaned away from my lips, and I stared at him with wide eyes.
“Don’t you-”
“I’m sorry, babe.” he gave me a guilty look, pulled his phone from his back pocket and answered it. I started palming him through his jeans again, and he quickly pulled my hand away giving me a death stare. Who could be so important to interrupt my lap dance?
“H-Hi Mom,” Alex answered, and he pressed his face into my neck for comfort, and I started kissing his temple. It’s like she sees whenever he’s doing something gay.
I could practically hear her screaming at him without pressing my ear to the phone, and I hugged Alex tighter. I can’t believe the shit he goes through at home.
“It’s just Jack’s house…” he mumbled, obviously being emotionally drained by the words his mother was calling him.
I was so tempted to grab the phone and tell her to go fuck herself, and don’t take her own personal problems out on Alex, but I knew that couldn’t happen, no matter how bad I wanted it to.
“O-okay, I’ll be there soon.” he stuttered.
I remember hearing his stutters when I first met him, now I only hear it when he’s talking to his parents. He hung up the phone and immediately started sobbing into my shoulder, his whole body shaking as he cried.
“Oh my god, baby… Lexy, it’s going to be okay angel-”
“I hate my life so much,” he cried, I wrapped my arms around him tightly.
“You just have to make it through the rest of this year baby, you’ll never have to see their faces again. I’ll make sure of it, seriously. I love you so much, they aren’t going to touch you.” I assured him, rubbing his back and kissed head face over and over.
“They’re going to kill me, Jack. I can’t take this any longer, I can’t do it.” he sniffled, looking up at me with a totally heartbreaking face. I frowned, wiping his tears away with my thumbs, and pulled his face closer to mine to kiss his lips.
“Nothing bad is going to happen to you, I promise. They don’t know, and when they find out I will be there for you. I don’t fucking care if I take every blow your Dad throws at you, I will protect you Alex. I love you.” I told him, making a small smile spread across his face.
“Really?”
“I promise,”
Alex connected our lips one more time, and we had a loving, passionate kiss.
“I wouldn’t be alive without you Jack, you know that right?” he mumbled, pressing his forehead to mine.
I know how depressed he would be without me, I know how much he relies on me for happiness, and i’m okay with that. I won’t ever let him down.
“You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me.” I told him, kissing his lips one more time.
He nodded, and took a few deep breaths before we both got into the car.
I pulled into his driveway and he groaned just by the sight of his house.
“YOu will be better for Rian’s party tomorrow right?” he asked me.
“Oh yeah, of coarse baby.” I responded, and he sighed with relief.
“Good because I seriously can’t handle that kind of stuff withoout you. If you weren’t there, I will probably have a panic attack, and everyone will be drunk, and I will be terrfied-”
“Shh, I’m coming Alex. Even if I literally have the flu, I’m going to be there for you, baby.” I assured him, and he smiled.
“Thank you,” he mumbled, and I leaned over to kiss him.
“Bye Jack, I love you.”
“Love you, Lexy.”
(a few days later)
I woke up feeling like a pile of shit.
It was already long past the time I was supposed to wake up to get ready for school, at this point it was in the middle of first period.
I groaned, my voice sounding disgustingly nasally due to my filled, stuffed nose.
My head was throbbing, my eyes were watery, my throat felt scratchy, my entire body ached.
Oh no, no, no, no.
I can’t have a fucking cold.
I have a boyfriend I need to kiss, and fuck, I can’t be with Alex when I have a disgusting cold
I’m gross!
I picked up my phone from my nightstand, squinting at the bright light that felt like it was piercing my brain. I frowned, as I saw nearly 10 panicky texts from Alex’s, asking where I was, and if I was okay. Damn it.
To Alex:
I’m sorry baby :(
I think I have a fever, I’m not coming in today
I put it down back on the nightstand and closed my eyes, wanting to go back to sleep. As I started to drift off to sleep, my phone buzzed, waking me back up immediately.
To Jack:
NOOOO
But babe i wore my new pants and everything D:
To Alex:
YOU WORE YOUR PANTS?
DAMMIT
To Jack:
Yeah, I keep getting compliments on them too
To Alex:
fuck no
From who? Are people staring?
To Jack:
Calm down it was from Hayley and Cass ;)
To Alex:
Good, I don’t want you talking to any other boys
You’re mine <3
To Jack:
And you’re possesive :P
To Alex:
Shut up
Im sick in bed and all i want to see is your new pants :(
To Jack:
I’m in class, it will look like im taking a dick pic
I looked at the clock on my phone, thinking about what class Alex would be in at this point of the day.
To Alex:
Your in history
Tell brendan to take the picture then
To Jack:
Of my dick? ;)
To Alex:
Smartass
To Jack:
Here horny
(http://picture-cdn.wheretoget.it/mvyh7u-l.jpg)
I groaned at the sight of him, banging my head multiple times into the pillow. How is he looking that fucking hot, and I am here sick in bed? Seriously? Does the world hate me?
To Alex:
You're actually the sexiest human alive
To Jack:
It’s literally just me wearing pants jack
To Alex:
I hate being sickkkk, I want to see them in person :’(
To Jack:
I will come over after school, and make you soup and we can snuggle, i will take care of you :)
To Alex:
That sounds perfect baby, besides the you making me soup part
I’ll make it for us instead cutie
To Jack:
I CAN MAKE SOUP
To Alex: you are 50 times smarter that i will ever be, just let me be a better cook that you lexy
To Jack: whatever, im 50 times smarter because im in school right now, stop texting me i need my education
To Alex: see you soon baby :*
To Jack: can’t wait ;)
(A/N - i am sorry for that obnoxious amount of text messages lol)
I got up from the bed, groaning from the pain throbbing from the congestion in my head. It felt like my head was drowning underwater. I got tissues from my nightstand and blew my nose, disgusted by the loud noises my nose could possibly make.
I’m so gross, Alex is not going to want to be near me.
I lazily walked downstairs, and went to the bathroom and went through the medicine cabinet. I searched for cold medicine, talking the first pill I found that said, runny nose and headache on the box. I shuffled over to the living room, grabbing a box of tissues before collapsing on the couch.
I picked up the remote, scrolling through Netflix to see what shows I should start binge watching.
Alex always watches Supernatural, but that show is just confusing with all the different characters. I put on How I Met Your Mother and laid my head down on a pillow, ready to fall asleep.
At again, the most inconvenient time, my phone buzzed signalling that I got a text. If this is anyone but Alex I swear to fucking god I will block their number.
I picked up my phone, and it showed that Tay sent me a text. Oh, I won’t block Tay.
To Jack:
Jack, why weren’t you in math?
I really need to talk to you
To Tay:
I’m sorry TayTay,
I’m sick :(
We can talk tomorrow at Rian’s party if you want
To Jack:
Awww, I’m sorry J
Get better soon :)
And yeah, let’s talk then, can’t wait!
I put my phone back on the table, and snuggled into the couch more. My eyelids were already feeling heavy, and I quickly drifted off to sleep.
I groaned when I felt someone lay down on the couch next to me, and blinked my eyes awake to see a mop of caramel, light brown hair right beside my head. I smiled, wrapping my arm around Alex’s middle making him gasp, and I snuggled my face into his shoulder.
“Baby…” I mumbled, placing a kiss on his arm because I didn’t have the energy to get up.
“Aww, I didn’t want to wake you up, you’re so cute when you sleep.” he told me, and turned so he was facing me.
Ugh, he’s so gorgeous. I rubbed my eyes so my vision could get a little clearer, so I could admire his features.
Perfectly messy golden hair, bold and dark eyebrows, big and round, chocolate doe eyes, an adorable button nose, cute dimples on each side of his smile, and soft pink lips.
I can’t even think of how he could get any better looking. He is everything that I’ve ever wanted.
“I missed you,” I whined, he giggled and snuggled closer to me. What a cutie.
“I missed you too, you’re the only reason I like going to school.” he told me.
“Me too, lemme see your pants though, stand up babe.” I told him, and he groaned.
“But I’m comfy,” he whined, wrapping a leg over mine.
“Ugh, I love you.” I told him, I smiled as his cheeks grew pink with an adorable smile.
“I love you too, Jacky.” he said, and leaned forward to kiss me. The second our lips connected I quickly pulled away.
“Wait, I don’t want you to get sick, Lexy.” I reminded him that I still had a fever.
“I don’t care,” he insisted, shaking his head like it was nothing.
“Are you sure? You might get sick, and then you’ll be mad at me later for this.”
“No, I won’t get sick, I have a high immune system.” he said proudly, and started kissing me again.
He’s so perfect. We made out until my sniffling trying to breathe while kissing my gorgeous boyfriend was grossing me out, so I groaned and sat up on the couch. I hate being sick.
“Babe, you have to drink tea.” Alex nagged me, and hopped up off the couch to go to the kitchen.
“I don’t like tea.” I scoffed.
“But it’s so good, how do you not like it?” he asked me.
“ I just don’t, and tea is not going to make me feel better.” I sniffled, drying my watery eyes on the sleeves of my sweatshirt.
“So what will make you feel better? Soup? I can get a cold washcloth-” he asked me, coming back to the couch and sat down next to me.
“Lapdance,” I blurted.
“Excuse me?” he scoffed, raising one eyebrow.
“A lapdance from my sexy boyfriend would make me feel better,” I shrugged, making his face grow red and he chuckled. He gets so flattered whenever I compliment him, every time is the the first time anyone’s said he’s looked sexy or something.
“I’m starting to thing the only reason that you want to hangout is to fuck.” Alex laughed, while he climbed into my lap.
“You’re so right Alex, I want your body and nothing more. Other than the fact you are hot, you are practically worthless to me.” I went on sarcastically, making him laugh more.
“Shut up and let me give a lapdance.” he laughed, and pulled off his shirt. He reached his hand up to grab my face, and started kissing and biting my neck.
“I’m going to make you feel so good,” he whispered in my ear, making my breath hitch.
“Holy shit, Alex, you’re so fucking dirty.” I mumbled, wrapping my arms around his waist.
“Learned from the best,” he mumbled.
He wrapped his legs around my waist, straddling me, and started working his hips into mine making me groan. He moved his hips in slow, dirty circles pressing into me.
“Literally the hottest stripper ever.” I breathed, he smiled and kissed me.
I pushed my tongue into his mouth, and we made out as he grinded into me. Fuck, he was hot. My sweatpants were getting tighter, and I could tell Alex was getting turned on too.
I placed my hand on his jeans and started palming him, and he let out a high pitched moan against my lips. Just that insanely sexy sound made me close, bucking my hips up into him.
“Ohh, Alex. Ughh.” I moaned, and kissed him again. I bit his lip and he released another soft moan. The friction was driving me insane, I was seriously about to come in my sweatpants and I think Alex knows it.
Just then, because I could never have a completely perfect moment, Alex’s ringtone started blaring. He leaned away from my lips, and I stared at him with wide eyes.
“Don’t you-”
“I’m sorry, babe.” he gave me a guilty look, pulled his phone from his back pocket and answered it. I started palming him through his jeans again, and he quickly pulled my hand away giving me a death stare. Who could be so important to interrupt my lap dance?
“H-Hi Mom,” Alex answered, and he pressed his face into my neck for comfort, and I started kissing his temple. It’s like she sees whenever he’s doing something gay.
I could practically hear her screaming at him without pressing my ear to the phone, and I hugged Alex tighter. I can’t believe the shit he goes through at home.
“It’s just Jack’s house…” he mumbled, obviously being emotionally drained by the words his mother was calling him.
I was so tempted to grab the phone and tell her to go fuck herself, and don’t take her own personal problems out on Alex, but I knew that couldn’t happen, no matter how bad I wanted it to.
“O-okay, I’ll be there soon.” he stuttered.
I remember hearing his stutters when I first met him, now I only hear it when he’s talking to his parents. He hung up the phone and immediately started sobbing into my shoulder, his whole body shaking as he cried.
“Oh my god, baby… Lexy, it’s going to be okay angel-”
“I hate my life so much,” he cried, I wrapped my arms around him tightly.
“You just have to make it through the rest of this year baby, you’ll never have to see their faces again. I’ll make sure of it, seriously. I love you so much, they aren’t going to touch you.” I assured him, rubbing his back and kissed head face over and over.
“They’re going to kill me, Jack. I can’t take this any longer, I can’t do it.” he sniffled, looking up at me with a totally heartbreaking face. I frowned, wiping his tears away with my thumbs, and pulled his face closer to mine to kiss his lips.
“Nothing bad is going to happen to you, I promise. They don’t know, and when they find out I will be there for you. I don’t fucking care if I take every blow your Dad throws at you, I will protect you Alex. I love you.” I told him, making a small smile spread across his face.
“Really?”
“I promise,”
Alex connected our lips one more time, and we had a loving, passionate kiss.
“I wouldn’t be alive without you Jack, you know that right?” he mumbled, pressing his forehead to mine.
I know how depressed he would be without me, I know how much he relies on me for happiness, and i’m okay with that. I won’t ever let him down.
“You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me.” I told him, kissing his lips one more time.
He nodded, and took a few deep breaths before we both got into the car.
I pulled into his driveway and he groaned just by the sight of his house.
“YOu will be better for Rian’s party tomorrow right?” he asked me.
“Oh yeah, of coarse baby.” I responded, and he sighed with relief.
“Good because I seriously can’t handle that kind of stuff withoout you. If you weren’t there, I will probably have a panic attack, and everyone will be drunk, and I will be terrfied-”
“Shh, I’m coming Alex. Even if I literally have the flu, I’m going to be there for you, baby.” I assured him, and he smiled.
“Thank you,” he mumbled, and I leaned over to kiss him.
“Bye Jack, I love you.”
“Love you, Lexy.”
Notes
OH MY GOD GUYS
ITS ALMOST DONE AHHHHHHH
IM FREAKING OUT!!!!!!
LEIRJGJGJGJGJRKLVJROFGLC;QEJC
sorry im excited OH MY GOSH
well this was a cute chapter kind of
cute jalex texting
tay texting jack
sexy jalex
sad alex
the next chapter is going to be posted later today
im freaking out
PREPARE YOURSELVES
i feel like im saying its worse than it is
nobody dies
its not horrible
but its really bad
sorry i would ramble more but im in a rush
i will ramble like crazy on next chapters notes XD
heres a crazy cute gif for all of you
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
Title Credit- Stay Awake
"Do you think Tay is going to sabatoge Jalex"
Considering this is my second time reading this, yes
7/11/17