Alex

I gave Jack a weird look as he pulled out a sharpie from his backpack, and started doodling on my cast. A few people begged to sign their names on it when I first broke it, but I really had no idea what he was planning on drawing. I moved closer to him, and realized he was drawing dicks on my cast, and I chuckled.

“Good thing this cast is coming off today.” I chuckled, Jack pouted like he expected me to enjoy the dicks he was doodling all over my arm for anyone to see.

“My mom would kill me if she saw them,” I explained, he rolled his eyes annoyed.

“Of course she would,” he huffed, seeming to be in a bit of a pissy mood. He was really starting to hate my parents, with all the stories I tell him about them now he just groans whenever I mention them. I knew he would hate them, I don’t blame him, I do too.

Jack has been in a bit of a bad mood today anyway, usually when he is it’s easy to cheer him up, and normally he doesn’t act annoyed with me. I wonder if I did something that pissed him off…
Our shopping day on Saturday was awesome, maybe all the spending finally caught up to him, and now he’s angry that I let him spend so much on me. Oh no, I can’t handle Jack being angry at me. I can deal with my parents, or Tom, or Tay, sometimes Brendan, but not Jack. Jack is my rock, he’s the one who is always on my side when someone is mad, not the one who starts an argument.

I hate arguing with Jack more than anything. Most of the time he just dismisses his own opinion and does what I want, but when he doesn’t it’s horrible. He’s really good at arguing, and I’m not at all, he usually starts raising his voice and I start crying. It’s a disaster.

I tried to focus on something else then Jack for once in my life, and paid attention to the conversation that Hayley, Cass, and Brendon were having.

“Kellin is obviously top,” Cass said. Oh god, these bets are so dumb.

“There’s no way!” Hayley argued.
They were betting on a chocolate chip muffin, whether Vic or Kellin were tops or bottoms during sex, with Brendon being the judge.

“You guys are so weird.” I chuckled. I already know the answer because to me it’s kind of obvious.

“It’s literally so easy,” Jack said, Cass and Hayley looked at him with glaring eyes.

“Don’t tell them,” Brendon laughed.
I have a guess, but all of this wasn’t our business to know in the first place.

“Vic is a top!” Hayley exclaimed.

“No, he’s not!”

“Well, Jack has had sex with both of them, so as him.” Zack chuckled, making everyone laugh.

He’s had sex with them? But they are all friends now, that’s so weird…
I’m not surprised though, when I start meeting new people in this school, the more I realize how many people Jack has actually been with. I knew it was a while ago but, it just hurts thinking about your boyfriend with anyone but me. I looked up at Jack who practically forgotten I was here, completely invested in the conversation. What did I do wrong?

“No, don’t help us, Brendon just tell us so I can be right.” Hayley said.

“Vic’s top, Kellin is bottom.”

“I KNEW IT!” Hayley exclaimed, grabbing the muffin. Brendon smiled and kissed her on the side of the head proudly. They are an adorable couple, it’s hard to remember what it was like when they weren’t together.

“There’s no way!” Cass said in disbelief, leaning back into Rian who was shaking his head.

“How did you think Kellin was a top?” Jack asked, laughing. I mean, it’s all just a bunch of stereotypes that sometimes end up being true.

“I hate this game,” Rian muttered.

I watched as Zack, Jack, Rian, and Brendon’s eyes widened when Tay walked to the table. She was wearing a tight, maroon strappy dress that shows off plenty of cleavage.
Cass rolled her eyes and scoffed, I forced myself not to do the same.

“Whoa,” Brendon mumbled, Hayley hit him on the arm.

“Damn, Tay.” Jack smiled, staring at her up and down. I frowned. I hate the feeling of jealousy. It blinds all rational thinking, I know that Jack wouldn’t do anything bad like cheat on me, but when he stares at Tay like that it just makes me want to cover his eyes. Why can’t he stare at me like that? Does he stare at me like that?

“Guys,” Zack said, wrapping his arm around his girlfriend as she sat down. He seemed a little pissed that now everyone was staring at Tay’s boobs. ‘

“What? She looks hot!” Jack defended, Brendon nodded his head rapidly. I looked down. It’s just a thing that they do, they tell each other when they look good. Don’t panic.

“Okay, I’m not going to lie, I was totally checking you out earlier. Sorry,” Brendan admitted, Hayley hit him again, and Zack groaned.

“I gotta admit, so was I.” Hayley chuckled. I always forget she’s bisexual.

“See, it wasn’t just me.” Jack laughed.

“Thanks, Jack.” Tay smiled, her face red and blushy. I rolled my eyes, and bit my tongue, holding back an obnoxious comment. Literally everyone complimented her, and of course she only thanks Jack and no one else.

“I think Alex looks hot today,” Cass shrugged, giving me a wink. I smiled. I remember her saying she’d do anything she caught to stop Tay and Jack, same with Rian. They both always have my back, it’s amazing.

“Me too, you’re ass looks great in those jeans.” Rian stated, making everyone laugh, a blush of embarrassment rose on my cheeks.

“You always look hot, babe.” Jack told me, wrapping his arm around my shoulders and pulling me closer towards him. Now he acknowledges me being right next to him.

“Yup, I admit, I was staring.” Cass went on, Brendan nodded in agreement. Oh geez, I didn’t want this attention.

“Same, that thing is distracting-”

“Okay, okay!!! Stop talking about my boyfriend’s ass!” Jack interrupted Hayley in a panic, hugging me closer to him, making me giggle.

“Thanks guys,” I chuckled, Jack pulled me into his lap so I was facing him. I don’t know if he was still mad at me, or if he just picked me up because people were talking about me. I hope he’s not angry. He pressed his lips to mine, wrapping his arms around my waist keeping me close.

“You’re mine,” he mumbled, I smiled realized that he got jealous as well.

“Sorry I don’t have any boobs for you, but you have my permission to stare at Cass’s.” I told him.
“Sweet, my boobs were feeling under appreciated,” she snickered.

“I’m always looking at your boobs, Cass.” Rian told her, and kissed her head softly

“Same,” Zack laughed, and Tay smacked Zack on the arm.

“And you don’t have my permission to look at her boobs, either one of you.” Rian glared.

“It’s okay, I like you more than boobs,” Jack chuckled, and kissed me again.
I smiled against his lips, making him laugh.

“I didn’t think you liked anything more than boobs, I’m honored.” I giggled.

“People change, and like they said, you do have a really nice butt so it makes up in that department. By the way, none of you have permission to stare at his butt.” Jack copied Rian, glaring at the people at the table.
I smirked at him, making him chuckle and he wrapped one arm around my neck, pulling me towards his lips. I loved being on his lap because it gave me the height advantage that I usually never have. We kissed nice and long, my breath hitched as his grip in my hair tightened, and his other hand traveled down to squeeze my ass. He pushed his tongue into my mouth, fighting his way for dominance as we made out.

“Hey, I’ll bet this cookie for who can guess which one of them are a top or bottom.” I heard Hayley’s voice, and turned around with wide eyes.

“Please no,” Rian groaned.

“EW.” I scrunched up my face in disgust. I funny when they do it to other people, but not my own relationship.

“Let them guess,” Jack laughed, I groaned. This will be fun.

“EASY-”

“Shut up, you already know.” I interrupted Brendon laughing, hitting his shoulder.

“I want a cookie!” Cass exclaimed.

“You know too, Cass.” Jack laughed.

“Wait, let me guess!” Tay exclaimed, I sighed, and Jack gave me an annoyed look. He still doesn’t know that Tay likes him, so he doesn’t like how I hate her.

“I need new friends,” Zack groaned.

“Brendon, you’ve had sex with Jack, is he a top or a bottom?” Hayley asked her boyfriend. Ugh, I forgot they’ve had sex. I can’t picture Brendon being a top with Jack, I can’t picture Jack being a bottom with anyone.

“You gotta guess,” Brendan shrugged.

“Alex is top, final answer.” Hayley said, making me cringe.
Jack pressed forehead onto the top of my head, hiding his face as he chuckled to himself, luckily i was facing jack so they couldn’t see me laughing

“I think Jack’s top,” Tay said. Well, of course you do.

“You seriously think I’m a bottom?! Have you met me Hayley?” Jack exclaimed, Hayley threw both her arms up in defeat.

“I KNEW IT!” Tay exclaimed, grabbing the cookie.

I buried my face into Jack’s shoulder with embarrassment, I don’t get how he’s not embarrassed either. Our friends are so weird, we talk about private things that everyone else would be uncomfortable with. Jack laughed, kissing the top of my head repeatedly.

“You’d be the cutest top,” Jack mumbled in my ear, I covered his mouth with my hand.

“Fuck you,” I laughed.

“Actually I’d prefer to fuck you…”

“Shut up!” I begged him, blushing and giggling.

“I’d do anything to change the subject,” Rian said outloud.

“Please,” Zack added.

“We can talk about my birthday party later today!” Hayley exclaimed.

“Hey Lex, your birthday is soon.” Jack smiled, and squeezed me tightly. We could be having a conversation about anything and somehow he could turn it around into it being about me.

“Mhmm,” I responded, trying to listen to Hayley.

“So what do you want, baby?” Jack went on.

“I think you should be asking that to Hayley.” I laughed, he really has no manners sometimes.

“But you’re my boyfriend, and I love youuu,” he told me, and leaned forward to kiss my cheek

“Thanks Jack,” Hayley said, faking being offended.

“Love ya Hales,” he laughed.

Jack kept pestering me what i wanted for my birthday, I really didn't need anything, I had everything I wanted, Jack was everything I wanted.




It was the end of the day, and Jack usually just meets me by my locker to say goodbye.
Unfortunately, I couldn’t go to his house after school today because my mom insists for me to come home before the party tonight, and I have to go to the doctor’s to get my cast taken off.

Finally, it’s felt like it’s been months since the car accident, and I was getting really tired of needing a plastic bag around my arm whenever I shower.
I turned the corner to go to my locker, but I saw Jack, Rian and Zack talking quietly and secretively about 5 feet away.

I didn’t want to interrupt their important chat, but I did really s.want to hear. I stood behind the corner trying to hear their voices, but I could barely hear the conversation over loud school hallways. I could barely make out a few sentences.

“I don’t know, I’m just really getting tired of him.” Jack’s quiet voice felt like screaming in my ear.
My stomach dropped. Oh my god, Jack really was mad at me. That's why he was acting like that during the beginning of lunch. He wasn’t just mad either, he was tired of me. I made him bored, I didn’t excite him the way he excited me.
Wait, maybe they aren’t even talking about me. He only said him, not Alex.

“He really isn’t like any other guy you’ve been with.” I heard Rian’s voice.

Oh my god, they really are talking about me.
Jack doesn’t like me anymore? Why not?
What did I do wrong? I can do better.
Have I changed over time or did he just lose interest in me?

“I just want someone who is less shy and crap, and more confident, ya know?”
Rian and Zack nodded along to what Jack said, it felt like a stab in the heart.

I can’t believe this. He hates my personality? He always tells me that he loves my temperament, now he wants someone different.
I can’t believe that I’m disappointing him so much, I had no idea he felt this way. He’s going to break up with me. He can’t leave me, he’s everything to me. I’m in love with him, and I thought he was in love with me.
I can’t lose him, I’ll change for him. I can be more dominant if that was what he wanted.

I’ll just be a totally diffrent person, then he will be happy.


I turned around and bumped into Hayley, the second she saw my face she frowned.

“Alex, what happened?” she asked sweetly.

“I just figured out that my nice personality turns off my boyfriend. I’ll see you tonight.” I told her, and hurried to the door to catch the bus.

Jack will have no idea what hit him.

Notes

DRAMA!!
okay, i know how crazy this chapter is
and the last part is a little confusing
so basically alex is eavesdropping on jack, zack, and rians conversation far away
he hears them saying that jack doesnt like alex's personality

i am going to try to post the next chapter within a few hours, since there are so few chapters left, i want them all posted by either friday or early saturday, so i can have time to start writing the sequel

all this confusion will be explained in the next chapter :D
kind of
aghhhh hes so attractive


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