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I'm Gonna Break Down These Walls

Why I Don't Sleep Sleep At All


Jack

I took another long sip of my coffee, that was practically cold by now since I’ve had it all day.
It was really the only thing keeping me awake, unlike Alex.
I glanced at the carmel haired boy under my arm, and realized that he had fallen asleep with his head on my chest. He is the cutest thing ever.

I felt horrible this morning, well not that horrible since what we did last night…

I just felt guilty because Alex was practically falling asleep on his feet while I was talking to him. I don’t think that the tea he drinks has any caffeine in it, because it seemed like he didn’t sleep for the entire night.

“Why is he sleeping?” Rian asked me, Cass was taking a picture with her phone.
She always did that when we were being all cute and coupley, and says she will make a scrapbook one day and give it to us as a wedding present. I wrapped my other arm around him, resting my chin on the top of his head. I love how tiny he is.

“He’s been getting yelled at all day for falling asleep in class,” Hayley commented. Poor thing.

“Then he’s gotta get up.” Brendon said, placing too hands on his shoulders ready to shake him awake.

“Don’t wake him up, he’s so cute.” I argued, pulling him more towards me, away from his best friend.

He really is the cutest sleeper in the planet, he’s so cuddly and warm. That’s basically why I call him my teddy bear. His light snoring was music to my ears.

“He’s gonna starve for the rest of the day,” Tay said. She has a point, his sandwich hadn’t had one bite out of it.

I sighed, gazing at his beauty for a few more seconds before I kissed his forehead, brushing my chin along his cheek to wake him up as pleasantly as possible. His eyes fluttered open, and he groaned and pressed his face into the crook of my neck, I chuckled and hugged him.
I love him so much.

“Sleeping beauty’s awake!” Zack exclaimed, making people laugh.

“Shut up,” Alex muttered, rubbing his eyes.

“Baby, how are you still tired?” I asked him, he huffed out a breath and leaned on me even more.

“How are you not?”

“Coffee,” I responded.

“I had tea,” he shrugged, and chuckled. Of course he did.

“Why are you guys tired anyway?” Rian asked us.

“Fucking,” I said simply, the whole table burst out in laughter. Alex looked at me with an embarrassed face, I wrapped my arm around the back of his head and kissed him.



Alex

All being with my family does is make me depressed, I’d do anything to with Jack right now. My mom still hasn’t let me go anywhere after I get home from school, she thinks that my social life is the reason I got in the accident in the first place.

I really don’t have a social life, going to Jack’s everyday was nothing compared to all the parties and girl’s houses usual teenage boys go to.

You know me, just the average American teenager. Totally.

I was sitting on the couch trying to do homework, with my two parents reading their own books, and Tom was on his phone in the corner. This is about how close we all get to each other, on a rare occasion my mom will ask how my day went. That almost never happens though.

I looked down at my phone which was starting to buzz, and Jack’s face replaced my wallpaper, signaling that he was calling me.
Fuck, if I don’t answer my parents will get suspicious. All three of my family members were looking at me with expectant eyes, waiting for me to answer the phone.

“Hello?” I answered, trying to sound casual like he was just one of my friends.

“Hey pretty boy, get your ass over here I want to cuddle.” Jack told me, he sounded like he had a mouthful of potato chips.
How the hell am I supposed to respond to that, in front of my parents who were staring at me?

“Hi Jack,”
Tom’s eyes widened, probably thinking I was insane for answering the phone infront of my family when it was my boyfriend.

“Why do you sound more british than usual, are you with your family? You’re always more british around british people.” Jack slurred, I realized he was probably drunk. How do I talk to him?

“No, I don’t think anything is due in science class.” I said randomly.
My parents looked away, now interested from my phone call. I was going to have to act like we were talking about schoolwork.

“ALEXXX, I’M HORNYYY!!!” Jack wailed.

“The test is next week, I’m pretty sure.”

“Are you seriously going to leave me alone and honry?! Can you send me a dick pic, or something I can jerk off to at least?”

“I didn’t read that in the directions,”

“Pleaseeee, I miss you.”

“I think I’ll be able to go to the library after school tomorrow, we can study there” I said, looking up at my mom, her head nodded with approval.

“PLEASEEE!”

“Okay, I will see you then.” I told him, and hung up the phone.

That must’ve been so confusing for him. If he wasn’t drunk he might’ve understood that I was in front of my parents.

“I’m so glad to see you and Jack so dedicated to your school work!” Mom exclaimed.

“Don’t let your own grades slip just because your tutoring that boy so much.” Dad warned me.
I usually just tell them I’m tutoring Jack, when I’m really just making out with him at his house.

“ I won’t,” I responded, getting up and walking up the stairs to my room, to give Jack the pictures that he wanted.

Notes



this is the WORST CHAPTER i have ever written
im so sorry, its so boring and useless

the next one is good though, its okay
i'll make up for this one XD

and i wanted to make it a surprise for you guys, but im too excited
THERE IS GOING TO BE A SEQUEL!!! YAY!!
the way that this story ends is SO CRAZY that there is no way i couldn't write a following story
you guys are seriously going to freak out, some of you may want to kill me for it
i wish I could tell you what happens now but I CANT

WHO'S PUMPED FOR THE SEQUEL?!?!?!?!



Title Credit- Forget About It

Comments

"Do you think Tay is going to sabatoge Jalex"
Considering this is my second time reading this, yes

Daydreamers Daydreamers
7/11/17

But apparently I'm a masochist cuz I'm doing it anyway

Daydreamers Daydreamers
7/4/17

I don't want to reread this because I know it will hurt me emotionally and physically

Daydreamers Daydreamers
7/4/17

Omg I love how you describe Alex its perfect

@katie.barakat
Thank you!!! I hope you love the rest of it :D

ComeOneComeAll ComeOneComeAll
7/15/16