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I'm Gonna Break Down These Walls

We Can Mess Around


Alex
A MONTH LATER


This month has been absolute hell. After my surgery, the doctors discovered that along with a brain hemorrhage, I had a concussion too. So I wasn’t allowed to use any electronics, read, go to school, or pretty much do anything but sleep for the past month.
Yeah, that sounds pretty great, anything better then going to school and doing homework every day, until you get to about the second day without any interaction with the outside world, it gets boring as shit.

My mom hasn’t even let any friends come over! She thinks it’ll make my concussion worse. It’s not like I’ve been able to contact any of them for the past month anyway, because she took away my phone and laptop. This concussion felt more like a punishment than anything else.
So basically I haven’t seen or talked to Jack in a month, so yeah, I was in hell.

But, now I am pretty much better, and I can somewhat do homework without wanting to throw up from getting so dizzy. I was wishing that my cast for my broken arm would be off by the time I go back, but it isn’t. So today is going to suck, especially because of all the makeup work I have to do, but it’s also going to be amazing, because I get to see Jack.

I’ve really felt horrible that I couldn’t contact him at all, I’m surprised that he didn’t just break into my house one night because he missed me. Even I was thinking about it, but it was too cold to walk in the middle of the night, because I don’t have a car.

It doesn’t matter anymore, because I’m seeing him today.

The bus ride to school was horrible, I usually listen to music with my earbuds but loud music when you have a concussion is torture. No matter how bad I wanted to listen to My Chemical Romance, I couldn’t until I was completely better.

But, it’s not like the bus, filled with loud teenagers, a noisy heater that doesn’t even work, and hitting a bump in the road every 5 minutes was any better.

I really need my own car.

I walked into school, trying to look the least amount of awkward I could with a cast on my arm, but I’m sure I looked like a freak anyways. I always do.
I adjusted the black beanie that was on my head, and turned the corner of the hall to see my group of friends all talking by Cass’s locker. They normally talk by my locker because Jack follows me, and all of them follow Jack.

I couldn’t contain the excited smile on my face when I saw Jack, I only saw his back because he was facing the other way, but I have missed him like crazy. I missed all of them, but none of them can compare of how much I longed for my boyfriend for the past month.

I shuffled over to them, they were in such an interesting conversation they didn’t notice me.

“Jack,” I mumbled, wrapping my arms, even though one was still broken, around his middle, and pressed my face in between his shoulderblades.
He flinched at first, having no idea who was hugging him from behind, but I could tell he recognized my voice seconds later.

“Oh my god, Lex.”

He whipped around with a huge smile on his face, grabbing me by the waist and lifting me up so my legs would be wrapped around his hips.
Before I got the chance to say anything else, his lips met mine. I carefully placed my broken arm, then my other arm around his neck, our lips moved together in unison. I missed him so much.

“Alex! You’re back!!!” Cass exclaimed, I felt her tug on the end of my shirt in excitement. I pulled away from Jack and he had a huge smile on his face, making me smile too.


“I. Missed. You. So. Fucking. Much.” Jack breathed, pecking my lips between every word.

“I missed you too, but you can put me down now.” I smiled, and he gently placed me back on the ground.

Jack kept staring at me up and down like he has completely forgotten what I’ve looked like. He wrapped his arms around me in a tight hug, I giggled as I was completely engulfed by him because he was so much taller.

“How are you doing?” Rian asked me, even though Jack was squeezing me into his chest.

“I’m fine, the concussions basically gone, and I’ll get the cast off in a week.” I told him, my voice all muffled, Jack was blocking off all my face.

“Jack, let him go, we’re trying to talk to him” Cass laughed.

“No, I haven’t seen my boyfriend in an entire month, I am not letting him go.” Jack faught them like I was a toy that he refused to share with others.

“Just let me talk to them, babe.” I looked up told him, he sighed and turned me around.

He had both hands around my waist, pressing me close to him, which was also squeezing my ass down on his crotch. I didn’t mind, and judging by his slight arousal I can feel on my butt, he definitely didn’t mind either.

“How are you feeling?” Brendon asked me, Hayley was getting something out of her backpack next to him.

“Pretty shitty until now,” I smiled, leaning more into Jack, who kissed the top of my head.

“I made you these cookies two weeks ago, I thought you’d be back sooner than now.” Hayley smiled, holding up a bag of smushed chocolate chip cookies.

“Aww, that’s so sweet. I don’t care it’s the thought that counts, thank’s Hales.” I told her, opening one arm out to give her a hug, Jack backed away from me to just have one arm around my hip. Hayley hugged me tight, she’s so sweet.

“Missed you, Alex.” she told me, making me smile and hug her tighter.

“I missed you too,”

“I missed you too!” Cass exclaimed, wrapping her arms around my neck and hugging me close to her. I missed all of them. A lot more than I thought I would.

Brendon, Zack and Rian all attempted to hug me at different angles, the only one who didn’t was Tay.

Of coarse. She was awkwardly looking at the floor, or checking her phone as an excuse to not speak to me. I know she likes Jack but, I guess she just totally hates me. She’s the one person who I didn’t miss, and I’m sure she had a fun time having Jack all to herself for a month.

“Ahh, too much love.” I laughed uncomfortably, and everyone chuckled and took a few steps back until I was back in the only arms I wanted to be in.

“I love you so much, baby.” Jack told me, making me smile. I stood up on my toes to kiss him, and he wrapped his arms around my middle to hold me up more so I could reach him.

“You guys are the cutest.” Cass squealed, Jack placed his hand on my cheek, giving me a kiss on the forehead that made me grin.

“I love you too,” I breathed, he chuckled at how dazed I was from his sweet kiss. I can’t help it, he makes my heart skip a beat.

“You have no idea how much I missed you.” he mumbled, I felt the heat rise in my face as a blush.
I know how much he cares about me, and that he loves me, and that I’ve even had sex with him so really I shouldn’t be surprised or flattered by most things he says to me but… I can’t help it.

It’s been around 5 months, and the slightest compliment he ever gives me makes me me all flushed. I still can’t really believe that I’m dating a guy as great as him.

I shrugged, he chuckled and kissed my cheek. The bell rang, signaling for everyone to start getting to class. Jack took my free hand in his, and walked me to my first period like he used to do everyday.

“So, when we go to my place after school we have to stop by the grocery store, because I really want to cook you a nice dinner.” he gave me a smirk.

“I can’t go,” I sighed, making him stop in his tracks.

“What?”

“My mom is worried about me so she demands me home right after school,” I explained, he groaned loudly in response. I really hate being a teenager.

“But baby, I haven’t SEEN you in a MONTH.” he raised his eyebrows, but I knew what he meant. Neither of us have had sex in the month I was gone, and if he was anything like me, he was antsy as hell.

“I’m sorry, babe.” I muttered. I hate being the cause of us not hanging out, it’s always me. Even if Jack is hanging out with his friends, he drops everything when I get free time.

“I’m sooooo horn-”

“Me too.” I didn’t even need him to finish to agree with him.

“Do you wanna go fuck in the bathroom?” he offered, I cringed at how loudly he said it, noticing other people walking by giving us weird looks.
There’s no way I was going to have sex with him in a school bathroom.

“I’m not that desperate,” I chuckled, he groaned.

“I am! Seriously, how do you expect me to just wait for your mom to let you leave the house, when you just walk around, practically teasing me in your tight ass clothes.” he whined, and I blushed. I’m just wearing skinny jeans and a band t-shirt, not even even one of my nicer outfits and he still thinks I’m just trying to turn him on or something. He started staring me up and down again, and I reached up to get him to look at me face to face.

“Eyes up here, sir.” I joked, he smirked and slipped one of his hands into my back pockets. Seriously, I think sex is the only thing he thinks about.

“Can’t I just like… sneak in at midnight at your house. Everyone will be asleep, they will have no idea I was even here.” he offered. That wasn’t a horrible idea, actually.

“But, what if they hear us?” I asked.

“We can be quiet,” he answered simply, and I raised and eyebrow at him.

“Well, I can be quiet, I don’t know about you.” he said cheekily, I playfully hit him on the arm, with my face bright red. I can’t believe I’m dating this goofball, all he does is embarrass me.
He laughed once he saw my shamefaced expression, leaning down to kiss my cheek. That didn’t help my tomato face either.

“Come on, your sounds are my favorite part-”

“Shut up!” I scolded him, making him laugh again. He was talking way too loudly.
Unlike him, most people like me don’t like talking about screwing in the middle of all their peers. But Jack has never had any shame, he’s fucked everyone in the school anyway, I’m sure they are used to it by now.

“It’s true. Please Alex, they will never know. Come on, I can’t be the only one that’s dying for the other to take their clothes off.” he mumbled. I knew he was undressing me with his eyes, he was practically undressing me with his hands too, with his wandering fingers going everywhere. But he was right, he definitely wasn’t the only one.

“Okay,”



I texted Jack the seconds my parents fell asleep. I felt like a little kid on Christmas Eve, that was peeking at presents behind his parents back’s. But, that definitely wasn’t what was going on, it’s a lot less innocent than that.

I’m just glad that Tom’s not home, our rooms are practically connected so he definitely would hear something. Thankfully, my parents room was all the way down a long hallway.
I still can’t believe I’m doing something so reckless, I feel like Tom.

Technically I’m not going against my mom’s rules of leaving the house, she practically forced me to do this by keeping me away from Jack for so long.
Well, I am going against both of my parent’s biggest rules, not to be a faggot.

Too late for that, I guess.

The anticipation and excitement was killing me, oh no, I hope I‘m not embarrassingly too turned on too fast. I had no more time for worries when I heard Jack sneaking upstairs. I got off my bed, and brought him into my room, shutting my door right away.

“Okay so-”

I was immediately interrupted with lips against mine, making me giggle.
We made out, I tried to ignore the fact that I had a very unsexy broken arm, he didn’t seem to care.
He walked me backwards, until we fell into my bed, with him on top. I reached down to pull off his shirt and he did the same with mine, I bit my lip to hold back and moan as he started attacking my neck with kisses and nips.

This reminded me of the one night stands he’s told me about, where they would fuck just for the feeling of it, barely knowing anything about each other besides their name, and wanted to orgasm as soon as possible.
This obviously wasn’t that but, we’ve never worked this fast in bed before, I thought it was pretty hot.

I reached my hand forward to grab for the bottle of lube and condom in his back pocket, and tossed them on the bed beside me.
He started to kiss down my chest and stomach making me whine.

“Hurry up, already.” I whispered, he chuckled and started unbuttoning my pants, pulling them down along with my underwear. I kicked them both off my feet as he did the same thing to himself.

“You’re so gorgeous, baby. Fuck, I missed you so bad.” he mumbled, I smiled and reached up to kiss his cheek.

He spread my legs apart, placing small kisses in between my thighs that drove me insane. I choked out a loud moan, bucking my hips up towards his face, and tightened the grip I had on his hair into what was probably a painful pull.

“Shhh,” he reminded me, I quickly covered my mouth.
Oh no, my parent’s could’ve heard me.

Jack started to pour lube on his fingers, I tried not to get worried. How am I going to stay quiet?
I reached up to grab one of my pillows to cover my mouth with, because let’s be real, there’s no way I was just not going to make any noise.

I gasped as I felt his cold finger against my hole, and he stretched me out one finger at a time until it felt more comfortable
I watched in awe as he ripped the condom out of it’s wrapper with his teeth, and rolled it on himself, and covered himself in lube.

He lined himself up with me and looked up at me, making sure I was ready, and slowly pushed into me causing me to groan. I should’ve fingered myself or something this month.

“Ugh fuck, you’re so tight.” he moaned, and as soon as he started pushing in and out the pain was gone.

He started to go at a much faster pace, my fingernails dug into his back, and he reached down to kiss me.
It was so hard holding back moans, once he hit my prostate he quickly reached his hand to cover my mouth when I moaned loudly, bucking my hips up, pushing him into me deeper. Both of us had ragged breaths, as he continued to thrust in and out of me.

Our vigorous pace was starting so shake the bed , it bounced up squeaking and down with each in sync movement we made. I really hope my parents can’t hear, but I don’t give a fuck anymore.

“Oh fuck, Jack, I’m close.” I panted, clenching around him making him gasp.

“Me too,” he moaned, placing his hand on my hips.

My legs shook with him abusing that spot, I was starting to feel weaker and I felt the familiar pit in my stomach.

I grabbed the pillow and screamed out his name as my hips spasmed, and I came onto my stomach. Jack pounded into me a few more times until I felt him come into the condom, he groaned loudly.

He tossed the condom in the waste basket, helped clean up the mess I made with tissues, and my sweaty boyfriend collapsed next to me.

I smiled, leaning over to give him a small peck on the lips.

I knew that he couldn’t stay, but he was so exhausted. Usually I’m always the one that falls asleep first, but I watched him close his eyes and lazily wrap himself around me. He’s so cute…

Why does he have to go? I snuggled up closer to him, gazing at him as he slept. Some might say it’s creepy, I think it’s romantic.
He really is gorgeous. His big plump lips and dark and blonde hair fell along his symmetrical face perfectly. No wonder Tay, and practically everyone was in love with him. I’m just lucky to have him love me back.

I glanced at the clock, feeling my eyelids getting heavy, and saw that it was already 3 in the morning. We have to get ready for school in 3 hours, crap.

“Wake up,” I mumbled, holding his face in my hand, brushing with cheek with my thumb.
He was still sound asleep.

“Babe, you have to go.” I whispered, pressing my forehead to his. His eyes fluttered open, and a lazy smile spread across his face making the butterflies in my stomach come back again.

He’s so sexy.

“I don’t want to,” he cuddled me tighter, pressing his face in the crook of my neck.

My breath hitched with surprise, I smile and kissed his cheek. I’d do anything to fall asleep with him right now.
I heard his light snoring in my ear, and realized he had already gone back to sleep.

If life was simpler he could just stay, and my parents would just brush off the fact that I’d broughten a boy home. But, I had to have a horrible family who would actually start beating the both of us if they saw what Jack had just done to me. If they saw even a simple kiss they would start beating the crap out of me.

“I love you, but you gotta go.” I told him, pushing him away making him whine.

Jack wrapped his arms around my head, pulling me closer so my lips would meet his.
We had a long kiss, trying to drag out the time we get to spend with each other without having to fake being straight, or be PG for all the people who are constantly around us.

I remembered that it was now probably 3:30, we’ve just been making out so long. I pulled away from him and he sighed, and got out of the bed to get dressed.
I reached down to pick up my boxers, and rubbed my eyes sleepily. I’m going to do horrible in school tomorrow, but it’s worth it. I slipped my boxers back on and got back under the sheets.

Oh, this has the first time I’ve had sex in my bed. My bed is no longer a virgin.

I giggled as Jack pushed me down into the mattress, and placed each leg on the outside of my hips, pushing my two hands by my head, even though one was covered by a cast.

“I love you so much, angel.” he smiled, and gave me a peck on the lips.

“I love you too Jacky, I’ll see you tomorrow…” I yawned, hugging him close to me. I just want him to stay in my arms forever.

“Can’t wait.” Jack whispered, giving me one final kiss before he quietly went back downstairs. I grabbed my pillow and groaned into it.

I seriously hate being a teenager.

Notes


this chapter is kind of a filler, but I think it's still cute
I'm not totally sure if I will have time to post tomorrow, but I will work on it so hopefully i can
and there is smut, and im not very good at writing that so im sorry if it totally sucks

and i know that i've promised you guys baradine, and it hasnt really happened yet
dont worry, it'll get here soon

ahhh
there's so little chapters left :(
sooo sad
THERE IS A POSSIBILITY OF A SEQUEL THOUGH
im not sure, it depends how many people want one

also, i've ben thinking of showing like outfits of the characters in the comments like i did with my old story, i will probably start doing that even though this story is almost over XD

btw I have a question for everyone, it's kinda weird and off topic but my laptop is super slow and laggy, i can't tell if its just this website, or if it's my laptop itself.
is this website slow for you guys?

CUTE

Title Credit - Your Bed

Comments

"Do you think Tay is going to sabatoge Jalex"
Considering this is my second time reading this, yes

Daydreamers Daydreamers
7/11/17

But apparently I'm a masochist cuz I'm doing it anyway

Daydreamers Daydreamers
7/4/17

I don't want to reread this because I know it will hurt me emotionally and physically

Daydreamers Daydreamers
7/4/17

Omg I love how you describe Alex its perfect

@katie.barakat
Thank you!!! I hope you love the rest of it :D

ComeOneComeAll ComeOneComeAll
7/15/16