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All Sunday I was just lazing around, recovering from the past few days. Tom was pissed at me, because he was worried I would get myself in trouble while I was at the party. He thought that Jack and I were going too fast, I mean we were, but I don’t care anymore.
He’s my boyfriend, I adore him, and I’m not going to slow down just because my brother’s opinion.
I shouldn’t even have told him about the party, he wouldn’t have known and now he was just bumming me out. At least my parents weren’t here, they are at some brunch with a snooty family, just like they are.

I was sitting on my bed, writing down chords for a new song I wrote, called Coffee Shop Soundtrack. I was really proud of it, it wasn’t the best song I’ve written so far, but I finally finished it after working so hard on it.
Jack was a huge influence in this song, thinking about him helped me write it. I strummed my guitar, and sang my heart out…

When it all comes down
To a sunrise on the east side
Will you be there to carry me home
The remains of my wasted youth
This wasted time on you
Has left me shaking in waiting
For something more


Make all of my decisions for me
I've never taken the fall for deceit
We'll keep a secret if you keep me guessing
The taste of your lips says we shouldn't have met like this

I can keep a secret if you can keep me guessing
The flavor of your lips is enough to keep me pressing
For more than just a moment of truth between the lies told
To pull ourselves away from the lives we leave back
I can keep a secret if you can keep me guessing
The flavor of your lips is enough to keep me here, keep me here

“HOLY SHIT”

I flinched with surprise as Jack slipped through my door, and jumped onto my bed to sit next to me.

“W-what are you doing here?” I gasped, putting my guitar to the side and wrapping my arms around my boyfriend in a hug.

“I missed you, I just drove here. I saw your parents weren’t home so I… broke in…” Jack mumbled, making me laugh.

“I’m glad you did.” I giggled.

“You have such a beautiful voice, Alex… What band was that song by?”

“It’s not by a band, I wrote it.”

“Seriously?!?” he exclaimed, staring at me with shock.

“Yeah”

“You’re the most talented person I know,” he smiled, and turned my head towards his with a hand, to kiss me.


After a while I started doing my homework that was due tomorrow, and Jack was playing around on his phone. Even though we weren’t talking, his company was comforting.
Except, hearing him type away on his phone was getting really distracting. Every click of the letter made me nervous.

Was he texting another guy?

“Hey, who are you texting?” I asked, trying to sound casual.

“Just Kellin.” he replied, and giggled at something that he texted him.

Seriously? Kellin Quinn? He is flirty as fuck, especially with guys that weren’t his own boyfriend. He is dating Vic, and he’s WAY more adorable, confident, and outgoing than I was. A lot sexier than me too. A flirty, sexy guy, texting my boyfriend.

“Oh”

“Aw, baby… Don’t think that, Kellin has a boyfriend, and so do I.” Jack assured me, pulling me close and kissing my face over and over. I sighed, and climbed on top of his lap to face him.

“Good.” I responded.

“You don’t seriously think I would ever cheat on you, do you?” Jack asked, looking hurt.

“No, of course not,” I lied, he looked unconvinced,

“Don’t lie to me, Lexy, you know I can read you like an open book.” He said

“Yeah, I think that you will cheat on me-”

“Alex! You are special to me, you aren’t like other people-”

“How do I know you won’t lose interest in me?” I interrupted, making him get pissy.
He hates when I cut him off.

“I’m in lo... I really really really like you Lex, isn’t my word enough? Don’t you trust me?” he questioned, seeming to get a little annoyed when he asked the questions.

“Yes I trust you, and I really really really like you too! I guess I just don’t like you texting other pretty boys, when you’re sitting right next to me…”

“It was nothing!!! Stop being so insecure.”

I flinched as his words. I don’t know, it’s not like he’s not true, I am insecure. I‘m always insecure. It makes me feel sick knowing my boyfriend knows how insecure I am.
Who want’s to date an insecure freak, who has frequent panic attacks over the smallest things? This just makes me think about the same question I can never get out of my head.

Why would a guy like him, ever want to date a guy like me?

“I didn’t mean it like that, it wasn’t supposed to-”

“I know babe, just please don’t break my heart.” I sighed, staring at the ground.

I would die if he broke up with me. I would hit rock bottom. I know myself, I would be depressed, barely anything left to live for.
He is what keeps me going, he took a hopeless boy, and gave him hope again.

“You’re my whole world, Alex, you mean everything to me. I promise I will do everything I can to prove it to you.” Jack explained, I smiled and he kissed me.
He sounded truthful. I know that I’m just getting all in my head, I always think the worst is going to happen.

“What did I do to deserve you?’ I mumbled, and pecked his lips once again.

“I ask that same thing about you to myself everyday.” He told me.

Notes

and here is yet another very random chapter that barely fits what is going on in the story right now, but there is cute Alex singing heh

im sorry for these lol they are just fillers that i try to make interesting
i usually post a random chapter right before a drama filled chapter, which is going to be the next one :D
im going to post it tonight because this one is so lame, and because im so excited for it lol

BTW the quote "He took a hopeless boy, and gave him hope again." isnt mine lol i wish
it was in the vows of a youtuber i watch's wedding
Shoutout to shep689, they are an adorable couple and they just got married and they have really awesome videos

adorable couple like jalex


Title Credit- Time Bomb