Jack


I should’ve just skipped school today. I mean, the only reason I go is Alex, I used to skip all the time but I take every opportunity I have to see him now. Ugh, he could’ve just came over after school. Maybe I could leave now…

As I turned my body towards the door, I felt a hand on my shoulder turn me around. Hoping it was anyone else but her, I was disappointed to see Tay standing in front of me.

I spent the day trying to avoid my idiot friends, mostly Tay. I’m pissed at all of them, but I think I’m just taking out my anger on Tay, on everyone else.
Including Alex, I accidentally snapped at him earlier, I apologized immediately after, I know that he understood that I didn’t mean it but I still feel terrible.
He’s the last person in the world I would want to yell at.

“I am so so so sorry Jack.” Tay said, I stared down at the small brunette in anger.

“Yeah, you should be.” I muttered.

“I just assumed you guys already… That wasn’t right of me I really shouldn’t have done that-”

“It’s fine, I’m not mad or anything. But, do you have something against Alex?” I lied, I still was mad, but I had something more important to talk to her about.

“Huh?”

“You’re always so rude to him, he’s my boyfriend Tay, I really care about him and I thought you would at least speak to him sometimes, and when you do it’s usually some kind of insult.” I told her.

“I don’t hate him or anything, I just think you deserve better than him.” she stated blatantly, completely unashamed of her opinion.
Her WRONG opinion.
She used to be by best friend, now she’s just a really good friend, but what she thinks about my relationships were usually important to me. But you literally can’t get better than Alex, it’s impossible, he’s the best.

“Well, he’s as good as anyone can get in my eyes, so can you please try to get along with him?” I asked, almost begging.
I seriously need them to get along, they are both special to me, I can’t have them hating each other.

“Okay,”

The conversation stopped because we had nothing else to talk about, I didn’t have anything to say to her.
She better clean up her act, because if I had to chose between her and Alex, I would obviously chose my boyfriend. It’s sad to say it, because we’ve been such close friends for years, but Alex is the most important person in my life.

Tay needs to get on board with everyone else, or we just can’t be friends anymore.

“So, seriously? Nothing with you guys?” She asked randomly, not trying to be rude, just curious.

“We’ve gone as far as our shirts off, I’ve tried to go to the next level but he’s just not ready yet.” I explained, a little uncomfortable.
We used to talk about this stuff all the time, it’s so sad how things change.

“Aw, shit that must be so hard, especially because he’s really hot. Wait, so that means you haven’t had sex in-”

“2 and a half months. It’s a record.” I sighed.

“Oh, man. You must be… antsy.”

“You have no fucking idea, but, I just have to wait till he’s ready.” I answered.

“Why don’t you just make your move at the party, you will both have some alcohol in you, it will make the mood even better.”

“No, I wont, Alex doesn’t want to yet.” I said.

“How do you know if you don’t try?” Tay asked.

“Because I know!” I exclaimed.

“Well, you wont last much longer."

“Oh come on, I would wait forever for him-”

“Haha, please, you are weak” she chuckled, crossing her arms over her chest. I forced myself not to glance at her boobs that were practically pouring out of her tight tank top.

“I am not” I scoffed

“Oh really?” she challenged.

“Try me”

“Okay, you asked for it.” she smiled, and grabbed my hand and placed it on her boob.
What the fuck?

She wrapped both her arms around my neck, pulling me down so I would be inches away from her face, staring at me with teasing eyes.
Don’t look down… Don’t look at the boobs…

I stared at her big eyes, then down at her perfectly shaped, plump cherry lips. I couldn’t help myself.
Out of pure asshole instinct, I leaned in to kiss her, not realizing what my body was doing.

She quickly pulled away before our lips touched, and was laughing hysterically at my predictable actions.

Dammit!

“WEAK!!” she was bent over, wiping away happy tears from her eyes.

“Shut up” I mumbled, walking in a different direction


I need to get this under control, I really am weak. It’s been so fucking long, I just need something. ANYTHING. I was wrong, just making out with Alex is not satisfying anymore.
I frustratedly ran my hands through my hair.

Alex doesn’t want to, but I can’t fucking wait any longer.

My eyes wandered across the hall, to stare at Brendon as he got things out of his locker. When he reached for a book, his shirt rose and exposed the suggestive area of lis lower back. I stared at him up and down, couldn’t keep the time he spent at my house out of my mind.

Oh my god, what am I doing?
I looked up to see that Brendon was staring at me with angry eyes. I was checking out, and imagining my boyfriend’s best friend naked.

I quickly looked away and walked to my next class.

What the fuck is wrong with me?

The idea of cheating on Alex made me sick, but I couldn’t keep it off my mind.

Would he ever find out?

Notes

AHHHHH
JACK NOOOOOO
DONT DOOO IT
it hurts me to write this chapter D':
i am very mad at jack right now

i am gonna write a lot today, so there will probably be more chapters up today

JACK THIS BODY IS FOR ALEX AND NOBODY ELSE


Title credit- Noel