Aidan POV I was woken up by someone moving. I looked and saw everyone was still asleep. I looked at the time and saw it was 3 in the morning. I rolled over and cuddled back into dads side. I felt someone mess with my hair. I moved my hand and put it on top of the hand on my head. I felt the hand move and messed with my hair move. "Stop it pa." I muttered. I heard someone snore and there was only one person in our house which snored and it was Pa. I opened my eyes and sat up and saw dad had his eyes open. I got off the bed and went over to Pa and shook him gently as Sky was sound asleep on his chest. "Pa, wake up." I whispered. "Go away Alex." He muttered. I got Sky and put her in her pushchair and checked to see if she was asleep which she was. I went back over to Pa. "Wake up Pa!" I said a little louder and shook him a little harder. He woke up and glared at me. "What Aidan?" He muttered and sat up and stretched. "Dads awake." I smiled. Pa sat up and looked and saw dad with his eyes opened. "Go and get the nurse and make sure you don't wake Ri, Row or Sky up." He said. I nodded and went out the room and went looking for the nice nurse who seems to of taken a shine to us lot. I found her and tapped her shoulder. "Hello." She smiled. I smiled back, "I think my dad is waking up or is awake." I said. "Okay then I'll follow you then." I smiled and went back to the room. "You have to be quiet as my sister and brothers are asleep." I said as we got to the door. "Okay, I'll do the best I can as I don't think a screaming baby would be very good." She said, I smiled and went into the room. Riley was awake and was standing with Rowan in his arms still sound asleep. The nurse went round and took this mask thing off dads face. "Hello Mr Gaskarth, your at the hospital after a suicide attempt." The nurse said. I walked over to Pa who pulled me too his side and kissed the top of my head. Dad looked at us. "Your husband hasn't left your side and your children have been here everyday to make sure your okay. You had a lot of people worried and not just your family." The nurse said and put a thing in dad's nose to help him breath. "I'm going to keep the heart monitor on just in case something happens but other than that his vitals are good." The nurse smiled. "Thank you." Pa said and looked at her. "Just doing my job, if anything changes or whatever then dint be afraid to find me or the other nurses." She said and walked out the door. I watched her leave and I couldn't help but find her attractive but she probably wasn't gay or interested in a 15 year old. "I saw you checking her out." Riley chuckled. "What? I wasn't checking her out." I said. "You was eye fucking her." Pa said. "I wasn't eye fucking her, I wasn't checking her out I was just simply watching her leave." I explained in a pathetic way. "Is that so." Riley chuckled. "If you didn't have Rowan you'd be on the floor." I said seriously. "Guys pack it in." Pa said as he sat on the bed. I saw dad smile. "We'll leave you two alone and we'll go home." I said and walked over to dad and kissed his forehead. "I'll see you later." I said quietly and went over to Skys pushchair and pushed her out the room and Riley followed and we walked home.

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Jacks POV Once Riley and Aidan left I looked at Alex. "I thought I was going to lose you." I sniffed and a tear rolled down my face. Alex lifted his arm up and rested his hand on my face and wipped the tear away. "I don't like seeing you cry." He whispered. "But its my fault that your in here, why you tried to kill yourself. You nearly died Lex, I don't know what I would do without you and it would of been all my fault because of what I did." I sobbed and more tears fell. "I forgive you." He said a little louder. "I don't deserve your forgiveness." I said quietly and looked down. "Look at me." He said and I looked at him. "Your my husband and whatever you do I will always come back to you. Once of our vows was that we would forgive each other if we ever did anything. I'm not breaking my vow, I'm definitely not losing the person who is my world. Your my only one Jacky." He said. I smiled and lent down and kissed him which he returned. "I love you Lex and I'm so sorry for what I did." I said and kissed him again. "I love you too Jacky." He said quietly. I moved and cuddled into his side. "Promise me one thing." Alex said quietly. "Anything." I said and looked at him. "If you ever do this again to me I will make sure I kill myself, nothing will stop me." He said seriously. "I promise." I said and kissed him. He smiled and I got comfy, or tried to get comfy, next to his skeleton like side. "I can't be comfy, let me cuddle into your side." Alex said and I rolled onto my back and Alex cuddled into my side. "That's better." He muttered and he was really cold as well. I wrapped my arm round him and pulled him closer to me and I kissed the top of his head. I felt his breaths even out and I slowly drifted of to sleep with a smile on my face.

Notes

I couldn't be mean and let Alex die... I'm not that heartless... Maybe I am but yaay he's alive and he forgives Jack but will this be a mistake or not...