Jet Pack Blues

Tyler's POV

I woke up and felt Seth's arm round my waist.
It's been a while since I've felt safe and being in Seth's arms and living here felt like home and felt like I'm part of a family.

"Stop thinking so hard, you fidget alot when you think." Seth mumbled and moved closer into my back and sighed.
"No I don't." I said and rolled over and faced him.
Seth was slowly waking up and looked at me through his eye lashes.
"You going to wake up?" I said and pushed him on his back and kissed him.
"No, its.." He said and looked at his phone for the time.
"Fucking hell Tyler its 8 in the morning. It's the fucking weekend, what part of don't wake me up before 11 dint you understand?" He said and rolled over so his back was too me and pulled the covers over his head.
"Have I got a grumpy Seth on my hands?" I chuckled.
"Bog off Tyler." He said with a warning tone in his voice.
"I'm sorry." I said quietly and kissed his back and cuddled into his back and put the TV on and watched it until I slowly fall asleep.

By the time Seth actually rolled out of bed it was 1 in the afternoon.
"Seth can you come with me to mum's so I can get my stuff?" I asked and walked over to Seth and stood between his legs since he was sat on the side in the kitchen.
"Course I will, not letting you near her on your own." He said and kissed me.
"I fucking knew it!" Jack said loudly.
"So much to keeping it to ourselves for a few weeks." I said against Seth's lips.
Seth looked at Jack.
"Damn you have ratted us out." He chuckled.
"So this is what Ri meant?" Jack said and raised his eyebrows.
"Little bastard can't keep his mouth shut." Seth muttered and I chuckled.
"And it explains why you both was sqealing like girls." He winked and walked off to the sitting room.
"Sqealing? Never put you as a sqealing type, Riley yes but not you." I said.
"What can i say my inner girl came out." He chuckled.
"Gay." I chuckled and pushed him a little.
"You should know." He smiled and kissed me.
"Christ get a room guys." Aidan said.
"Well if we got a room who knows what will happen." Seth said.
"Ew, not gonna ask." She said and walked off.
"Well that went better than what i thought." I said
"Well no one will judge us here." He said and kissed me again.
"Get dressed and we'll go to mine and I can get my stuff have a good old argument and then get the fuck out of there." I said and slapped his leg playfully.
"Does this mean I can finally get to hit the bitch." Seth said.
"Your not meant to hit women." Alex said.
"But its perfectly for them to hit men, fucking stupid in my eyes." Seth said.
"Seth don't." Alex said.
"And congrats guys." He winked and walked out.
"Well we have dads and pa approval which is always good." Seth said and kissed me a bit hard than before.
I smiled.

"See you in a bit!" Seth said and grabbed his board and so did I.
"Where you two going?" Jack asked since Alex was out with Rowan somewhere.
"To my mothers where I can pick my stuff up." I said.
"Okay, Seth don't do anything, Tyler make sure he doesn't beat the shit out of your mother." Jack said.
"I'll see what I can do." I said and we went out the door and headed towards mothers.

We got to mothers and I let me and Seth in.
"Fucking hell Ty this place reeks." Seth said and pulled his scarf over his nose.
"Get used to it after a while." I said quietly and looked round the place.
"Yo Ty, you might want to come here for a second." Seth said from the sitting room.
I walked and looked round Seth.
The sitting room was a bomb site.
Bottles, cans, food which hasn't been finished and it reaked of alcohol and drugs.
"Fucking hell she going down hard." I said quietly and went to my room.
Seth followed me.
"Ty why didn't you say anything to me, you could come and stayed with us sooner." He said quietly.
"Being honest Seth, things weren't as bad as they was now. It only been the last 3 months she gone back." I said and picked my little things up.
Seth was looking round the room.
Not only this room my room but it also was the room where all the shit got put as well so I hardly had any space in the room. My bed was literally just a tatty mattress with a tatty sleeping bag.

The front door opened and shut.
"Drew is that you?" My mother's voice filled the room.
I looked at Seth.
"Can you finish putting this in the bag for me please." I said quietly.
He nodded and walked off.
He grabbed my arm.
"You want me just shout and I'll come." He said.
I smiled and he let my arm go and I walked in the sitting room.
"Drew?" Mother asked and looked at me.
'Wrong, its Tyler remember? The only son who actually gave a shit about you." I said.
"What do you want? Wasn't me throwing you put good enough?" She asked and floped on the sofa.
"Oh I'm sorry, aren't I allowed to get my things?" I said sarcastically.
"Yes you can so fuck off and get them and get the fuck out of my sight." She said loudly.
"Now I can see why dad left, he wasn't the fucking bad one it was you, drugs and alcohol that's all you cared about!" I shouted.
"At least I don't have them nagging in my ear all day. Not like you you little shit." She snarled.
"You know what, drink yourself to fucking death, overdose, see if I fucking care! Because I don't! I was hoping I could try and mend the broken pieces but I'm not going to waste my time on a worthless drunk or crack head." I said.
"Oh shut up you little bastard! You come into my home telling what to do, telling me to get off the drink and drugs. I dont need a pathetic little bastard like you in my life." She said.
I went to the kitchen and got he beloved bottle of vodka.
"So you would choose this over me? The only person who didn't give up on you! I gave up fucking everything for you! I had to give up going to school for a year just so I could look after you! To make sure there was food in the fucking house! To make sure you didn't fucking choke on your fucking vomit! Where's the fucking thanks? I don't get anything because your a self centered bitch!" I shouted at her and threw the bottle hard on the floor and it smashed into load of shards.

"Why did you do that for!?" She screamed at me and ran over to me and slapped me hard round the face.
My hands went to my face and I glared at her.
"I did it because your just wasting your fucking life on that! You don't have a job and by the look of the pile of mail by the door you'll be kicked out of here very soon! Is that what you want? Do you want to be fucking homeless and have no fucking money because that is what's going to fucking happen and it will be all you bloody fault!!" I screamed at her.
"It's not going to happen! H..H..He said he would pay my bills make sure I have food and a roof over my head!" She shouted.
"Well he's fucking bullshitting you, like with all the fucking wasteful men in your life!" I shouted.
"Get out." She said quietly.
I didn't move.
"Get the fuck out of my home! I don't ever want to see you again! I hate you, you a waste of space!" She shouted at me.
"I'm fucking gone! Don't come running to me when you on the fucking streets, cold and alone because that is what is going to happen and I'm not going to be there to pick up your pathetic arse." I said and turned round and punched the wall which left a hole in.
I went to my room and looked at Seth.
He picked the bag up and got hold of my hand and we walked out and I slammed the door as hard as I could behind us.

Once we was away from the house Seth stopped and pulled me into a hug.
I buried my head in his chest since he was taller than me and hugged him back.
"You shouldn't of heard that." I said quietly and pulled away from him.
"How long Ty?" He asked seriously.
I looked down and stayed quiet.
"Look at me." Seth said quietly and I looked at him.
"How long have you been living like that?" He asked quietly.
"Since dad left." I said quietly.
Seth thought about it a little.
"But that was 6 years ago." He said.
"Guess she never got over it, used the alcohol and drugs to numb everything and forgetting she had children too look after and feed." I said quietly.
"Well you don't have to worry about that now, you'll have something which you never got from her." Seth said quietly.
"What's that?" I asked.
"Love." He whispered against my lips and kissed me.
I smiled and hugged him.
"Let's go home and forget about this." He said quietly and picked my bag up and we walked home in a comfortable silence.

We got back and Rowan came running over.
"Hey champ, how you doing?" I asked as I picked him up.
"I've been replaced." Seth huffed and went and put my clothes in the wash.
I followed him out to the kitchen.
"You don't have to do that." I said.
Rowan was babbling in my ear.
"I do because you have that turn coat." He said and walked over and messed Rowans hair up.
"Your just jealous because I give the best hugs." I said and stuck my tounge out at him.
"Says the person who cuddles into my chest every night." He chuckled.
"Wjhat can I say, I have my own personal heater to keep me warm and I intend to make the most of it." I said and kissed him.
"Hey love birds you joining movie night or not, course it's probably Disney films because of Rowan but as soon as he's gone to bed the good films are coming out." Aidan said as she walked in.
"Yeah we're just coming." Seth said and we walked to the sitting room.

Rowan had gone to bed and we was all watching some film which scared the shit out of me amd everyone else.
I was laid on Seth hiding my face in his chest when I didn't like something which made him chuckle.
Aidan was leaning against Riley and hid her face in his side every so often.
Jack and Alex was okay with it but I have a feeling Alex was going to be a nervous wreck for a few days.
I really didn't like this film so I spent most of my time hiding my face in Seth's chest while Seth traced patterns on my hip.
Me, Seth and everyone else must of fell asleep downstairs as I heard Rowan come downstairs and climbed where Jack and Alex was and babbled tto them for a while and then he fell asleep

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