Perfect Boyfriend

Nyssa's POV:
"Morning everyone," I say as I sit down at the table for breakfast. I'm sitting next to Alex, Jack is sitting across from me, and Rian is next to him. "Nyssa, you promised that you would tell me the reason why you're here." "Ah, it's because we're going to help Nyssa become a new person." "A new person? What's wrong with the way she is right now?" "Oh, we're going to help her and Alex to-" "La la la la la! No! Don't say it!" The food finally comes out and I quickly grab some. "Help them going to do what?" "To do it," Alex finally speaks up. I drop my fork and stare at my plate in shock. "Nyssa, you're seriously going to do this!?" "She's my girlfriend, so why are you questioning it?" "She's a virgin though." "And why shouldn't she do it with her boyfriend?" "Because I think she can have her first time with someone better." Alex slams his hands on the table and gets up, Jack does the same. "Guys, please-" "As long I'm around, Nyssa won't be doing it with you. I'll make sure of it." "I take that as a challenge."

I grab a muffin and run off. I can't stand sitting here and hearing them talk about me like this. "Nyssa!," I hear them yell. I keep running until I reach my building. I open the door and run inside, I lock it and slide down the door to the floor. I'm here so that I can finally do it with Alex. But I'm a virgin, and I'm kind of scared. And last night was the farthest we've ever gone, no where close to doing it. I guess another reason why I'm scared is because I don't know how long I'll be with Alex. I told myself that the guy that I want to have my first time with, I want to be sure that I'll be with him forever. But I'll grow old, Alex won't. I'm scared that he's going to leave one day. I bite into the muffin and hug my legs. I haven't even told Alex what caused my nightmare that night... That's something he needs to know before we do it... But will I be brave enough to tell him...?
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Jack's POV:
After what happened to Nyssa before college, I made a promise to myself that I'll help Nyssa find the right guy. She got tricked once, I don't want her to get tricked again. "Why are you so against us doing it, Jack?" "Because I know she can find someone better!" "What, you!? Please! You had all of these years to be with Nyssa, and instead you just stayed her friend! You lost! I won!" He pushes on my chest, hard enough to land into the wall. He glares at me, "you just had to be friends with her. But since she's my girlfriend, I won't hurt you." "You knocked me out, put me in a bag, and forced me onto this trip. It's your fault all of this started. If you wanted to avoid this situation, you should've been smarter about it. Now who's fault is it?"

I run off, I can't believe this guy. I'm afraid that once he does it with Nyssa, that he will leave her. And no one can blame me for thinking this way after happened before. Nyssa's parents asked me to protect Nyssa, and that's what I'm doing. I reach Nyssa's building and knock. "Nyssa. It's me." "Go away Jack." "Nyssa, I'm sorry about the fight. Please open the door." I wait a bit and she finally opens the door. "Nyssa, I'm really sorry. Can I please come in?" She steps aside and I walk in. "Tell me Jack. Why don't you trust Alex?" "Because I'm afraid that he's going to leave you again. He's already done it once, who's to say he won't do it again?" "You're right... But you also have to trust my judgement." "Nyssa... Are you saying that you want to do it with him?" "I don't know... Because I have a lot to think about... But I also that this is my decision. Not Alex's. Not Rian's. Not yours. It's mine. I'm the one who has to say yes. So just please stay out of it and let me decide on my own."

I stare at her in shock, "Nyssa, I'm-" "Just please leave Jack. I have a lot to think about and I want to be alone. Tell Alex that too." She opens the door and motions for me to leave. I walk out and stare at her when she closes the door. "Nyssa, I just don't want to see you get hurt."
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*Night*
Nyssa's POV:
I've been alone all day, thinking about if I should do it or not. I know the company needs us to do it, but at the same time, I need them to respect me. I finally leave my building and walk down one of the paths. I just need air to clear my head. I form a fist and walk down one path without thinking. I keep walking, without thinking, part of me wants to be away from everything. I finally stop walking and look around. It's really dark and the forest is thick. I look around and walk forward. Where am I... I walk into a tree face first, I shake my head and blink a few times. "Shit.. That's great..." I just cracked my glasses. I take them off and walk for a bit. How do I go back... I walk more and feel nothing below my feet. I scream as I fall, I'm sliding down what I think is ground and hard rocks. I finally land on ground, I'm no longer holding my glasses. It's also dark. I try to feel around for my glasses but nothing. "Help!! Please someone!! Please help!!..." I sit still and hug my legs. I rest my head on my knees and start crying. Why am I so stupid!? "Please help! I don't know where I am!"

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