Alex's POV

I'd been of school for a week and I had to go back.
Jack came round a couple of times but that was only too drop some work off which I never did.

"We'll see you later princess." Eric said as we went our separate ways.
Eric and Fred had their group of friends and like normal I didn't have anyone so I was sat at the smoking shelter smoking like normal.
I was lost in my little world that I didn't see anyone stand next to me.
"Bit cold out ain't it?" They said and made me jump.
I looked at saw Jack smiling at himself for what he had just done.
"Bastard, I could of dropped down dead for all you know." I said.
"True but you didn't so we can carry on our day like normal." He said.
"Explain normal." I said and looked at him.
"Okay for me normal, for you not so normal." He chuckled.
I smiled and flicked my cigarette away.
"How about you hang around with me and my friends today." He said.
"I'll just get in the way and be really annoying." I said and looked down.
"Na you won't, you might just have to calm down a little but I don't really think they would mind." He said.
"And if it makes it any better I only have 2 friends." He said hoping this might work.
"Fine. I'll hang around with you." I said and looked at him.
He smiled.
"Good, now come on otherwise we're gonna be late." He said and grabbed my wrist.
"Don't touch me." I growled and snatched my wrist out of his hand.
He stopped and looked at me.
"Sorry." I said quickly and looked down.
"I'm not going to hurt you." He said quietly.
"He said that but he did. He lied to me and so will everyone else." I said quietly.
"I don't lie. Not everyone is going to hurt you. They just want to be there for you." He said quietly.
I smiled.
"I don't know what has happened too you, but you said it yourself that moving here was a fresh start for you, let it be that." He said quietly.
I shook my head.
"You don't understand." I whispered.
"Maybe I don't but you can't let it ruin your life. Because it will do if you let it." He said.
I looked at him.
"Come on. We're late." Jack said quietly and we walked to tutor in silence.

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Jacks POV

We got to tutor and Armstrong was late which was good.
We walked over to Rian and Zack and I just hoped Rian didn't open his trap.
"Rian Zack this is Alex." I said.
"The crazy one?" Rian said.
I mentally slapped myself and sighed and looked at Alex.
He glared at Rian hard trying not too lose his shit.
"In your eyes I might be crazy but I'm not. Now can you see why I don't do or have friends." He said and walked towards the back and sat down and he literally look really lost.

"Why did you open your fucking mouth Rian!" I said took him.
"I was asking a question." He said.
"But you don't go around calling people fucking crazy even if you think they are." I said.
"Why do you even care Jack?" Zack asked.
"He has no friends and his brothers do so he's pretty has no one, so I thought it would be nice if he could at least join us on things." I said.
"Look I know he has problems and that but he can't help it. If you don't like him then just think that you only have to cope with him for tutor and one lesson. If that" I said.
"You like him don't you?" Rian asked.
"As a friend, but yeah I do like him." I said.
"Your gonna go and say sorry to him." Zack said.
"Why?" Rian asked and shrugged his shoulders.
"Because, Jacky here has probably got a crush coming and he seems like a nice lad once you get to know him." Zack said.
"I haven't got a crush." I said.
Rian rolled his eyes and got up and went over to Alex.

"You do like him." Zack said.
"Don't be stupid. I barely know him." I said.
"Yeah but somehow Alex is different round you." He said.
"Maybe its because I don't treat him like he has the plague because he's different." I said and Rian came over with Alex in tow.
"I've dragged him back over." Rian said and sat next to Zack.
Alex just glared at him and picked at the table.

We was sat in music and seemed that I was paired with Alex like normal.
Alex was having a serious problem with sitting still.
"The hell is wrong with you?" Someone asked.
"Oh I'm sorry I can't fucking sit still for very long before I fidgit." He snapped back.
"Problem guys?" Mr Iero asked.
"Part from Gaykarth not still still no." The person said.
"What did you just call me?" Alex asked and looked at him.
"You heard." The person said.
Alex was going to beat the shit out of him if he didn't stop.
"Jason, get out of this class now!" Sir shouted.
"But he was about to hit me, surely it should be him getting sent out." Jason said.
"Yeah well he's not the one who was taking the piss about people gay so if you don't mind get the hell out of my classroom!" He said calmly but shouted the last part.
Alex turned round and looked at Sir.
Jason got up and walked off muttering something.
"I'll be seeing you after school in the dention room." He said and slammed the door which made Alex jump.
"Now has anyone else got anything to say about Mr Gaskarth and him not being able to sit still? No? Good now shut the fuck up about him since what he does doesn't really concern you and get on with your work." He said.

Alex looked at me confused.
"Damn his cage is seriously rattled." Alex said.
"Just a little bit." I said and looked at what we had to do.
"So is he gay or something because none of the teachers here like me let alone stand up for me." He said really not interested on what we had to do which meant I had to do all the work.
"Yeah he's gay and married. I think he feels sorry for you as he has some sort of problem as well but I don't know." I said.
"I'll be back." Alex said and got up and went somewhere in the room.
Mr Iero came over and sat in Alex's seat while Alex was busy with something which clearly has nothing to do with this.
"You okay?" He asked.
"Yeah,Alex isn't helping but I'll be fine." I said.
"Alex come back here." He said.
Alex came back over and sat down.
"You need to help Jack with this." He said.
"I can't think or even consintate." Alex said.
"Here, what do you do with this and this." He said and helped Alex for once.

It took a while but Alex did do his work after getting distracted a few times.
"Right I bloody give up now, my head hurts and I can't focus anymore." He said and pushed the paper away from him and back over to me.
"Good job." Sir said and got up and walked to the front and looked at his phone.
"Hey do you want to bunk the rest of the day with me?" Alex asked.
"More like I bunk and you are actually allowed to bunk." I said.
"Still, bunking is bunking, anything to miss school in my eyes." He said.
"That's true so I might as well as I have nothing better to do." I said.
He smiled and started to pack his stuff up.
He met up with Eric and Fred and then he came back over too me.
"Cigarettes, most important thing." He said and we walked back to his.j

We got back too his and we walked in.
"Mum?" Alex asked and walked to the kitchen.
"Hello sweetie." She said and looked at me.
"Hello Jack." She smiled.
"Hey." I said.
"We'll be upstairs." Alex said and we went upstairs.
"Don't be doing nothing!" His mum said up the stairs.
"He's a nun." Alex said back and we got to his room.
"Nun?" I asked confused.
"You havent had sex yet?" He asked.
"No." I said.
"Therefore your a nun." He said.
"Makes sense, take it your not a nun then?" I asked and looked at him.
"Na, haven't been a nun for a while." He said.
"You regret it?" I asked.
Alex looked down and away from me.
"Oh, is it what I think?" I asked quietly.
"Probably." He said quietly.
"Is that why you don't like people grabbing hold of you and shouting." I said.
He nodded.
I moved and sat next to him.
"I'm not going to talk about it." He said quietly.
"It's fine, you don't have to talk to me about it." I said.
He looked at me and smiled.
"Shit, I forgot my meds." He said quietly.
"Go and take them then." I said.
"Can't be bothered, it doesn't do anything." He said and moved so he was lead on his bed.
"Find a DVD and put it on if you want." He said and sat up and took his jeans off.
"It don't make you uncomfortable does it?" He asked.
"Your house, do what you want." I said and looked through his DVD collection.
"But your my guest and is this makes you uncomfortable then you just have to say." He said.
I looked at him.
"See something you like?" He asked.
"Maybe, maybe not." I smirked.
Alex smiled and got back into the bed.

I found a DVD and started to watch it.
Alex had fallen asleep and had his head resting on my chest which looked really uncomfortable.
I was just about to fall asleep when the front door slammed shut and two lots of feet ran up the stairs.
"See told you they weren't at it." Eric said.
"Shut up." Alex muttered.
"The fuck did you do to get him to sleep, he hardly sleeps." Freddie said.
"Don't know." I yawned.
"Leave them alone you two." Their mum said.
"Okay." They said and walked off.
"If ypou want some tea then say I'll get you something when we eat." She said quietly.
I nodded and fell asleep.

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