Love Notes and Long Distance
Feelin Way Too Damn Good
Cause you finally said that you would.
But now that you’re here
it just feels like I’m constantly dreaming
Cause somethings gotta go wrong
Cause I’m feeling way too damn good.
I was completely flabbergasted, he wanted to marry me? I mean, of course I was going to say yes, he was the love of my life. My everything; the only thing that I had ever wanted in my life. I wasn’t a fool, he was simply the best person I had ever had in my life. Now what was I going to do about Vic? I mean, we weren’t really anything, I could just not tell him, that wouldn’t really be that bad would it? I mean, I wasn’t lying to him was I? I just wasn’t tell him everything which isn’t really lying.
“Yes Alex. Yes I will marry you,” I almost cried.
“I love you Jack,” he whispered, slipping the ring onto my finger.
“I love you too.”
We finished up the meal and went back to his house. We curled up on his couch, him pulled close into my stomach, my arms wrapping around him to keep him safe. I couldn’t help but press kisses into his soft caramel hair. He was absolutely beautiful and caring, why had I ever thought about breaking up with him. He smelled better than Vic did. His scent wasn’t of cigarettes but instead of the cologne I had bought him about a year back which is the only type he will use. I grabbed his hand and held it tightly in mine as we watched whatever movie it was Alex had picked out.
“Why did you say you would marry me,” he whispered.
“Why wouldn’t I? All you do is treat me with kindness and love. You are the best boyfriend or well, fiancée. You want to make me to be better person, the best person I can be only for you. I would be crazy to have said no to you,” I told him.
He smiled softly and pressed his lips to mine. I still had his hands tightly gripped in mine as he straddled my lap. I wouldn’t have this any other way. I loved him so much, he was the only thing that I had ever wanted. There was no way I could prove to him that he was the only thing I ever wanted.
I grabbed his hand and lead him upstairs, I wasn’t planning on doing anything but I was tired and wanted to sleep. He gladly climbed into bed and curled up next to me. This wasn’t against his parents wishes so long as the door was open which we respected. I soon heard his breath slow and could assume that he had fallen asleep. My phone vibrated softly to which I quickly opened up the text I had gotten. I started my biggest mistake in the face.
Vic: I love you Jay
What had I done?
Notes
Hey guys, I hope everyone had a good Christmas! Decided to conclude the cliffhanger. What do y'all think about Jack's decision? Will he ever tell Alex? Leave a comment and rate if you enjoy :)
Title and lyric credit: Feelin Way Too Damn Good - Nickleback
@Carebear
Thanks :) we currently have two songs near done and I think we're going for seven. Jack feels bad though. Something may happen though.
1/17/16