I Did it For You.(JALEX BARAKARTH FAN FICTION)

The sun was starting to rise when I got a text from him.
Jack was worried. I left him laying on the cold ground, sleeping. What kind of boyfriend was I?
That did not matter at the moment. All that mattered was the blood flowing down my arm.
A crimson river of relief. I felt the warm red liquid run down my arm, through the spaces of my finger tips, and drip on the floor.
Steady drops.
One........Two........Three........Four.......
I sat there and listened to them for awhile.
Jacks messages were sent at a quick rate.
Where are you?
Are you okay?
Alex baby, please answer me...
Alex. Don’t play games.
Alex please just text me back. I’m worried.
He was such a great boyfriend. And I’m treating him like this.
I only wanted to sit in this dark alley, and cut myself more with the glass shard in my hand.


I suddenly felt a wave of dizziness hit me like a bag of bricks. I fell the to ground, unable to get up.
What was happening?
Looking at the blood puddle I landed in, I realized what was going on.
I was loosing blood. And quick.
With the rest of my energy, I picked up my phone and sent Jack a text.
Help me. (Insert address here)
All I saw was black.


*Jack*


I sat in the waiting room with Alex’s mom.
What a fool he is sometimes... He knows how much he means to me..
How could he throw his life away like that? Like a piece of garbage?
A frustrated groan left my lips, scaring the woman next to me awake.
“Sorry...” The woman gave me a dirty look, and fell asleep again.
Where are the nice people around here? So many jerks..
A doctor walked in with a clip board.
“Friends of Alex Gaskarth?”
I stood up and ran to him. His mom was close behind me.
“Is he okay?”
The doctor smiled.
“Yes. But we would like to prescribe him a few weeks in rehab for self harm. He did try to kill himself, and that is a serious matter...”
My eyes widened. “You can’t! H-he’ll be alone and scared! He didn’t try to kill himself, if he did he wouldn’t have sent me a text..”
I already knew it was no use. What Alex did was huge. And his mom would obviously agree, after what happened with Tom.
“Jack..” Alex’s mom touched my shoulder. “It’s what’s best.”
I let out a frustrated sigh. “Can I at least see him?”
The doctor shook his head.
“He’s in a bad condition right now. Go home, get some rest. Come back tomorrow. You can see him then.”
I shook my head. “Look, I can’t do that. I need to see him now.”
Alex’s mom sighed loudly. “Jack, please. Do it for him. He may just need time to think to himself.”
I rolled my eyes, and screamed with frustration.
Yea. I was acting like a five year old. But Alex can’t think alone without hurting himself when he’s in these kinds of moods.
I ran out the doors, making a big scene. I hate doctors. Keeping my Alex all trapped up like that.
I hate everyone right now.
I decided to call up Cass, Rian, and Zack. I needed things off my mind.

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