Toxic valentine

Alex's POV

"Please Alex, just explain to me." Jack whined as I ignored him and got my guitar and went back and sat on the bed.
We both decided to not bother with school since everyone will be looking at me like I'm some sort of freak
"Alex." Jack said and started to do annoying things.
"Do you want me to electric shock you or not?" I growled quietly.
Jack backed off moved and sat in front of me.
"Sorry." He said quietly.
I smiled and started play the guitar thinking about something.

I lost in my little world that I forgot about Jack until he poked me and I pinned him down on the bed by his throat.
"Shit Jack I'm sorry." I said quickly and got of him.
"The fuck Alex?" He asked and ran his finger along his throat.
"I'm sorry, if I zone out enough I forget who is around me and if I get pulled out of the zone to quickly I go all Jackie Chan on people." I said and looked down.
"Jackie Chan? Alex you can't compare yourself to him!" He laughed.
"Why not?" I asked.
"For starters he don't grab people round the throat and pin them on the bed." He smiled.
"Ah you see that turned you on just a little." I smirked.
"No it didn't." He protested.
"Come here and I'll show you what your head was thinking." I chuckled.
He moved forward and I showed him what he was thinking.
"Fine, you win on that one but you have to stop looking round in my head." He said looking at me.
"And for that to happen you need a shield. Since you don't have one I'm afraid you have to put up with me fishing around your head." I chuckled.
"Ugh." Jack said and head butted my shoulder.
I just laughed at him.

"I'm confused." Jack said and looked at me.
"It's simple Jack, you put a pinch of that with some of this and this and there you have it your very own potion." I said.
"Swear only witches only can use magic." Jack muttered.
"Well for some fucked up reason I can too." I said.
Jack looked at me.
I sometimes wonder what's harder teaching Jack Russian or explaining simple potion making.
"How did you learn?" He asked.
"Dunno, think mam taught me since she had this magic gift as well but I don't have a fucking clue if I'm honest." I said and watched him.
"Now if your not careful the thing will blow up in your face." I said and Jack looked at me.
"Maybe I'll leave this too you." He said quietly and walked over and gave me a hug.
"Maybe its for the best." I chuckled and returned his hug and kissed the top of his head.
"Here." I said and got hold of his hand and a flower started to form on his hand.
"You like roses so here you go." I said and looked at Jack.
"I also know you like things which are different. Which is why the rose is black because you don't like normal things." I said and gave Jack the rose.
"How do you even know?" He asked confused.
"A load of digging around your head and looking at loads of happy and unhappy memories." I said sadly.
"Their my memories who gives you the right to look though them?" He asked really upset.
"They just came, I didn't want to look at them, unless you have a gift you wouldn't understand Jack." I said and looked down.
Jack made me look at him.
"It's fine Alex, but don't tell anyone okay." He said.
"No one can get into my head." I said.
"Would hate to think what goes on in your head." He chuckled.
"You, sex, animals, music and that's about it really." I smiled.
Jack laughed and smiled.

We moved from the kitchen to the sitting room annoying Vlad.
"You being serious guys?" He asked and looked at us over his newspaper.
We stopped what we has doing and looked at him.
"Yerp." I said.
"Can't you two fuck off and be lovey dovey somewhere else." He said not sounding very pleased with us.
Jack got off me and pulled me up.
"We can do that." Jack said and we walked outside to the cherry blossom tree.

"Show me." Jack said.
I looked at him confused.
"Some of your gifts." He said and tackled me to the floor.
I laughed and put my hand on his face and showed him something.
"Please tell me that didn't happen?" He laughed.
"Yeah, I fucking loved that hamster and I was going to bring it back to life. But then dad got a hold of it and buried it somewhere." I said.
Jack just carried on laughing.
"Don't laugh!" I whined and poked him hard in the ribs.
"Ow." He said and slapped my chest.
I made Jack think he was somewhere else.
"Wow." He muttered to himself then I made him come back to the real world.
"Sorry mate, have to stick with seeing this ugly mug right here." I said.
"Ugly? Naa, your best looking thing for miles." He said quietly and kissed me hard.
"Just a little bit ugly." I whispered and looked in the eye.
"No your not. You are literally the best looking person in this place and I get to fuck it all night long." He said quietly.
"More like I fuck you." I chuckled.
"Still, I get to see what's under these clothes and I get to see a person that no one else will see." He said quietly and kissed me.

I looked at his arua and it was shining really bright.
I couldn't help but smile at this.
"What?" Jack asked.
"Nothing. Just your arua." I smiled knowing he didn't have a clue what that was.
"What?" He asked.
I flipped us over so I was now sitting on Jack as my back was starting to hurt.
"A personal light which shines round you and tells what you are feeling. But only people who read aruas can see your shining light." I said.
"Tell me what is it like?" He asked.
"For me too know and you to find out." I smirked and kissed him.
"But that's not fair." He pouted.
"The downside of being a Fertie." I chuckled.
"It sucks." He muttered.

I went inside and grabbed a loads of blankets and my guitar and went back outside.
"It's freezing Alex." Jack said with his teeth chattering.
"Give me a second." I muttered and made a camp fire.
Jack looked at me and smiled.
I wrapped myself up with blankets and caught him staring.
"Can I help?" I asked.
"You've stolen all the blankets." He said.
"Well get your arse next to me and use me, blankets and the fire to warm you up." I smiled.
Jack moved and cuddled into my side.
I picked my guitar up and Jack moved away a little and sat facing me.
I played it quietly and looked at Jack.
"Pick a song." I said.
"I dunno." Jack said.
"How very helpful." I chuckled.
"One of your songs. I see you writing and everything but never sing a full song." He said quietly.
"It won't be much of one since I've only worked the chorus and another verse out." I said.
"Let's here it then." Jack said.
"It's going to be shit." I said.
"Just sing, I won't judge." He smiled.
I smiled and took a deep breath.

'The world's a funeral, a room of ghosts
No hint of movement, no sign of pulse,
Only an echo, just skin and bone
They kick the chair but we, we tie the rope.
You can have my heart

Some come rain on my parade
Cause I want to feel it
Come shove me over the edge
Cause my head is in overdrive,
I'm sorry but its too late
And it's not worth saving
So come rain on my parade
I think we're doomed
I think we're doomed
And now there is no way back.

You must of made some kind of mistake
I asked for death, but instead I'm awake
The devil told me "no room for cheats"
I thought I sold my spukd but he kept the receipt.'

I stopped and looked down feeling really self conscious.
"Why'd you stop?" Jack asked.
"Um, I don't have anymore and you probably thinking I'm shit and that." I said quietly refusing too look at Jack.
"Look inside my head and you'll get your answer." He said quietly and moved next to me and rested his head on my shoulder.
I looked though his head and there wasn't a single negative comment.
I got out of his head and pulled him closer to me and rested my head on top of his.
"Told you, no negative comment." He yawned.
"Do you want to go indoors?" I asked.
He nodded and moved closer to me.
"Mind out then." I said and gently pushed him

I got up and picked him up, blankets included and walked back to theup house.
We got indoors and Vlad was in the kitchen looking out the window.
"He asleep?" He asked and looked and me and a sleeping Jack.
"Slowly falling asleep." I said quietly.
Vlad smiled a sad smile.
"I know you miss them Vlad. I would do anything I could of done to bring them back and have them here with you." I said.
"I know Alec, but some things happen for a reason and you just have to live with it." He said and walked out the room.
I smiled and slowly made my up to my room.
I went over to the bed and moved the covers off his claimed side of the bed and led him down.
"Jack I'm going to take your jeans off." I said quietly.
"No." He muttered.
I chuckled and put the covers over him and kissed the top of his head.
Then I saw something and I didn't like it.
I snapped back out of it and looked at Jack.
I smiled and got undressed and climbed over Jack and he cuddled into my chest.
I traced my finger along his back and thought about what I saw.

Notes

Finally updated sorry it took so long but I was either too drunk to function or having a proper downer or had a good old writers block...
And it's a pretty shit update as well