We don't belong here

Alex's POV

I was sat on the sofa watching Jack who was sat in the window like normal watching the world go by whukle he was stuck in here.
I got up and went over too him.
"What was it like?" He asked quietly.
"The outside?" I asked.
He nodded and looked at me.
"Cold. Wet. Depressing considering where I was." I said quietly.
He smiled a sad smile and looked back out the window.
"I want to go outside." He whispered.
"They'll be doing trips soon. Then you'll be able to go outside." I said.
"Not the same as walking out your front door and being able to sit on the grass the sun on your back or if it snows making snowmen and snowball fights. Or even walking through the park with the leaves falling around you." He said quietly and got up and walked off to our room.

I was about to go after him but something else got my attention.
"No! She can't be dead!" A nurse said loudly.
We all stopped what we was doing and looked at what was happening.
"Who's dead?" Rian asked.
"Nothing for you lot to worry about." Chief said.
"Surely it is something for us too worry about." A voice said and we looked at saw Jack walking back into the common room.
"We have the right to know if someone is after us. Because we don't know if they are or not but they could be using her to get their message across that no one is safe no matter if your in a nut house or not." Jack said.
"You don't have rights." Chief spat.
"We do have rights! We are human beings like you! Just because society sees us as outcasts does not mean we don't have any rights." Jack said loudly.
Jack glared at him.
"Alexander my office now!" He said loudly.
"It's Alex!" I said loudly and walked to his office.

I got in his office and sat in a chair and put my feet up on the desk and waited for chief to come in.
"Feet of the desk."" He said as he shut the door.
I moved my feet of the desk slowly.
He sat behind the desk.
"Do you know what happened to the nurse?" He asked.
"No, I was here the whole night." I said.
"I know you still in contact with that Russian gang." He said.
"I haven't spoken to them since I've been in here." I said.
"So your still friendly with them then?" He asked.
"Yeah? Family looks after each other no matter where you are. But you don't know that because you have no family." I said quietly.
"They have a funny way of showing that." He said.
"They don't have to show anything. I know they have my back if anything was to happen." I said.
"Is this why she is dead?" He asked and pushed a photo in front of me.
I glanced at it and looked back down again.
"I don't know what happened to her because I haven't spoken to my Russian friends for a while." I said.
"Lies! Because their mark was craved into her stomach." He said crossly and pushed another photo under my nose.
"I never contacted them." I growled and pushed the photos back to him.
"A little bird told me that your partner in crime is dead." He said.
"Yeah, and?" I asked and started to tap my foot on the ground and started to bite what little nails I had.
"Chief you have to stop." The nurse said who was standing at the back off the room watching me.
"He'll be fine." Chief said and glared at me.
"Sir he's not fine." She said.
"I can tell if something is wrong with him." He said.
The nurse stayed quiet.

"What happened too her anyway? Stabbed? Head cut off? Poisoned?" He asked.
I looked down and brought my feet up on the chair and cover my ears with my hands.
"Don't talk about her like that." I said quietly.
"She was a slut and got what was coming to her." He said and I flew out my chair and started to bash his head against the table .
"No she wasn't! She shouldn't be dead! She didn't have this comimg!" I said loudly and a nurse pulled me off him and pushed me hard back in the chair.
"Stay there." The nurse growled.
The chief sat up and glared at me.
He had a big cut on his forehead.
"Temper temper. What a temper you have." He smiled a sly smile.
"Better to have a temper than be walked over by a bastard like you." I growled quickly planning something.
I got up and hit the nurse round the head hard so he was passed out on the floor and before chief could even move his head was slammed against the table again and his arm behind his back.
"Now, as you can see I am still as dangerous as the day you brought me here. No amount of drugs can take it out of me. Now I also know and remember the stuff you did to me. And my Russian friends don't know yet but all I have to do is make one phone call and say one word and you will be dead just like that nurse. No one hurts or messes with Mother Alkaev boys no matter where they are. As for Esme, she was killed in a road accident. Sjhe was my partner in crime and she was a sister too me and no one speaks bad about my family. Family look out for each other." I growled and slammed his head against the table again.
I got up and walked out the door.

Someone grabbed my hand.
I looked and saw Jack.
"Tell me where you was last night and what that was all about in there." He said quietly.
"Okay." I whispered and walked off with Jack following.
"Jack I want so space first." I said quietly and looked at him.
"Okay, how about I come to the room in a hours time?" He asked.
I nodded and walked to our room.
I shut the door behind me and slid down it and started to cry.

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