We don't belong here

Alex's POV

We walked through the tunnels.
"Right if anything changes then text me using this." I said and handed Kellin a phone.
"What if they've worked out you've escaped?" He asked.
"If they do the worse they can do is lock me away." I said and pulled my hood up when we got near the exit I was going to use.
"But they won't do that because your not going to open you trap okay. I'll text you when I'm nearly back and you let me back in." I said and looked at him.
He nodded.
"I should be at least 3 hours. You and Jack have to keep the nurses busy so they don't notice I'm gone." I said quickly.
"We will do." He smirked.
"If your dick goes inside or near him I will cut it off." I growled.
"But I can do anything else?" He asked.
"Kiss, make out but you are not fucking him, I saw him first so he is mine and only mine." I growled again.
"Woah, since when did you get all narky about people your gonna fuck? You never gave a shit, what has changed?" He asked.
"The fact he's different. He's completely different compared to the others and I want him to be mine and mine only." I said and looked at him.
"I understand. Now go, before they start to miss me and I have to make sure Jack isn't in the cell." He said and went off.
I went out the door and looked around and ran into the darkness.

I walked into the hospital with my hood up.
I went up to the reception.
"I'm looking for Esme Alkaev." I said and looked down.
"Can you put your hood down please Sir. Just while I talk to you." The girl said.
I put my hood down and my hands soon went round my neck to cover my scar there.
"What relation are you too her?" She asked.
"I'm not..." I started but was stopped.
"I'm sorry love but family only." She said.
"But she is family. But not in blood but she family. Please I've come a long way too see her. I need to make sure she'll be okay." I said trying not to cry.
"Okay sir, but don't tell anyone I did this. She's upstairs on intensive care floor room 3." She smiled.
"Thank you so much." I smiled and went off and pulled my hood back up and went upstairs.

I got to her room and her family was there.
They was also my family as well but I haven't seen them for a while.
"This is gonna be awkward." I muttered to myself and walked in.
They all looked at me.
"Alex what are you doing here? We thought you was in some mental place." Her mother said.
"Needed to see Esme. I was, still am." I said and looked at her.
"You escaped?" She asked.
"What can I say your Russian genes have rubbed onto me." I said and looked at Esme.
"Alex why are you here? You need to go back and get better." Mother Alkaev said.
She was pretty much the boss of the family.
"I have to say goodbye. She isn't gonna make it nan. I owe her so much, I have to do this." I said.
She spoke in Russian and everyone left part from her.
I was by the bed watching Esme while mother Alkaev glared at me.
"Alex, you need to go. If they find you then you are in deep trouble. You are save where you are." She said her accent more noticeable than normal.
"As long as I keep my head down they will still in I'm in that place." I said.
"But why are you here?" She asked.
"Don't push me please. I want to say goodbye and thank her." I said quietly.
She got up and walked over to me.
"What happened?" She asked and got hold of my chin and made me look at her.
"A nurse beat me up." I said and looked at her in the eye.
"Which one. I'm sure the boys will sort her out." She said quietly being serious.
I told her.
"She won't be returning. No one hurts or messes my boys." She smiled.
I smiled and got up and hugged her.
She said something in Russian and looked at me.
"You keep going strong and get better. The house isn't the same without my little American." She smiled.
"I'm trying but its hard." I said and looked down.
"I know my little bird. But you will get better. Just give it time." She said.
She always called me her little bird as out of everyone who works for her she liked me better than the others. Properly because I was American and not Russian but it was a question I never asked.
I looked at Esme.
"She hasn't got long left little bird." She said quietly.
"Why must everything I care about die?" I said quietly and tucked a piece of hair behind Esme ear.
"I don't know." She said quietly.
"I must be cursed or toxic. I haven't worked it out yet." I said.
"Your none of them things. Its just one of them things. A horrible thing." She said quietly.
"Is it because Im messed up that its happening?" I asked.
"No little bird its not because of that. You cannot help if you are ill." She said.
I stayed quiet.
"If i go and come back in 5 minuites you have to go. I'll get one of the lads to take you back." She said.
I nodded and she left the room.

I sat on the bed and held her hand.
"I'm sorry Esme, this shouldnt of happened to you all the people which are out there who should be dead aren't and then there's you. Such beatuy along with power, you had to pay the price. Something which shouldn't happen." I said quietly.
I looked at her arm which was full of tattoos and found this one tattoo I was looking for.
"You'll always be my partner in crime no matter where you are." I smiled and bent down to her ear.
"Thank you for saving me. I won't forget you and you'll always have a place in my heart." I said and slowly started to cry.
I sat up and looked at her and kissed her forehead.
"Hope you still have my back. As ill always have yours no matter what." I whispered and got up and walked out the room.
I pulled my hood up and walked out the hospital.

I texted Kellin and he was waiting for me by the door.
"Did they notice?" I asked as we walked back.
"Yeah, but it soon left their mind when me and Jack got physical." He smirked.
I looked at him.
"My dick did not enter him don't worry." He said as we got to the common room.
"I'm not in the mood for other payment but you will get it just not now." I said and handed him the cigarettes.
"It's good as long as I get my blow job I don't care when it is." He smirked and walked out and I followed.
I looked round and saw no nurses and walked into mine and Jacks room.

Jack was in bed waiting for me by the looks of things.
"Hey." I said quietly and went over and sat on his bed and cuddled into his side.
"Hey." He said and pulled me close to him.
"You don't have to give me that payment you know." He said.
I looked at him.
"I do because I want you. Have done for a while." I said quietly and kissed him.
He didn't return the kiss.
I pulled away and looked down.
"I'm sorry." I said quietly and went to get off the bed but Jack pulled me so I was on top of him.
I looked at him.
He kissed me hard which I returned.
I moved so I was sat on him and made out with him heatedly.
He started to pulled my hoodie off which I let him do.
I did the same to him and quickly moved to his pants and pulled them off quickly along with mine.
I quickly back to him.
I pulled him down roughly so he was lead down on his bed.
"Ow." He muttered.
"I'm sorry." I said quietly and kissed him softly.
"It's fine." He said quietly and looked at me.
"Just tell me if I'm too rough. I know I can be and people don't like it but I can't help it but you have to..." I rambled but Jack stopped me by kissing me.
"I'll tell you. Don't worry." He said and looked me in the eye.
I smiled and kissed him hard again.

Moans soon filled the room.
"You have to be quiet otherwise people will know and move you to another room." I said.
"But.." Jack moaned.
I kissed him hard.
"No buts." I said quietly and hit his spot which made him moan loudly.
"Jack you have to be quiet for this too work." I moaned quietly.
"I'm close." He said quietly.
"Me too." I said and kissed him and hit his spot again which made him cum and moan loudly again.
It sent me over the edge and flopped ontop of him.

Jack was slowly falling asleep when I got off and out of him.
He winched as I did that.
"Ouch." He muttered.
"I'm sorry." I whispered and kissed him.
I put my pants on and handed Jack his.
"Put your pants on so then no will see your junk." I said.
"No." He mumbled.
"Do you want me to do it?" I asked.
He nodded.
"Well you gonna have to help me then." I said and put his pants on with little help from Jack.
I cuddled up too him and his arm went round my middle.
I smiled and slowly fell asleep.

Notes

I have a thing about Russians so yeeeah...
Shit smut which wasn't smut.