Jacks POV

Alex was fast asleep after crying his eyes out after what happened.
I thought people were meant to be safe in these places.
I mean I know we're fucking cuckoo in the head and everything but it wasn't right that people did what that nurse did just because we're sick in the head and no one will believe us because the outside world would think we were making things up.

I was falling asleep when Alex woke up.
"Jack." He said quietly.
"Hmm." I said quietly.
"Are you falling asleep?" He asked.
"Yeah." I muttered.
"Can you stay awake?" He asked.
I opened a eye and looked at him.
"Please." Alex said begging slightly.
"I'm awake." I muttered and sat up and looked at Alex.
A nurse came in and Alex tensed quickly.
"Alex can you go to the office please." She said quietly.
"Why?" He asked confused.
"Because you do and you have to go alone as its something which I would think as quite personal." She said and looked at Alex.
"Is it to do with Esme?" He asked quietly.
"You have to the office to find out." She said and walked out.
"I can't lose her." He said quietly.
He got up and went out the room.

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Alexs POV

I went to the office and sat on the chair looking down.
"Alex." The head nurse said.
"Is it something to do with Esme?" I asked and looked at her.
"Im afraid so." She said quietly.
"What has happened?" I growled.
"She was in a really bad car accident and she is in a crital condiction." She said quietly.
"Is she going to be okay?" I asked and looked down.
"Its very unlikely she'll be okay." She said.
"I need too see her!" I said and got up.
"Alex you can't." She said.
"Why!? Why can't I see her!" I said loudly.
"Your unstable and a risk to the public and yourself." She said.
"No I am not!" I shouted and banged my hand down hard on the table which scared the nurse.
"Please, I have to see her. She's like family too me, I owe it too her." I said trying not to cry.
"Sorry Alex but you can't." She said quietly.
"I have to see her!" I shouted and turned round and threw the chair across the room and stormed out the room and slammed the door hard.

"Fucking hell Alex what's the matter with you?" Kellin asked.
"Kellin I need your help." I said and looked round and sat next to him.
"Shoot." He said sitting back.
"I know I know this place backwards and everything including how to get out of here. But I need to have someone cover me." I said and looked round.
"What about Jack?" He asked.
"He'll be the first one they'll question when they find me gone, I can't have that I need to ask someone who I don't talk to much." I said quickly.
"What do I get out of this?" He asked.
"I'll get you cigarettes." I said quietly.
"Gonna need more than that." He said and looked at me.
"Fuck sake, I'll give you cigarettes and a blow job. That's what I'm offering." I said and looked round.
"Deal. What do you need me to do?" He asked.
I filled him in on what I need him to do.
"I'll talk to Jack, I'll get him to distract the nurses for when we go and you come back." I said and got up.
"Come with me." I said and Kellin followed me to mine and Jacks room.

"Jack I need you to do a favor and a fucking big one." I said as I walked in the door and shut it behind me when Kellin walked in.
"What will that be?" He asked and sat up.
"Right something has happened and I need to get out of here for a few hours but I can't do that unless I have some help getting out of here." I said quietly and looked at him.
"I need you to go on one of your moments enough for me and Kellin to get out of here and then for Kellin to get back in again." I said.
"I'll do it but tell me what's happened." He said.
"I can't because they be asking you questions and you can't tell them the answer. Okay, when I get back I will tell you. I promise." I said and put my hand on top of his.
He nodded.
"Kellin you tell Jack your part of the plan I need to go to find someone who will have a hoodie." I said and got up.
"Don't fuck him. He's mine to fuck and not yours." I growled at Kellin.
"Wasn't gonna fuck him anyway." He said.
"Good." I said and walked out the door.

I went up to Patrick to see if he had a hoodie.
" Pat do you have a hoodie I can have?" I asked and looked around the place.
"No I don't wear hoodies but that guy over there does." He said and pointed and Rian.
"Cheers Pat." I said and patted his shoulder and went over to Rian.
"Rian, can I steal a hoodie from you?" I asked.
"What do I get out of it?" He asked.
"2 blow jobs." I said.
Christ its like going back to my job again.
"Full on sex and I'll give you one." He said and looked at me.
"Come on man, its just one fucking hoodie its not worth full on sex." I said.
"Fine 4 blow jobs and the hoodie is yours." He said and looked at me.
"3 and we have a deal." I said.
Rian thought about it.
"Come on Rian. 3 blow jobs and they'll be the best ones you have ever had. I promise." I whispered in his ear and bit it then moved down his neck and made sure I left a mark on him.
"Fine. And they better be as well." He said and walked off with me following him to his room.

I gave Rian his payment in return of a hoodie.
"Told you they'll be the best ones you'll ever have." I said and winked and walked out of his room and back into mine.
"Took your time." Kellin said as I pulled the hoodie on.
"Had payments to do." I said and looked at him.
"When will mine be paid?" He asked.
"When I get back with the cigarettes." I said and looked at Jack.
He looked at me confused.
"Do you need anything while I'm out of here?" I asked.
"Pills and blades." He said and looked at me.
"Why?" I asked.
"Why do you think?" He asked back.
"If its to kill yourself then the answer is no." I said.
He glared at me.
"What will my payment be then?" He asked seriously.
"Depends on what you want it to be. Sexual or non-sexual?" I asked.
"Kellin what would you suggest?" Jack asked and looked at Kellin.
"Sex. Sorry Alex but I would go for that." Kellin said.
Looks like my night is going to be busy.
He walked up to me.
"I know you want to fuck me so thats what my payment will be." He whispered in my ear and pulled away.
I looked at him and smirked.
"As you wish." I said and walked over to him.
"The ones who are owed payments will have a hickey on their neck." I said and gave Jack a hickey.
I went over to Kellin and did the same to him.
"If anyone asks you make a story up. Jack you may blame me as everyone pretty much knows I want in your pants." I said.
He nodded.
"Do your worse but make sure you don't end up in the cell." I said to Jack and he nodded.
"You know the signal Jack?" Kellin asked.
He nodded and walked out.
" Someone is after me!" He said loudly and ran over to the door and started to bang it loudly.
"Get me out of here before he gets me!" He said and ran back over to the other side of the corridor.
I looked and Jack was doing something.
Whatever it was it was a good distraction.
"Come on." I said quietly and went into the common room with Kellin following.

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