We don't belong here

Alex's POV

I sat blot upright and panted and looked around the room.
"Fuck." I muttered and climbed out of bed and walked out the room.
I went to the common room and looked for the guitar.
"Where are you?" I muttered to myself and looked around the room.
"Where are you?" I said louder and walked out and went to the common room and looked in there.
"Why can't I find you?" I asked and took the cushions of the sofa and looked but couldn't find it.
A nurse came out.
"Alex why aren't you in bed asleep?" She asked quietly.
"Where is it?" I asked and turned and looked at her.
"Where is what?" She asked.
"The guitar? Why can't I find it!" I said loudly.
"Alex calm down, you can't have it right now, now go back to bed and go to sleep." She said.
"Can't sleep, he's in my dreams, he's everywhere and he won't go away!" I said quickly and looked round the place and all I could see was this face.
"Go away! Leave me alone!" I shouted and more nurses came out.
"You do that." A nurse said quietly as I started to walk round the place hoping to get away from the face but it wasn't working.

I didn't have a clue what happened last night as all I know is that I woke up in the padded cell.
I got up and looked down and saw I was in a straight jacket as well.
"You got to be fucking kidding me." I said and walked over to the door.
"Hey assholes let me out of here!" I shouted and started to kick the door hard with the heel of my foot.
"Stop that Alex otherwise you'll hurt yourself." A nurse said.
"I don't give a fucking shit if I hurt myself just let me out of this fucking cell!" I shouted and started to kick the door again.
"If you gonna be like that then your not getting out of there." She said and walked off.
"Where the fuck are you going!? I have fucking rights you know! I shouldn't have to piss in a fucking pot, oh wait I can't because I'm currently hugging myself so I have to fucking piss myself!" I pretty much screamed.
No one answered.
"Am I just having to talk to myself!? Or maybe if I say I'm gonna kill myself you'll come running because I will I'll bash my head against the fucking wall until my brains fall out!" I shouted being deadly serious about it.
"If you find me dead don't blame me because its all your fault every single one of yours!" I shouted and started to hit my head against the door.
Then the door opened.
A nurse stood there looking pissed off.
"Am I getting out off this jacket?" I asked.
She undid the strapes roughly and pushed me hard where I fell over.
"What the fuck do you think your doing?" I said loudly and looked at her.

She raised her hand and slapped me hard round the face.
"Stop it." I said quietly but she kept on going.
"Stop!" I said loudly.
She moved on and started to kick me hard in the stomach.
"Stop it! Your hurting me! Stop." I shouted.
"You dont feel pain. You're a pathetic little nobody!" She snarled.
"Stop Stop stop stop STOP!" I screamed and someone came out and pushed the woman away.
"Don't touch him." They growled and I just made myself as small as I can.
They came over to me and pulled me close to them.
The other nurses came over and went to check on me but whoever had hold of me wasn't going to let me go for no one.
"Jack let us look at Alex to make sure he's okay." A nurse said quietly.
"No, you might hurt him." He said quietly.
"I won't hurt him, you can even watch me if it makes you feel better." She said.
He thought about it and got up and helped me up but i stayed close to him and i grabbed his hand and buried my face in the back of his shoulder.

The nurse checked me over and said that my ribs where brusied and I was going to have bruises over my body for a couple of days when the brusing came out.
We went our room and I sat on the bed with Jack who looked at me.
"She was going to kill me." I said quietly and started to cry.
Jack pulled me close to him and I just cried until I fell asleep.

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