Of course, I said yes to being his fiancee. I wanted to be Mr. Gaskarth-Barakat more than anything on this damn planet. We were together for so long, and although we were still young, I knew we could make this work. Jack and I danced on the dance floor together to the slow song he had arranged just for after the proposal. I rested my head on his chest to listen to the sweet sound of his heart beating. It was beating pretty fast -- probably from the nerves. I took in his cologne dosed scent, and it was enough to make me purr like a kitten. I watched as Rian, Zack, Cass, and few other of the lacrosse team bombarded Miracle with love and affection. Rian and Zack because they were uncles, Cass because she was an aunt, and the guys because, well, she was now apart of our lacrosse family.

We all danced and had a great time until about midnight when I practically begged Jack to end it, so Miracle could get some shut-eye while we celebrated our engagement. Everyone left with hugs and goodbyes to Jack, myself, and Miracle. Cass wanted to take her home, but sadly, I had to decline. Once everyone left the house, I shut and locked the door. I stood there with my back turned to Jack. I couldn't help but begin to sob and cry in my fists. Jack looked at me confusingly. "Alex? What's wrong, baby?" I couldn't turn to him -- not like this.

"Why, Jack?" I heaved out. "Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why me?" I turned to him now with my puffy, red eyes. "Why did you choose me out of all those guys? Why would you choose me? Are you only doing this because of our baby? So, I don't feel alone?" My mind was so foggy that I couldn't even control what I was saying; I know if my mind was clear, I wouldn't have been saying any of this. "Are you only doing this because you have a baby now, Jack?" Jack was so confused that, if he kept that expression on his face for too long, it would remain there.

"Alex, why are you talking like this?" He walked over to me and cupped my shoulders. "I am doing what I did tonight because I love you. I love you more than the oxygen I breathe, Alex. You're my world; my one and only. I am not doing this because I have a baby attached to my hip. I am doing this because I want us to be a family. I want you and I to be husbands. I have always wanted you to be my husband, Alex. Always. I-I... I have only seen you in my wedding since I got a crush on you." He was beginning to cry as well, and me -- well, I was hysterically crying at this point. I couldn't believe that's how he truly felt; he was what kept me alive and what made me the happiest person on the planet. I wrapped my arms around him and placed a kiss on his nose.

"Thank you for everything you've done for me, baby." I whispered softly. Jack grinned through a sob, rubbing my back soothingly.

"Why don't we go upstairs and celebrate?" he offered. I knew where this was headed, and of course, I would want it. I nodded without a word. I turned my attention to my daughter who was resting in her bouncy chair with a binkie in her mouth. I sighed.

"I'll meet you in there. I need to put Miracle down for bedtime." Jack agreed, heading upstairs. I walked over to Miracle's carrier, putting her across my shoulder. "Daddy was full of surprises tonight, wasn't he, Miri?" I asked her rhetorically. I ran upstairs and headed to her nursery. Jack had worked on it for a while after she was born, and it looked magical. It was every mother's dream -- in my case father's -- to have such a beautiful nursery for their child. It was pink and had Disney princesses all over it. It was precious. I set her down into the crib where she wiggled a bit with squeaks. I laughed. "Yeah? Is that so?" I acted as if I knew what she was saying. I finally stopped, kissed her head, and whispered, "Goodnight, my little angel."

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Jack and I barely did anything in the sex-department since Miracle's arrival. Not that we couldn't, it's just that it felt awkward doing it with a baby in the house. But, tonight, I wanted to do this for Jack. The touches and feeling of everything had become foreign, so when Jack went down on my member with mouth, I couldn't help but melt into a moaning pile of mush. I held his head down onto me as he swallowed me in his mouth. I was trying to moan as softly as I could, but I couldn't help but slip out a few loud ones here and there. Jack's hand was on my balls as he bobbed his head up and down, moaning against my dick. "B-Baby, yes..." I moaned out. My back was pressed against the bed strongly. Jack looked up at me with the brownest, most lustful eyes the world had ever seen. He pulled my dick from his mouth for a moment to whisper,

"You like that, baby?" I nodded quickly, wanting his mouth back on me. But, he didn't go back on me. Instead, he went over to the drawer and grabbed a condom and some lube. I grinned, jokingly saying, "Yeah. Don't want anymore babies running around now, do we?" Jack couldn't help but chuckle.

"Shut the hell up, you goof." Jack squirted a dime sized glob of lube on his hands, rubbing his hands together, and began to rub it all over his dick and condom. He stood right in front of me, the tip of his dick barely touching my entrance."Do you need any prep?" he asked. I shook my head.

"Just... make love to me, Jack. Sweet, fucking love." That's all I needed to say before Jack pushed himself inside of me. We both groaned in unison, and once I was comfortable with his size, the moment began. His thrusts were long and soft, and he wasn't touching my prostate yet. As he got inches away, and I prepared myself for the feeling, he'd pull back out to give me another heartfelt thrust.

We were going on for ten minutes when I looked up at him with droopy eyes. "Finish me off rough, baby. Fuck me rough." Jack didn't ask any questions. He proceeded to harden and quicken his thrusts, and when he did, the tip of his dick rammed right into my sweet spot. Now, I was in complete bliss. "Ah! Baby! Right fucking there!" I yelped. Miracle was off my mind at this point; I wanted to cum and cum hard. Jack was grunting and growling like a Grizzly bear. I clutched his hips as he pounded into me. He was abusing that bundle of his nerves like it was his bitch. Each time he hit it, my entrance would tighten, and my orgasm would inch closer.

"I'm... gonna cum, Alex," Jack warned me. I nodded, gritting my teeth together.

"Yes, Jack! Cum! Moan out my damn name when you -- oh shit!" There it was; I was officially landing on Cloud-9. My stomach and chest were covered in white streamers of my seed, and the condom inside of me was filled with Jack's cum. We both called out each other's names as we let one another unravel.

When we completed our love making, we ended cuddling with each other in bed. I was resting on his chest, rubbing circles on his nipples, which Jack petted my hair. "Alex?" I heard Jack whisper. I hummed. "I am so proud of you for what you've been doing with Miracle. You're the best father in the world, baby."

"Thank you so much, Jack. But, I think that award goes to you. You've been working so hard at the shop and at home with me. It means so much what you're doing. Even so, you are going to college! That's even better! You really are the best father in the world."

Notes

this is the sweetest thing ever

btw, be prepared for another chapter grind tonite XD

xoxo krys