Kyle’s POV

I heard a loud explosion which made me stop and look behind me where I saw orange and black smoke.
I looked at the fucking drunken mess walking beside me and I looked up and saw Sir.
“Fucking have him.” I said and shoved Dave towards Sir and turned back round and ran towards the club and hoped that both Jack and Alex was okay.

I got to where the club once was and it was just fucking carnage.
“Please don’t either of you be dead.” I said quietly to myself as I went looking for Jack and Alex.
I looked around and saw someone looking around through the rubble looking like they was looking for someone.
I walked over and put my hand on their shoulder and the person jumped and spun round and that’s when I saw it was Alex.
“I can’t find him, he was right behind me!” Alex said quickly and tears rolled down his cheeks as he went back frantically looking for Jack.
“Alex, Alex you need to calm down.” I said and touched his shoulder again which earnt me a very hard punch round the face.
“I can’t fucking calm down! I need to find him!” Alex said loudly as he moved away from me.
“Jack where are you!” Alex said loudly and desperately as he threw stuff all over the place looking for Jack and I started to do the same hoping Jack wasn’t dead.
I moved some stuff and I found someone.
“Alex get over here now!” I said and Alex pretty much sprinted over and helped me move some stuff off the person.
“Jack, babe can you hear me.” Alex said desperately as he pulled the body away from the rubble and that’s when I saw it was Jack.
“Come on Babe, please be alive.” Alex said as he checked Jack’s neck for a pulse and Alex looked at me.
“He’s alive but his pulse is really weak.” Alex said as he moved Jack.
“Alex we need to take him to hospital.” I said carefully as this was a side of Alex I had no clue on how to handle.
“We need to take him home and get your mum to look at him.” Alex said as he picked Jack up and I noticed a huge cut on Alex’s forehead.
“Alex you’re hurt.” I said and Alex gave this look and I knew to back off straight away and I followed Alex back home hoping that Jack doesn’t die on us and that Alex doesn’t collapse.

We got home and I opened the door to find mum and dad was both still up and they had the news on which had nothing but what happened at the club.
“Boys is that you?” Mum said and I heard her run from the sitting room.
“Oh my god what happened!” Mum said as she walked over to Alex and Jack and pretty much pushed Alex to the sitting room where Alex put Jack on the sofa and mum looked over Jack.
“Some bastard blew the fucking club up.” I said and mum looked at me.
“You hurt?” Mum asked me and I shook my head and I looked at Alex who was looking worriedly at Jack.
“Alex and Jack was at the club when it happened, I was busy taking this person to Sir when it happened but I went back and looked for these two.” I said and mum just nodded as she looked over Jack.
“He needs to go to hospital. Alex let me look at you.” Mum said and Alex just shook his head.
“I’m fine, need to make sure that Jack is going to be okay.” Alex said.
“Alex, you have a fucking huge cut on your forehead and you have a limp. Let mum look at you.” I said and Alex looked at me and walked out the room limping as he did so and I sighed loudly.
“Get him back inside now and I need to take him and Jack to the hospital right now.” Mum said and I nodded and I went outside where there was no sign of Alex.
“Shit Alex don’t be doing nothing stupid.” I said quietly to myself.
“What like planning to kill Sir because that bastard knew what was happening otherwise he would of been in the fucking club as well.” Alex said coldly which made me jump and I looked round and saw Alex sat in the rocking chair mum had outside sorting his gun out.
“Exactly that, but you are not to go after him Alex, he wasn’t behind this he looked just as shocked as I did when the place went up.” I said and Alex looked at me.
“If Jack dies then that bastard is going to get it.” Alex said as he stood up.
“If that happens you won’t be the only one, now will you please go to the hospital to have your head and leg looked at.” I said and Alex nodded and walked inside and I sighed loudly and followed him inside.

Everyone was at the hospital part from me since I headed towards the tunnels where I knew Sir would be.
I walked inside and Frank was there and he looked at me.
“Is he here?” I growled and Frank nodded.
“Where the fuck is he Frank?” I asked seriously.
“In his office, but he has company so I wouldn’t.” Frank said and I glared at him.
“I don’t give a flying fuck if he has company.” I said loudly and Frank kept his mouth shut and I headed to Sir office and just stormed in where Sir was getting a blow job from some guy.
“You, Get the fuck out.” I growled at the guy who looked at me like a deer in the headlights.
I pulled my gun out and pointed it at him.
“Don’t make me ask you again.” I growled and the guy got off his knees and quickly ran out the room where I just slammed the door behind him and looked back at Sir who was tucking himself back into his pants.
“Now That was a entrance and a half. There better be a good reason why you barged your way into my office.” Sir said calmly.
“You fucking knew, you fucking knew that someone was planning to blow that fucking place up and you sent me, my little brother and Alex into fucking danger!” I said loudly.
“I didn’t know Kyle.” Sir said carefully since I still had my gun pointed at him and I was really pissed off and Sir knew it as well.
“Fucking bullshit! You know fucking everything what happens in this town!” I shouted.
“Kyle calm down and put the gun down.” Sir said calmly as he stood up.
“I won’t fucking calm down! My little brother could be dying right now and Alex is losing his fucking mind right now! And it’s all your fucking fault!” I shouted and Sir looked at me.
“I thought they would of gotten out before it happened.” Sir said.
“I don’t need this bullshit right now.” I spat through gritted teeth.
“You need to calm down. Here have my drink and put the gun down.” Sir said calmly.
“If Jack dies then it won’t be just me after you, Alex will be after you and he will be after fucking blood.” I said seriously and threw my gun onto the table and stormed out the room.
“Kyle, is everything okay?” Frank asked gingerly and I spun round and looked at him hard which made Frank look down.
“Get the fuck out of here.” I growled and Frank nodded as he quickly left the room where I just paced up and down and got hold of the glass which was on the table and threw it as hard as I could and watched it smash against the wall and I turned round and just started to trash the room as I screamed loudly.

“Kyle, Kyle stop it. Just take a deep breath and calm down.” Someone said as I felt them wrap their arms round mine and held me close to them and holding my hand tightly against my chest.
“Get the fuck off me!” I shouted as I struggled against the person.
“I can’t do that until you’ve calm down a little bit.” The person said.
“It’s your fucking fault! If he dies I’m going to fucking kill you!” I shouted.
“Nothing is going to happen, Alex and Jack are going to be just fine.” The person said softly.
“How the fuck do you know.” I spat.
“Because both Jack and Alex are fighters and they will get over this.” The person said and I suddenly felt everything leave and I just started to cry as I snuck to my knees the The person who had hold of me followed me but they didn’t let me go.
“Frank I need you to go. Don’t worry about this I have this under control.” The person said and I didn’t hear anything else as I just cried.
“Shush, it’s going to be okay. Everything is going to be okay.” The person said and they started to mess with my hair until I had no more tears left.
Once the person knew I had calmed down they removed their arms from holding mine against my chest but they stayed close to me.
“Kyle look at me.” The person said and I looked up and saw it was Sir who was restraining me.
“Their going to be okay.” Sir said softly as he brushed a thumb over my cheek and rest his hand on my face and I leaned into his touch.
“I don’t know if they will be.” I whispered.
“Including you, those two are my best. I know for a fact that neither of them will go down without a fight.” Sir said softly and I looked down.
“Come on, you need to get yourself cleaned up and get some rest.” Sir said as he moved and stood up but I stayed on the floor.
“Kyle.” Sir said but I barley heard him.
“Come on buddy, let’s get you into the shower and cleaned up.” Sir said and I felt myself being picked up and being moved somewhere.

“I’ve seen him like this once, but I’m actually worried for him this time round.” I heard someone say.
“I can’t take him with me, I need to stay with Jack and I don’t think his parents can cope with him being like this.” I heard Alex say.
“He can stay here, I’ll look after him.” Sir said and I heard someone walk over and sit on the bed and a hand on my shoulder.
“I promise I’ll stay with Jack and make sure nothing happens to him but I need you to be strong and look after yourself.” I heard Alex say and I rolled over and looked at him and he still hasn’t had his head looked at yet.
“Is he okay?” I whispered and Alex smiled sadly at me.
“He’s in surgery at the moment which is why I’m here. At the moment their saying it’s touch and go if he’ll be okay.” Alex said quietly and sadly as he looked down and I saw a couple of tears fall.
“I can’t lose my best friend.” Alex sniffed as he hid his face in his hands.
I sat up and pulled Alex into my side and held him close to me and I looked up at Sir who like normal showed very little emotion.
“I’m sorry.” Alex sniffed as me moved away from me as he looked down at his hands.
“No need to apologize.” Sir said and Alex looked at him confused.
“I understand.” Sir said and Alex smiled slight and his phone buzzed in his hands and he looked at it.
“I need to go to the hospital. I’ll keep you both updated.” Alex said as he stood up and walked off and I watched him walk off.
Sir walked over and sat next to me and I rested my head on his shoulder.
“There’s me thinking you hated Alex.” Sir said and I smiled slightly as I moved away and lead back down on the bed.
“He brings the best out of Jack. He also is the only person who makes Jack truly happy.” I said quietly suddenly feeling really tired.
“Would you like me too leave?” Sir asked and I sniffed as tears quietly rolled down my cheek and Sir knew the answer.
I felt him move and standing up and walked off somewhere only to return a few seconds later and him lying on the bed where I felt something being put over me.
I also felt Sir move closer to me and a arm wrapping round my chest and he just held me until I cried myself to sleep and him whispering nothing special in my ear.

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It’s hasn’t even been 24 hours since the bomb and everyone was on edge.
“So What we going to do about this? I mean they almost killed Jack and injured Alex and killed dozen of our people. Surely we have to do something about this.” Zack said as we gathered in the meeting room which was back to how it should be looking after I trashed it.
“We’ll do something but right now we need to hang back because they are expecting us to retaliate to what they have done.” Sir said.
“If their expecting it then it has to be the right time.” Zack said and a couple of people agreed with him.
“Retaliating now would be a fucking stupid move to make.” Alex said seriously as he walked in the room which made everyone look at him.
“Yes they nearly killed Jack, but they didn’t. We need to sit back and let this die down before we react to this. We need them to think that it didn’t bother us and we can also use the time to plan a better plan then theirs.” Alex said and I looked and saw that he still hasn’t had his head looked at yet.
“You actually give a shit what they did to Jack? You both nearly died.” Zack said pushing Alex which was something none of us wanted to do as Alex was pretty much like a bomb at the moment and he will just blow up over the simplest of things.
“I give many shits about what they did to Jack.” Alex said calmly but it was forced.
“Zack that is enough. We all need to be aware that at the moment Kyle and Alex are very touchy and the simple things can make them lose their cool.” Sir said.
“Why should we walk on eggshells because they can’t keep their emotions under control. Isn’t my bloody fault that Alex and Jack almost got themselves blown up.” Zack said and I went to move but Alex beat me too it and was beating Zack.
“Jack happens to be my best friend, a friend who I have known since I was 3 years old as well as him being my boyfriend. To me, he is my fucking family and because of those bastards I nearly lost the most important thing to me. So can you understand why I’m so fucking touchy.” Alex said seriously as he grabbed hold of Zacks top and pinned him to the ground.

“Alex, let him go and go and cool off. But I will be having your gun.” Sir said and I looked at him.
“Why the fuck do you want my gun? If I was to shoot someone I would of done it by now.” Alex said as he let Zack go and stood up pulling his gun from his hoodie and cocked it and shot his gun.
“Alex!” Sir shouted and Alex looked at Sir and walked over as he sorted his gun out and gave it to Sir.
“Don’t worry, he isn’t dead.” Alex said coldly and he walked off.
Zack sat up and looked around.
“He’s fucking dangerous Sir.” Zack said as he stood up.
“He isn’t dangerous, he is under a lot of stress and worry. Which is why I told you not to fucking push his buttons and you disobeyed me!” Sir said starting of quietly but shouted at the end which made Zack look down.
“All of you get out, I don’t want to hear that any of you are doing something fucking stupid.” Sir said seriously and everyone nodded and walked out leaving me and Sir alone.
“Kyle go and check on Alex. Think your about the only one he will want to see right now.” Sir said and I looked at him.
“To be honest he just wants Jack. They’ve always been two peas in a pod right from when they was little. Jack is pretty much Alex’s left side and he can keep Alex under control better than what I could.” I said and Sir smiled softly at me.
“You need him to get his head checked out.” Sir said.
“Well that’s easier said than done. Never used to believe Jack when he said Alex was stubborn but I believe him now.” I said and Sir chuckled.

“You like the boy really.” Sir said and I looked at him.
“Not in that way, I have my eyes on somebody else. But I love him as if he was another brother to me.” I said and Sir lifted a eyebrow at me.
“Please do share.” Sir said and I frowned at him.
“This person that your interested in.” Sir said and I rolled my eyes at him.
“I know for a fact that the person I’m interested wouldn’t want to be with me and their way to busy to even want to be with me. So I will just keep on watching from a distance.” I said and I went to walk off but sir caught hold of my hand and I looked at him confused.
“You know how I feel towards you.” Sir said quietly.
“And it’s the same to you, but we can’t because of this and everyone will start thinking that you’ll start favoring me.” I said as I looked down and noticed how small the gap between us was.
“But I do favor you.” Sir said and I looked at him.
“What would of you done if that was me in the explosion?” I asked and Sir sighed.
“I would be acting how Alex is, part from I wouldn’t be able to express how I feel.” Sir said and I nodded.
“My place later?” Sir asked and I looked at him and smiled as I nodded.
“10pm on the dot.” I said quietly as I walked off and I could feel Sirs eyes on me.

I walked to where Alex was and he was lead on the bed looking lost in thought.
“Get up, I am taking you too the hospital to get your bloody head looked at.” I said and Alex looked at me.
“I’m fine.” Alex said quietly.
“Jesus fucking Christ Alex! Stop being fucking stubborn and get the fuck up and get your fucking ass to that hospital and get your bloody head looked at!” I said loudly and Alex stood up and looked at me hard.
“I’m going to the hospital, but I’m going to sit with Jack. I am fine. Also you are not Jack, you don’t get to boss me around. That is my boyfriends job and since he’s in fucking hospital, I will be fucking stubborn, so you can either come with me and see your brother or you can carry on being the miserable bastard that you are.” Alex said seriously and I sighed loudly.
“I can’t cope with going to the hospital.” I said quietly and Alex’s face soften a little bit, but it wasn’t much.
“Jack might still not make it, it is touch and go Kyle, he could be dead when I go to the hospital and you don’t want to visit him! You can visit him and nobody is stopping you!” Alex said loudly.
“Please, you never even visited your sister when she was in hospital.” I said sarcastically as I rolled my eyes.
“I didn’t have a choice! I was fucking banned from seeing her! If I was to set foot in the hospital then I would of just been kicked out straight away. I would of seen her if I was allowed to see her! But you have a choice and you are being a pussy about it!” Alex shouted really losing his cool.
“I’m not being a pussy about it. I have lost my sister and my daughter and right now I can not cope with being in that fucking hospital knowing that Jack could die. I can’t fucking do Alex!” I said loudly and Alex looked at me confused.
“You have a kid?” Alex asked confused.
“Did, I did have a kid.” I snapped.
“Kyle I’m so sorry.” Alex said softly.
“Doesn’t fucking matter, we are going to the hospital to get your head looked at after that I need to be somewhere.” I said and walked off and stopped and looked at Alex who was slowly walked towards me and we went to the hospital.

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I was round Sir’s house since we was fuck buddies.
“What’s the matter? You’re very quiet on me tonight.” Sir said softly as he sat next to me on the sofa and handed me a beer which I took.
“It’s nothing.” I said quietly as I had some of my beer.
“I’ve known you for a while now so I know something is wrong. You can talk to me Kyle, you know I wouldn’t tell a soul on what we talk about.” Sir said and I looked at him and sighed loudly.
“My sister is dead and it’s the same for my kid. Jack is on his death bed and I can’t even bring myself to go to the hospital to see him.” I said and had some of my beer.
“If you don’t want to go then you can’t make yourself to go.” Sir said and I shook my head slightly.
“Try telling Alex that.” I said.
“Alex is just worried about Jack, he doesn’t mean the words he says at the moment.” Sir said and I looked at him.
“Trust me, Alex means the words he says. I dunno got so much going on at the moment.” I said as I moved so I was sat facing Sir but I was looking down.
“Jack is going to be okay Kyle.” Sir said as he put his hand on my knee which made me look at him and Sir moved and kissed me softly which I returned.
“Until he leaves the hospital fit and well, I can’t believe those words.” I whispered and Sir kissed me again.
“We’ll Get our pay back, but we need wait.” Sir said softly and I nodded.
“Now I don’t know about you but I’m hungry and have pizza cravings and watch some god awful films and maybe at the end of all of that some sex.” Sir said and kissed me again which made me smile and deepen the kiss.
“I like that plan.” I said quietly and kissed him.
“Everything can wait, you need to get into the bedroom right now.” Sir said seriously and I smirked to myself as he moved and I got up and walked towards his bedroom as I took my clothes of along the way until I was left in my pants.

“So I’m guessing nothing depressing to watch.” Sir said as he rolled onto his side and looked at me as we both caught our breaths.
“No, nothing depressing.” I said as I looked at Sir who smiled at me.
“Okay, let’s see what Netflix has to offer us then.” Sir said as he rolled over and grabbed his xbox control and got Netflix up.
“So there isn’t much too offer. Can have your normal cheesy romantic films.” Sir said and I chuckled as I looked at him.
“So the cold hearted killer has a heart.” I said and Sir chuckled and moved so he could kiss me which made me smile.
“Only round you.” Sir said quietly.
“You fucking softie.” I said as I moved and cuddled into his side which made him chuckle slightly.
“I want to take this to another level.” Sir said and I looked at him confused.
“But we can’t, it’ll be too dangerous.” I said quietly.
“I normally say keep relationships outside of the group. Jack and Alex can do it, yeah they slip every so often but they can do it. So why can’t we.” Sir said.
“Jack and Alex are completely different to us. For starters they aren’t the leader of the group. Jack and Alex relationship is different to what we have.” I said and Sir sighed loudly which made me look down.
“They make their relationship work because Jack is different to what Alex is. Alex is smart and stubborn and isn’t afraid to speak his mind, while Jack is the complete opposite. They balance each other out but Jack has to work hard to keep Alex in line.” I said.
“We can make a relationship work. We pretty much act like we’re in a relationship so why not go for it. Unless you are still sleeping around.” Sir said and I looked at him.
“I’m not sleeping around, unlike you, who had some dude mouth round your cock last night.” I spat and regretted it straight away but Sir choose to ignore it which shocked me a little bit.
“Maybe its just better if I go home and think about this.” I muttered as I moved and I felt Sir catch hold of my hand which made me look at him.
“It’s late and I can’t have you walk home at this time of night. I also can’t have you walking home knowing that I’ve pissed you off. We also have this movie to watch until we fall asleep.” Sir said and I looked down and nodded and moved back under the covers.
“If we was in a relationship we wouldn’t be able to show it like what Jack and Alex do, but it is rare that Alex and Jack show affection when in the tunnel and around the guys. It would literally have to stay between us, Alex and Jack will probably work us out.” I said and Sir chuckled.
“And I also want to know your name, I can’t go around calling you Sir all the time.” I said and a smirk found its way to Sir face.
“I happen to like being called Sir.” Sir said and I looked at him.
“Okay Mr all important, but when it’s just us, we are equals. You know my name so why can’t I know yours.” I said.
“I’ll tell you soon, but only if you agree with being in a relationship with me.” Sir said as he moved and knelt between my legs and pulled me down the bed so I was lead down which made me giggle.
“But can I still know your name, since we are fuck buddies.” I said and Sir shook his head.
“Nope, only if we are together.” Sir said as he kissed along my collarbones leaving the odd mark here and there.
“Hey, we had a deal. No marking each other.” I said as I gently pushed his head back and Sir just smirked at me again.
“I can because everyone knows you like to sleep around.” Sir said.
“I only sleep around with you thank you very much. Unless there’s some fit bird and then I might fuck her.” I said and Sir frowned not looking happy.
“But hey, I like your cock more than a pair of tits so consider yourself blessed.” I said and Sir just rolled his eyes and he bent down and started to kiss down my body.
“I’ve thought about.” I said as Sir looked at me confused.
“That was quick.” Sir said and I smiled at him.

“Course it was, look I’ve actually liked you for a long time now and if I turned down the offer of being in a relationship with you then I would just be stupid.” I said and Sir smiled and he kissed me hard which I returned and put my hand on the back of his head as we made out.

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