Double Take.
Chapter Thirty - Five
Jack
To say I was happy about Alex's words would be an understatement. I'd been waiting to hear that since we first started dating five years ago. I guess I was still the equivalent of a horny teenager, despite being in my mid-twenties, I seemed to have a never ending sex drive. My hand was currently rubbing circles into his thigh. Maybe it was wrong but I seemed to more excited to fuck him than to have our children.
The apartment complex didn't appear in what seemed like forever. I just couldn't come quick enough. I practically threw myself out of the vehicle and threw open the back door. I pulled Noah, our son, our as I noticed he was letting smell snores escape his mouth. He was cute and I could already see myself in him. I was never going to let myself forget this, a part of me was surprised that Alex was willing to forgive me for it. I still worried that they would ask about Steph, that they would want her to be a part of their life.
I looked over at Alex who had no problem handling both Joella and the bag of stuff. He looked so hot in the moonlight. I wanted to hurry up and put the kids to bed so I could have my way with him. It was one of the only things I had ever wanted. Well, right behind him loving me which was the only thing I truly craved, I ever truly wanted.
We walked into the apartment and straight into the spare room which was now a nursery and took it all in. We had settled on a nice mint green for the walls and there was two cribs that lined opposite walls. It was a cute little room for the two of them. All the way from the childish rug that covered the wood floor to the bright colored ceiling fan. We put the children in the right crib, me grabbing his wrist and turning him to face me. I couldn't help but press my lips onto his.
"Not here Jay," he said, breaking out the old nickname again.
I grabbed his arm again and pulled him towards our bedroom. He was mine and I was dying to prove it to him. His face was bright red as he thought about what was about to happen. I would not change a single thing from the way it currently was. Him forcing me to wait was going to pay off right now. I wanted him and my desire was going to win over. I hungrily connected our lips again, him allowing my every move.
He pulled me into the bedroom, closing the door behind us. Our lips molded together in a way that could not be explained with simple words. Us together felt perfect, it felt as though the two of us were made to be together, that we were the other's missing piece. I almost needed him to feel complete.
My hands wrapped around, cupping his ass. He got the message and swung his legs around my hips, deepening the kiss. I loved this feeling, I loved having him in my hands as if he were putty. Our tongues were wrestling for dominance, I was wondering when he would give up and let me take dominance. He slowly, but surely, began to pull off our shirts, his first and then mine. I threw him on the bed to make the job easier.
"Please, Jay, I need you," he breathed out.
I stripped myself down and helped Alex out of his tight pants. I bit my lip as I saw him squirming around on the bed in only his boxers. I could see exactly how aroused he was by the tent in his boxers. I couldn't help but bit my lip before my lips found his once again. I began to help him out of his boxers without breaking the kiss. I reached in the drawer and pulled out the small bottle.
"This is gonna hurt babe," I said, biting his ear.
"I don't care, I want you," he moaned.
I put more than enough lube on my three fingers. I pushed the first one in, feeling him tense up. I couldn't help but cringe at the thought of hurting him, that was never an intention.
"Tell me if I need to stop please," I whispered.
"Add another finger Jay," he whispered.
I did as he said and began to move my fingers, desperate to find the spot that would drive him crazy. I heard a moan rip from his throat telling me I found it. I entered the third finger and I could tell he was in pain. I found the spot again, desperately trying to get him to forget about the pain he was in. He was once again a moaning mess, like putty in my hands.
"Jay, I need you," he moaned.
"Tell me if I need to stop babe," I said softly.
I removed my fingers, him whining at the sudden loss. I lubed myself, moaning at the sudden attention to myself. I had probably put way too much lube on, I just couldn't bare with the idea of hurting him. I began to push myself into him, he let out a combination of a moan and a whine. I wasn't sure which he wanted more.
"Move," he commanded once I was in.
I did as he said, quickly finding the spot he wanted me to find. Once again he was a moaning mess. He was squirming on the sheets, desperate to have more. He was pushing himself against me, meeting me on every thrust. I'd be lying if I said it wasn't hot. I leaned down, biting his ear carefully. He moaned even louder.
I wasn't sure how much long was going to last so I could only imagine that Alex was feeling very similarly. He was moaning so loud you'd think he'd been paid to do this. I managed to connect our lips once again despite our moaning.
"I'm, I'm gonna," and that's when I came.
Alex was soon to follow, a moan ripping from his diaphragm. Once we were done I looked over at him and looked at the sweat that plastered his fringe to his forehead. I stared into his soft hazel eyes before gently kissing his cheek. I loved him, more than word ever describe.
"I love you," I whispered.
"I love you too," he whispered back.
At that moment we heard crying from the baby monitor in the room and Alex smiled weakly. I knew exactly what he was about to say.
"It's your turn," he smiled weakly.
Notes
There it is, the end as well as half decent smut. I hope the wait was worth it, I had to move into college and all that jazz. It's nice but my day has been busy and all of that.
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- Jess
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