Jack

Furious wasn't accurate enough for what I was feeling right now. I sent Alex away, knowing he hated seeing me angry. Well, angry and apparently it turned him on a little but I wasn't focused on that right now. I was pissed at the little blonde girl that was currently standing in front of me. She was standing straight and tall, proud of what she had done. I clenched my fist tightly, I wasn't going to be blinded by my rage.

"I don't get why you're so angry," she muttered.

"He told you no. He told you he was uncomfortable. He told you to back up. You ignored him. If he did what you did to him it would be wrong. Why is it okay that you did it to a guy," I said.

"He wanted it."

"Did he tell you he did? If he didn't then he didn't. He isn't into chicks so I highly doubt he did."

"It's not that big of a deal, just let it go."

"TJ, you're a fucking bitch."

"Proud of it."

She had a smirk on her face as she stared at me. Her face was almost telling me that she won. How do you win when there's no competition? How do you win when you lost before you started? She walked past me licking her lips. Hayley was pulling her away from the room where Alex was packing our stuff. Did I doubt she would continue to try things with Alex?

I walked into the room. Alex was ripping at his hair in a worried fashion. He was shaking softly as he was rocking. I didn't know what to do, what was going on? He was standing up with his hands pulling at his hair. I walked over, pressing our bodies impossibly close. I wrapped my arms around him hugging him tightly. I could feel his heart beating against my chest.

"Jack, don't leave me because of this," he whispered.

"Why would I love you because of this? You didn't do anything wrong," I muttered.

"You don't hate me?"

"Why would I? Did you do something wrong?"

He looked up at me, almost pitifully. I kissed his forehead, proving to him that he had done nothing wrong. I loved Alex and I wanted him to know that I wasn't mad at him, especially since it wasn't his fault. I helped him pack up our bags. The only thing was we had nowhere to run to. I couldn't think of anyone else that could hide us. We had to go somewhere and neither of us knew where. Zack could be in either Baltimore or back home and it scared me.

We were sitting on the bed, neither of us having an idea on where to go. Jersey wasn't that far, neither was New York. Did we really want to go there though? Would it be better to just give everything up and go back home? Could we really continue this or should we give up while we're still ahead?

"Alex, I don't know if this can continue," I whispered.

"Jay, I'm sorry. Please, I didn't mean for this to happen. Please Jack, I need you. Don't leave me. Please," he was sobbing.

I pulled him under my arm, I needed to protect this fragile boy. Baltimore. I decided we were going to Baltimore because he needed to be with Rian. He needed it, he couldn't last without Rian. I sighed, I knew Zack was going to go back there. We couldn't live our entire lives running away. I needed to grow up, take responsibility.

I grabbed the suitcases and began to walk to the door. Hayley was talking intently to TJ, scolding her as if she were a child. TJ was impatiently tapping her foot, her eyes watching Alex. He was still shaking but doing better. She was still eyeing him as if he were prey.

I grabbed her shirt and pushed her back. I was still beyond pissed, I had a right to be upset right? I wasn't completely crazy, was I?

"You don't know what you did to this boy. Give up. He doesn't want you. He's a mess and you aren't helping. Just stop," I told her, shoving her against the wall.

"Sweetie, I don't give up until I've won," she purred.

Notes

So, I was supposed to get my laptop today and didn't but I did steal my mom's charger so I could update. I probably won't throw an update up tomorrow, I'm supposed to be doing something after work with some friends. Anyway, have a love square (?). Is it safe for them to go back to Baltimore?

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- Jess