Jack

I told him I loved him and he told me he loved me. I couldn't help but smile at the boy that I had pulled into my lap. Our foreheads were pressed together, just staring in the opposites eyes. His eyes were the most beautiful color I'd ever seen. It was like melted amber, they seemed to flow like a never ending. I knew I could get lost in them whenever I stared in them. I was willing to get lost in them every day.

I wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling the smaller boy closer to my body. He was my everything, my soulmate, my other half. I needed him like everyone needed oxygen. He was my oxygen, my rock.

"I love you," I whispered.

He turned around, straddling me. He attached his lips to mine eagerly, however it wasn't needy. The kiss was full of passion but he wasn't trying anything. He pulled away softly, his breath was warm against mine. His nose brushed against mine; he was being more touchy than he usually was.

"I love you too," he breathed against my lips.

He pressed his lips to mine again, my hands finding his hips this time. He wrapped his arms around my neck, pulling me closer. I felt his tongue against my lip, him asking for entrance. The second I allowed it he pulled away from me.

I opened my eyes looking at him, him not moving from his place. My hands still hadn't moved from his hips, he wasn't pushing me away from the first time though. He smiled at me with a smile that made my troubles just fade away. I couldn't help but smile at him, locking my eyes with his again.

This was the most touchy Alex had been on his own. I knew that he was just being emotional, it wasn't for any other reason. I knew that he wouldn't be ready for a while and I was fine for that. I would wait a million years for him as long as I ended up with him in the end.

"I've been wanting you to say that," Alex whispered.

"I've been waiting to say it," I whispered back.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

I pressed my lips to his, moving my hands to his hair wanting to hear his moans again. I was satisfied by the noise that arose from the back of his throat. I pulled away from him this time, not wanting to push him. Austin took this moment to walk in. He put his beer on the table staring at Alex straddling my lap and my eyes not moving from the caramel haired boy.

"You guys are gross," Austin laughed.

"As long as I'm with him I don't care," I whispered.

Alex's cheeks regained the cherry color I'd learned to love. He hid his face in my neck, pushing his body closer to mine. I loved having him this close to me, I loved him like this. His caramel hair brushed against my cheeks as he moved his face closer into my neck. I smiled even though I knew Alex couldn't see it. I knew he could just tell that a smile stretched across my face.

"You're so sweet, it's sickening," Austin said.

"Aus, shut up," Alex muttered.

I smiled bigger and kissed the top of his head. He still hadn't moved, his arms were now wrapped around my waist. I looked down at the boy who was pressed flush against my body. I didn't regret a single thing about my decision. I needed to be here in Florida with the love of my life. I wouldn't change a single thing about this situation.

Notes

I'm back sorta kinda. I was gone for a number of reasons, one is I'm working a ton of hours a week so time is one of those things that's really hard to find. Also, I've been having some emotional problems so cutesy stuff hasn't been easy to write. On top of that I'm also in a lot of physical pain (I can't lift a lot because I hurt my lower back (no I don't know how I hurt it) and I kinda lifted something apparently too heavy) so I've been sleeping when I can.

Anyway, from the 4th to the 12th I will be without ANY WiFi connection and probably spotty 3G so I won't be updating at all during that week.

Leave a comment and rate if you enjoy :)

-Jess