Give Me A Sign
Five
Jack's POV:
Its been crazy all day, Nyssa looks like she's about to break, Bonnie locking herself in the bathroom and cutting herself, and Alex's anxiety is coming back. For the past few years he's been good, but the last time I've seen him battleing his anxiety was when were first starting for a few years. And honestly, I'm scared more then ever.
I go to Nyssa's bunk and see that she's sitting up hugging her knees, staring off in space while listening to her iPod. She looked hollow like Bonnie, but a different kind of hollow. I knew she was still fighting the voice in her head, I could just see it by her body and her eyes. She was scared that she would lose Bonnie forever, and I knew that voice in her head was screaming at her that its her fault.
"Nyssa, sweetie," I say softly and gently hold her hand. She looks at me slowly, "hm?" "How about we watch a movie, I was thinking Spirited Away." She told me Spirited Away is her favorite movie of all time, that it always puts her in a good mood. Like what Home Alone does for me. I watched it with her about 5 times now, and the messages in the movie are deep. Courage, facing for your fears, standing up for whats rights, young love. I never actually watched a movie with so much deep meaning, and this movie attracted kids as well.
She nods and I help her down. She puts her iPod on her bunk and we walk to the front lounge. Zack and Rian were just sitting around, Matt was working on his laptop, and Vinny was working as well with Matt. I grab the movie and put it in.
I sit on the couch with her, she cuddles up to me and I wrap my arms around her. The movie starts playing and she rests her head on my chest. The guys didn't get why she was so into the movie, but I knew why. But today, they weren't questioning anything.
At some point Nyssa had fallen asleep, when the two main characters Haku and Chihiro were alone with each other and Chihiro was crying and Haku was comforting her. Like how I comfort Nyssa.
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Nyssa's Dream:
I open my eyes and I was on a red bridge, I look around and realize I was standing on the bridge in Spirited Away. I look up and I see the building of the bath house in the movie. It was quiet out and I hear birds chirping. I look down and realize I'm wearing the same outfit as Chihiro in the movie. A striped green and white shirt, pink shorts, and yellow shoes. My hair was also tied up in a pony tail just like hers.
I see a tall guy standing behind me, it was Jack but he was dressed like Haku. He was staring at me shocked. "You shouldn't be here." He turns me around and pushes me the opposite way fromt he bath house. "Run! Get over the river before night fall! I'll distract it!"
I keep running and end up tripping and I hit my head. I close my eyes and groan, I open my eyes and see that the scenary changed. I was in a dark room on my knees. Jack walks in and kneels in front of me. "I promise I'll help you get out of here Chihiro. Here I brought you some food."
He hands me the food and I eat it, thats when I start crying. I don't know why I'm crying but I am. He hugs me tightly as I ate. "Its okay Chihiro, you'll be safe soon."
I close my eyes and I no longer feel Jack holding me. I feel myself holding onto something and the wind was blowing against me. I open my eyes and I see that I was flying on a white and blue dragon above the ocean. The dragon was Haku's true form in the movie. I'm guessing this was Jack. "I promise I'll get you home Chihiro," I hear Jack's voice in my head. "I promise I won't let it get to you."
The scene changes and we were free falling, Jack holding my hands. He was smiling at me brightly. "You saved me Chihiro, you saved me from who I am." "I did?" "Yes, and you also made me realize how I feel about you." He pulls me to him, we were still free falling. He presses his lips to mine and I kiss back. It was something I never felt before. I regreted closing my eyes because I felt the scenary change and I was no longer kissing Jack.
I open my eyes and see a large dark figure chasing me. I scream and run away, this wasn't in the movie. But I was still dressed as Chihiro. "Haku help me!!!," I cry out. The dark figure was getting closer and clsoer, growling. "He will never save you," it growls. "Haku doesn't love you. No one will ever love you. And you will never go back to safety. Haku left you alone for me to take you!!!"
I scream again and run around the corner, Jack where are you. I realize the large dark figure was the voice in my head. "Haku doesn't love you." "He does love me!!" I end up tripping and I hit the floor. I roll over onto my back and stare up at the large dark figure hovering over me. I was crying harder now, I couldn't close my eyes for some reason. I wanted to close my eyes so badly for the scene to change.
"Haku!!!," I cry out. The figure laughs, "he'll never come for you." "Stay away from her!!!," I hear Jack yell. "Chihiro close your eyes!!" I was able to close my eyes and I feel the scenary change. I was standing with Jack on the bridge. "Your free now Chihiro, run, don't look back. Their waiting for you. Their happy." "Who's waiting for me?" "You'll see," he smiles at me. "But what if I don't want to leave you," my voice cracks. He kisses me deeply and pulls away first, "just remember me by this," I feel him slide something in my hand, and he forms my hand into a fist.
"I promised I would set you free and help you Chihiro, and thats what I did. Run and don't look back until you cross the river. Okay. Do you promise me that." "I-I don't think I can-" "I know you can. Now. Run. And don't look back." I take one last long look at him before I turned around and ran off. I wanted to look back at him so badly. I wanted to be with him. But I listened to him. I didn't look back.
I run to the river and cross it, it looked drained. I get to the other side of the river and I hear someone yell my name. "Chihiro!!!" I look up and I see Bonnie smiling and waving at me. Alex was with her. Bonnie and Alex looked happy, normal. I cry again, except it was happiness this time, and I run up to them. I hug Bonnie tightly, "I missed you," I sob. "Chihiro, we were only gone for 5 minutes." It felt like weeks....
"Lets get to the car girls, its getting late," Alex speaks up. Alex and Bonnie walk off holding hands, "you coming Chihiro?" I nod, "I'll be right behind you." She nods and they walk off more. I open my hand and see a ring in my palm.
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Jack's POV:
I slide a ring into Nyssa's hand while she slept, it was gold with a small purple diamond heart. She groans a bit and opens her eyes. She opens her hand and see's the ring. "Ha-Jack," she whispers. I smile at her and slide the ring on her ring finger. "Its a promise ring. I promise that one day all of this will be gone. I promise that I will never leave you. And I promise that I will never hurt you."
She sits up and kisses me. She pulls away first, "I know," she whispers.
Its been crazy all day, Nyssa looks like she's about to break, Bonnie locking herself in the bathroom and cutting herself, and Alex's anxiety is coming back. For the past few years he's been good, but the last time I've seen him battleing his anxiety was when were first starting for a few years. And honestly, I'm scared more then ever.
I go to Nyssa's bunk and see that she's sitting up hugging her knees, staring off in space while listening to her iPod. She looked hollow like Bonnie, but a different kind of hollow. I knew she was still fighting the voice in her head, I could just see it by her body and her eyes. She was scared that she would lose Bonnie forever, and I knew that voice in her head was screaming at her that its her fault.
"Nyssa, sweetie," I say softly and gently hold her hand. She looks at me slowly, "hm?" "How about we watch a movie, I was thinking Spirited Away." She told me Spirited Away is her favorite movie of all time, that it always puts her in a good mood. Like what Home Alone does for me. I watched it with her about 5 times now, and the messages in the movie are deep. Courage, facing for your fears, standing up for whats rights, young love. I never actually watched a movie with so much deep meaning, and this movie attracted kids as well.
She nods and I help her down. She puts her iPod on her bunk and we walk to the front lounge. Zack and Rian were just sitting around, Matt was working on his laptop, and Vinny was working as well with Matt. I grab the movie and put it in.
I sit on the couch with her, she cuddles up to me and I wrap my arms around her. The movie starts playing and she rests her head on my chest. The guys didn't get why she was so into the movie, but I knew why. But today, they weren't questioning anything.
At some point Nyssa had fallen asleep, when the two main characters Haku and Chihiro were alone with each other and Chihiro was crying and Haku was comforting her. Like how I comfort Nyssa.
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Nyssa's Dream:
I open my eyes and I was on a red bridge, I look around and realize I was standing on the bridge in Spirited Away. I look up and I see the building of the bath house in the movie. It was quiet out and I hear birds chirping. I look down and realize I'm wearing the same outfit as Chihiro in the movie. A striped green and white shirt, pink shorts, and yellow shoes. My hair was also tied up in a pony tail just like hers.
I see a tall guy standing behind me, it was Jack but he was dressed like Haku. He was staring at me shocked. "You shouldn't be here." He turns me around and pushes me the opposite way fromt he bath house. "Run! Get over the river before night fall! I'll distract it!"
I keep running and end up tripping and I hit my head. I close my eyes and groan, I open my eyes and see that the scenary changed. I was in a dark room on my knees. Jack walks in and kneels in front of me. "I promise I'll help you get out of here Chihiro. Here I brought you some food."
He hands me the food and I eat it, thats when I start crying. I don't know why I'm crying but I am. He hugs me tightly as I ate. "Its okay Chihiro, you'll be safe soon."
I close my eyes and I no longer feel Jack holding me. I feel myself holding onto something and the wind was blowing against me. I open my eyes and I see that I was flying on a white and blue dragon above the ocean. The dragon was Haku's true form in the movie. I'm guessing this was Jack. "I promise I'll get you home Chihiro," I hear Jack's voice in my head. "I promise I won't let it get to you."
The scene changes and we were free falling, Jack holding my hands. He was smiling at me brightly. "You saved me Chihiro, you saved me from who I am." "I did?" "Yes, and you also made me realize how I feel about you." He pulls me to him, we were still free falling. He presses his lips to mine and I kiss back. It was something I never felt before. I regreted closing my eyes because I felt the scenary change and I was no longer kissing Jack.
I open my eyes and see a large dark figure chasing me. I scream and run away, this wasn't in the movie. But I was still dressed as Chihiro. "Haku help me!!!," I cry out. The dark figure was getting closer and clsoer, growling. "He will never save you," it growls. "Haku doesn't love you. No one will ever love you. And you will never go back to safety. Haku left you alone for me to take you!!!"
I scream again and run around the corner, Jack where are you. I realize the large dark figure was the voice in my head. "Haku doesn't love you." "He does love me!!" I end up tripping and I hit the floor. I roll over onto my back and stare up at the large dark figure hovering over me. I was crying harder now, I couldn't close my eyes for some reason. I wanted to close my eyes so badly for the scene to change.
"Haku!!!," I cry out. The figure laughs, "he'll never come for you." "Stay away from her!!!," I hear Jack yell. "Chihiro close your eyes!!" I was able to close my eyes and I feel the scenary change. I was standing with Jack on the bridge. "Your free now Chihiro, run, don't look back. Their waiting for you. Their happy." "Who's waiting for me?" "You'll see," he smiles at me. "But what if I don't want to leave you," my voice cracks. He kisses me deeply and pulls away first, "just remember me by this," I feel him slide something in my hand, and he forms my hand into a fist.
"I promised I would set you free and help you Chihiro, and thats what I did. Run and don't look back until you cross the river. Okay. Do you promise me that." "I-I don't think I can-" "I know you can. Now. Run. And don't look back." I take one last long look at him before I turned around and ran off. I wanted to look back at him so badly. I wanted to be with him. But I listened to him. I didn't look back.
I run to the river and cross it, it looked drained. I get to the other side of the river and I hear someone yell my name. "Chihiro!!!" I look up and I see Bonnie smiling and waving at me. Alex was with her. Bonnie and Alex looked happy, normal. I cry again, except it was happiness this time, and I run up to them. I hug Bonnie tightly, "I missed you," I sob. "Chihiro, we were only gone for 5 minutes." It felt like weeks....
"Lets get to the car girls, its getting late," Alex speaks up. Alex and Bonnie walk off holding hands, "you coming Chihiro?" I nod, "I'll be right behind you." She nods and they walk off more. I open my hand and see a ring in my palm.
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Jack's POV:
I slide a ring into Nyssa's hand while she slept, it was gold with a small purple diamond heart. She groans a bit and opens her eyes. She opens her hand and see's the ring. "Ha-Jack," she whispers. I smile at her and slide the ring on her ring finger. "Its a promise ring. I promise that one day all of this will be gone. I promise that I will never leave you. And I promise that I will never hurt you."
She sits up and kisses me. She pulls away first, "I know," she whispers.
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