Jack's POV:
The entire time I held Nyssa close, she was still shaking and crying. We laid in her bunk with the bunk light on, Nyssa was whispering to herself that it made me worried. What if she was starting to have a panic attack? I don't want to see Nyssa like Bonnie.

"Nyssa... Nyssa answer me..." "I-its back Jack," she whispers. "Whats back?" "The voice in my head. I heard it at breakfast for a bit but it went away. But when I saw Bonnie, the voice came back and it hasen't left." "Whats the voice saying?" I was scared to know but maybe it will help her if she told me. "That Bonnie won't be okay ever again. That she'll never be the same. That the real Bonnie won't come back. That Bonnie will will...will hate me because I couldn't do more..."

I rock her gently and kiss her head a few times. "Tell that voice that its wrong. That the real Bonnie will come back and she'll still be your best friend. That voice in your head, is wrong. Its always been wrong about you and others." She grips my shirt. "Jack I'm scared, its telling me to do something," she sounded scared. "Whats it telling you." I was scared to know. "It-its telling me to-Jack just please keep me away from the bathroom." She cries harder and I hold her closer if that was possible.

She didn't need to say more, the voice was telling her to cut herself.

"Nyssa ignore it." "Its screaming at me." "Ignore it, for me. For Bonnie. For Vic and them. For all of us." "I can't." "Then think of this. Picture youself making Bonnie her favorite breakfast in the morning. Right down to the strawberries being sliced the way she likes it. Picture her smiling at you and thanking you for it. Thats what I need you to do in the morning Nyssa. Do it for Bonnie."

She was silent but she nodded. It takes a while but she finally fell asleep after a few hours. I watch her sleep and run my fingers through her hair slowly. She seemed so scared. Nyssa please don't break...
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It was morning now and I smell something cooking. I open my eyes and realize that Nyssa wasn't in the bunk. I get out of my bunk and walk into the main area where I see Nyssa cooking. She was listening to her iPod and humming to herself. She seemed lost in her own world. But I knew she was just trying to hold her self together for Bonnie.

When she was done cooking breakfast, it was like Bonnie knew her favorite breakfast was done the way she likes it. She slowly walks out with Alex behind her, he looked drained as well. I smile at him weakly and he smiles back the same way. We were both drained.

He sits Bonnie down and Nyssa quickly walks over with a plate of Bonnie's breakfast hot and ready. Nyssa takes her earbuds out and stops her iPod. "Morning Bonnie," she says quietly. Bonnie looks up at her, "morning," she mumbles. I could tell it hurt Nyssa how Bonnie stared at her, but she was trying to hide it. "Could you stand by the bathroom door for me," I whisper to Rian. "Why?" "Just please... We're all gonna keep an eye on them both and the bathroom today.."

Rian looks at Nyssa and nods, and walks over to stand by the bathroom door. I wanted to keep from Nyssa locking herself in the bathroom, stopping her from cutting herself. "Lets eat Nyssa," I whisper softly in her ear. She nods and we sit down to eat.

Nyssa seemed tense, her hand was in a fist and her body was tense. I knew the voice was screaming at her and she was trying to fight it.

Keep fighting Nyssa, keep fighting for us. Bonnie will be okay I promise.