Give Me A Sign
Twenty-Seven
Jack's POV:
Today was the Hollywood show, and I was mentally perparing myself for today. We have a interview with Buzznet, they flew out here from New York for it. Also, there's going to be a lot of paparazzi. And with the rumors on Nyssa and Bonnie, its going to be crazy.
Matt knew how we were feeling about today, so he made sure that there will be security with us at all times. And Holly. I better not fucking run into her today. She's the one that started all of this shit and dragged Nyssa into it.
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Our private car pulls up to the venue, we couldn't park the tour bus at the venue today because thats where paparazzi would be trying to get us to come outside. So we were staying at a hotel, or tour bus parked at a bus lot. Nyssa was sitting by me and holding my hand tightly. Bonnie was already inside with Alex, they came earlier so we could throw off any paparazzi that would be following us. They know we have a show tonight and would love to get more stuff out of us.
"Its going to be fine," I whisper in her ear. She nods and I see a few people waiting by the entrance with cameras. Shit. I call up Matt, "hey Matt." "Yeah." "Their outside waiting for us to walk out." "I'll send security outside. Hold tight." I hang up and put my phone away. Soon there was three security gaurds walking out, and paparazzi follows them. Two of them stand in front of the door while one opens the door for us. Normally we don't do this but we had to for Nyssa's and Bonnie's safety.
We get out and I hold Nyssa close, cameras going off and they were asking us questions that related to the rumors. Security blocks them off as we ran in with the one who opened the door for us and we get in safe. We go up to where everyone else was and Nyssa runs over to where Bonnie was and hugs her tightly.
"Are you okay Nyssa?" "Was there paparazzi when you got here?" "No, why?" "There was when we got here." "Shit, their not going to leave," Alex curses under his breath. "Guys its time for the interview," Matt walks up to us. I give Nyssa a quick kiss and walk with the others to where the interviewer was. I like how we get the same interviewer each time for Buzznet.
That gave me a idea... "Hey Alex." "Yeah?" "I know she won't ask us about them, but I think we should set the record straight in the interview." "Really? Now?" "Its only going to get worse if we don't Alex. Look where we are. Paparazii will be following us all day. In a few days this interview will be up and then people will know the truth." He nods, "I agree."
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We go through the whole interview, she then asked us if there's anything we wanted to say. "Yeah, me and Alex do." "There's a rumor going around about Jack, Jamie, and the girl they've been spotted with. And stuff has been said about the girl I been spotted with." We wanted to keep their names secret. I decided to go first. "To set the record straight, yes me and that girl I been spotted with are dating. She's really important to me which is why I haven't said anything about her since we first met. So rumors like this wouldn't happen."
"Same goes for me, I am dating the girl I been spotted with, and she's really important to me." We didn't want to say like 'we know their the one'. We just wanted to set the record straight. "And no, she is not cheating on me with Jamie. Her and Jamie are really good friends as well. You can even ask Jamie and he'll say the same thing."
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We run back out to the car, more paparazzi then before. They were trying to get stuff out of Nyssa mainly, like her name and where she's from. We get in the car and it drives off, both of us taking a huge breath. "Where we going now?" "Back to the hotel." She nods and rests her head on my shoulder. I know her mind was crazy right now, but I wasn't going to leave her side unless I don't have a choice. Which will be sound check, the meet and greet, and the show. Thats the only time I won't be with her.
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Everything went smooth all day. Security was with us the entire time and we didn't have anything go wrong. Its after the show now and there's more paparzzi and fans then ever before. I hold Nyssa close, "you ready?" She nods. We run out with security and within 10 seconds we were swarmed by paparazzi and fans. Security trying to get us past them.
They were yelling questions at us, mainly to Nyssa. Fans screaming for my attention. Its when I started to understand what they were saying. "JACK LEAVE HER!!" "HOW DARE YOU CHEAT ON JAMIE!" "YOUR A FUCKEN WHORE!!" "YOU DON'T DESERVE JACK!!" "YOUR GONNA DIE ALONE IF YOU DON'T LEAVE HIM!" That last one I knew took Nyssa. I look down at her and she looked so spaced out, I never seen her like this. Every word was like a stab to her.
I hear fans screaming to try to let us pass, but things were getting crazier and security kept trying to get us past them. "Nyssa, Nyssa please listen to me." She wasn't listening to me. The damn voice in her head took over. The voice that I've worked hard to keep away. She was shaking and her eyes were glazed over. Fuck. "GET OUT OF MY WAY!!!!," I scream out. I was done. She falls forward and I grab her and lift her up to hold her in my arms to carry her.
"GET OUT OF THEIR WAY!!!," I hear some fans scream. I wanted to thank all of the fans that were standing up for us. "Nyssa, please stay with me," I whisper in her ear. But her eyes were closed. No Nyssa please come back... Finally security was able to get us through and I see fans running with us, yelling at paparazzi to leave us alone. I smile at them and we finally reach the bus.
I run on and run over to the couch and lay her down. "Nyssa. Nyssa please answer me." Bonnie runs over, I guess her and Alex missed all of the madness. I hear her gasp and I look up, she was covering her mouth and looked like she was about to cry. Nyssa was still shaking and I was still holding her. "Nyssa please," I whisper. I know that voice has taken over her.
"Jack what happened," it was Alex. "Paparazzi and fans hating on her. It got to much and we were out there to long." Bonnie was sobbing, "Alex the last time I saw her like this was when I first became friends with her. People started a really bad rumor about her around our college and she was just like this. It took me a long time to bring her back." "What did you do?" "I freaked out and took her to the hospital. It wasn't a panic attack though, it was the damn voice in her head. But she's worse though from last time. Alex we have to do something!!!"
"Yes Alex we have to do something." That voice cut through me like a knife. I turn around and see Holly grinning at me. I stand up and Alex holds me back. "Is this what you wanted? For her mind to go in another place and not hear us!!!! She's done nothing to you and yet you did this!!! I know you called all of that paparazzi to show up!!! I heard them ask me about you!!!" "Now why would I do that Jack? I have a baby."
Alex and Zack hold me back, I wanted to punch that grin off her face. Now I know how Alex felt when Lisa showed up. "GET OUT OF HERE HOLLY!!!" She smiles and looks at Nyssa, "poor girl. Are you sure she's going to survive more paparazzi and fans in the future?" "SHE WILL AS LONG I'M WITH HER!!" "HOLLY GET THE FUCK OUT!," Alex finally snaps.
Holly walks out and I go back to Nyssa. She was holding her hair tightly and shaking more. Her eyes open but glazed over. She was muttering to herself. "Nyssa please.." "Le-leave me alone." I knew she wasn't talking to me. "NO! Leave me alone! You don't control me!! I decide what I do and think!!" I feel the bus move, I knew we had to be going to a hospital.
"LEAVE ME ALONE!! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!" I was finally crying, it was tearing me apart seeing her like this. She was pulling her hair and scratching herself a bit, I tried to stop her but she wouldn't. "LEAVE! MY! HEAD!!!" She screams out then goes quiet. "Nyssa. Nyssa!!! No Nyssa please wake up." "Bonnie!!" I knew Bonnie was on the brink, and I hear Alex run her to the back. "WE'RE HERE!!!," Matt yells. "Where?" "THE HOSPITAL!!"
I pick her up and run out, soon Alex behind me with Bonnie. I watch her as doctors took her away and I felt myself drop to my knees. I now know exactly how Alex felt with Bonnie. Nyssa I swear you'll be fine.
But I fucken hope that voice is gone forever.
Today was the Hollywood show, and I was mentally perparing myself for today. We have a interview with Buzznet, they flew out here from New York for it. Also, there's going to be a lot of paparazzi. And with the rumors on Nyssa and Bonnie, its going to be crazy.
Matt knew how we were feeling about today, so he made sure that there will be security with us at all times. And Holly. I better not fucking run into her today. She's the one that started all of this shit and dragged Nyssa into it.
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Our private car pulls up to the venue, we couldn't park the tour bus at the venue today because thats where paparazzi would be trying to get us to come outside. So we were staying at a hotel, or tour bus parked at a bus lot. Nyssa was sitting by me and holding my hand tightly. Bonnie was already inside with Alex, they came earlier so we could throw off any paparazzi that would be following us. They know we have a show tonight and would love to get more stuff out of us.
"Its going to be fine," I whisper in her ear. She nods and I see a few people waiting by the entrance with cameras. Shit. I call up Matt, "hey Matt." "Yeah." "Their outside waiting for us to walk out." "I'll send security outside. Hold tight." I hang up and put my phone away. Soon there was three security gaurds walking out, and paparazzi follows them. Two of them stand in front of the door while one opens the door for us. Normally we don't do this but we had to for Nyssa's and Bonnie's safety.
We get out and I hold Nyssa close, cameras going off and they were asking us questions that related to the rumors. Security blocks them off as we ran in with the one who opened the door for us and we get in safe. We go up to where everyone else was and Nyssa runs over to where Bonnie was and hugs her tightly.
"Are you okay Nyssa?" "Was there paparazzi when you got here?" "No, why?" "There was when we got here." "Shit, their not going to leave," Alex curses under his breath. "Guys its time for the interview," Matt walks up to us. I give Nyssa a quick kiss and walk with the others to where the interviewer was. I like how we get the same interviewer each time for Buzznet.
That gave me a idea... "Hey Alex." "Yeah?" "I know she won't ask us about them, but I think we should set the record straight in the interview." "Really? Now?" "Its only going to get worse if we don't Alex. Look where we are. Paparazii will be following us all day. In a few days this interview will be up and then people will know the truth." He nods, "I agree."
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We go through the whole interview, she then asked us if there's anything we wanted to say. "Yeah, me and Alex do." "There's a rumor going around about Jack, Jamie, and the girl they've been spotted with. And stuff has been said about the girl I been spotted with." We wanted to keep their names secret. I decided to go first. "To set the record straight, yes me and that girl I been spotted with are dating. She's really important to me which is why I haven't said anything about her since we first met. So rumors like this wouldn't happen."
"Same goes for me, I am dating the girl I been spotted with, and she's really important to me." We didn't want to say like 'we know their the one'. We just wanted to set the record straight. "And no, she is not cheating on me with Jamie. Her and Jamie are really good friends as well. You can even ask Jamie and he'll say the same thing."
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We run back out to the car, more paparazzi then before. They were trying to get stuff out of Nyssa mainly, like her name and where she's from. We get in the car and it drives off, both of us taking a huge breath. "Where we going now?" "Back to the hotel." She nods and rests her head on my shoulder. I know her mind was crazy right now, but I wasn't going to leave her side unless I don't have a choice. Which will be sound check, the meet and greet, and the show. Thats the only time I won't be with her.
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Everything went smooth all day. Security was with us the entire time and we didn't have anything go wrong. Its after the show now and there's more paparzzi and fans then ever before. I hold Nyssa close, "you ready?" She nods. We run out with security and within 10 seconds we were swarmed by paparazzi and fans. Security trying to get us past them.
They were yelling questions at us, mainly to Nyssa. Fans screaming for my attention. Its when I started to understand what they were saying. "JACK LEAVE HER!!" "HOW DARE YOU CHEAT ON JAMIE!" "YOUR A FUCKEN WHORE!!" "YOU DON'T DESERVE JACK!!" "YOUR GONNA DIE ALONE IF YOU DON'T LEAVE HIM!" That last one I knew took Nyssa. I look down at her and she looked so spaced out, I never seen her like this. Every word was like a stab to her.
I hear fans screaming to try to let us pass, but things were getting crazier and security kept trying to get us past them. "Nyssa, Nyssa please listen to me." She wasn't listening to me. The damn voice in her head took over. The voice that I've worked hard to keep away. She was shaking and her eyes were glazed over. Fuck. "GET OUT OF MY WAY!!!!," I scream out. I was done. She falls forward and I grab her and lift her up to hold her in my arms to carry her.
"GET OUT OF THEIR WAY!!!," I hear some fans scream. I wanted to thank all of the fans that were standing up for us. "Nyssa, please stay with me," I whisper in her ear. But her eyes were closed. No Nyssa please come back... Finally security was able to get us through and I see fans running with us, yelling at paparazzi to leave us alone. I smile at them and we finally reach the bus.
I run on and run over to the couch and lay her down. "Nyssa. Nyssa please answer me." Bonnie runs over, I guess her and Alex missed all of the madness. I hear her gasp and I look up, she was covering her mouth and looked like she was about to cry. Nyssa was still shaking and I was still holding her. "Nyssa please," I whisper. I know that voice has taken over her.
"Jack what happened," it was Alex. "Paparazzi and fans hating on her. It got to much and we were out there to long." Bonnie was sobbing, "Alex the last time I saw her like this was when I first became friends with her. People started a really bad rumor about her around our college and she was just like this. It took me a long time to bring her back." "What did you do?" "I freaked out and took her to the hospital. It wasn't a panic attack though, it was the damn voice in her head. But she's worse though from last time. Alex we have to do something!!!"
"Yes Alex we have to do something." That voice cut through me like a knife. I turn around and see Holly grinning at me. I stand up and Alex holds me back. "Is this what you wanted? For her mind to go in another place and not hear us!!!! She's done nothing to you and yet you did this!!! I know you called all of that paparazzi to show up!!! I heard them ask me about you!!!" "Now why would I do that Jack? I have a baby."
Alex and Zack hold me back, I wanted to punch that grin off her face. Now I know how Alex felt when Lisa showed up. "GET OUT OF HERE HOLLY!!!" She smiles and looks at Nyssa, "poor girl. Are you sure she's going to survive more paparazzi and fans in the future?" "SHE WILL AS LONG I'M WITH HER!!" "HOLLY GET THE FUCK OUT!," Alex finally snaps.
Holly walks out and I go back to Nyssa. She was holding her hair tightly and shaking more. Her eyes open but glazed over. She was muttering to herself. "Nyssa please.." "Le-leave me alone." I knew she wasn't talking to me. "NO! Leave me alone! You don't control me!! I decide what I do and think!!" I feel the bus move, I knew we had to be going to a hospital.
"LEAVE ME ALONE!! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!" I was finally crying, it was tearing me apart seeing her like this. She was pulling her hair and scratching herself a bit, I tried to stop her but she wouldn't. "LEAVE! MY! HEAD!!!" She screams out then goes quiet. "Nyssa. Nyssa!!! No Nyssa please wake up." "Bonnie!!" I knew Bonnie was on the brink, and I hear Alex run her to the back. "WE'RE HERE!!!," Matt yells. "Where?" "THE HOSPITAL!!"
I pick her up and run out, soon Alex behind me with Bonnie. I watch her as doctors took her away and I felt myself drop to my knees. I now know exactly how Alex felt with Bonnie. Nyssa I swear you'll be fine.
But I fucken hope that voice is gone forever.
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