Jack's POV:
Nyssa and Bonnie were back there for a while. I guess they were having a more serious talk then I thought they would have. "Why did Nyssa need Bonnie so badly?," Alex asks me. I look at the others, "bunks real quick?" "Sure." We get up and go in the bunks area, keeping my voice low enough so no one hears us.

"Last night, me and Nyssa were starting to get you know, sexual, and she freaked out again. She told me something in her mind goes off and she freaks out when things go past innocent to sexual. I suggested maybe she should talk to Bonnie about getting past that point." "Jack." "What?" "Did you suggest that for Nyssa or for you." I took me a few seconds to realize what he was hinting at.

"Alex, I'm not pressuring her into having sex. I feel bad when I see her freak out, because I know its her mind thats getting to her, and its from something that I do." "You have to realize her mind works differently from ours." "I do know that Alex, Bonnie cleared that up before we got together. Told me her mind takes a while to adjust and learn, slower then ours." Alex sighs, "I'm just glad you realize that."

We walk back out into the main lounge and sit down. A few minutes later Bonnie and Nyssa walk out, Bonnie sits on Alex's lap and he holds her close. Nyssa sits down by me and I put my arm around her shoulders. Nyssa seemed lost in her thoughts and I looked at Bonnie. She just shrugged and rests her head on Alex's shoulder.

I wonder what she told Nyssa.
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"Hey uh Jack?" "Yeah Nyssa?" We were all getting ready for bed and I was only in my boxers that I was gonna sleep in. "Can you um, lay with me for a bit?" "Yeah sure, I'll put on a shirt." "Uh your um, good. I don't mind." Um..okay. This was new.

She scoots over and lets me get in, and I close the curtain. She rests her head on my chest and wrap my arm around her. "So what did you and Bonnie talk about today?" "Just um, girl stuff." She sounded nervous. Now I really want to know what Bonnie told her. "Like what?" She was picking at her finger tips, she always did that when she got nervous when she knew we were about to do something.

"I-I wanna try again." "Try what again?" She slowly gets on top of me, "um. What we did yesterday. C-can you switch us at a point? I re-really don't know how." She spoke quietly. "Do you want the bunk light off?" "Yeah." I turn the bunk light off and I feel her lips press against mine. Her hands were on my chest and I bite her lower lip, her mouth opened for me as soon as I did it. She got better at kissing with my tongue in her mouth as we went. I slid my hands up her back and kept them at the middle of her back.

I managed to flip her over so that I was on top and I hovered over her. I leave her lips and go to her neck, her breathing was getting unsteady again like yesterday. "Its fine," she breathes. I nod and start sucking another part of her neck, my hands traveling to the hem of her shirt. "C-can you keep your hands outside pl-please?" "Nyssa are you sure this is okay?" I didn't want her to freak out again.

"Yeah, I'm sure." I kiss her deeply and I slide one hand up her stomach to her breasts. Her body was tense but she didn't stop me. My hand reaches her right breast and I just keep it there, not doing anything. "Are you okay Nyssa." She nods, I could tell she was nervous. I nod and kiss her again, giving her breast a slight squeeze. She shifts a bit but she didn't fully freak out.

My tongue was in her mouth and I gave another squeeze, causing her to moan a bit into my mouth. I decided to bring my other hand up held her left breast. She takes a few seconds, "I'm fine." "What?" I move my hands and look down at her. "Me and Bonnie talked, and she said to um, let you hold my you know, with my shirt still on. Just let your hands stay there, to let my mind get used to it and not see it as much as foreplay," she spoke quietly and I could tell she was blushing.

"Are you okay though?" I didn't want to go to far. "I'm fine. Slowly getting used to it, but I'm fine." "Nyssa, you don't have to do this you know." I didn't want to pressure her into it. She lets out a deep sigh, "I'm ready. I'm ready to go past my innocent mind for once and actually be my age. I still blush at the thought of having sex, and its embarrising. Yeah my mind is going crazy right now, but I'm slowly adjusting to it."

"Nyssa are you sure this is what you want." "I'm sure Jack." "We don't have to rush into anything, we can take it slow, you know that." She nods, "I know Jack. And I trust you."

I really hope this is what Nyssa wants, I don't want her to feel pressured into going farther with me. I didn't want to hurt her, and I know Bonnie will kill me if I hurt Nyssa.

"C-can we try again?" "If you want to." "I want to." I kiss her and I squeeze her left breast, I feel her body tense up but she slowly calms down again.

I really do hope she wants this for herself not jsut for me.