Nyssa's POV:
It was the next morning and I layed in bed thinking about Bonnie. And Jack. I was really scared what happened with Jack. Then I was more scared after I saw Bonnie. I have never seen her have a anxiety attack that bad. But I somehow remained calm. But I know Alex was able to bring her back, slowly, but he brought her back.

I get out of the bunk Vic let me sleep in last night and go to the front lounge. Vic and Jamie were already up eating breakfast. "Is Bonnie okay?" "Yeah, she's fine," Jamie smiles at me. I smile back, but it was a forced smile. "Whats wrong?" "Last night. First it was Jack, then it was Bonnie. What if I can't handle it-" Vic hugs me and cuts me off. "Everything is gonna be okay Nyssa, I promised you that. Me and Alex are gonna talk to Jack once he's up and sober enough to talk." "But I thought we were." "We decided its better then we do, not you." "Okay..." "Just hang out with Bonnie this morning, I'm sure Matt will be okay with you two going out today."
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The guys talked to Matt about letting me and Bonnie go out today, he agreed right away. I guess he was worried about Bonnie as well. I got ready on the Pierce's bus while Bonnie got ready on All Time Low's. We met outside of the venue, "morning Bonnie." She smiles at me, "morning Nyssa." "How are you feeling?" She shrugs, "I'm sorry I wasn't on the bus when you came back last night." "Its fine Nyssa, the guys told me what happened, Jack still isn't up yet, and I don't blame you for not wanting to be on the vus right now."

I hug her tightly, "I was so scared Bonnie" "I know, its okay." "No, I was more scared for you."
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Jack's POV:
I groan and sit up, hitting my head on the roof of my bunk. I had a massive headacge, I was so hung over today. I couldn't remember what happened after 10 shots. At least I think it was 10. I slowly get out of my bunk and stand up, holding my head. I walk out to the front lounge where everyone was. A lot of them were hung over just like I was.

I sit down and rub my eyes, damn was I fucked today. I look around and realize that Nyssa and Bonnie aren't around. "Where's Nyssa and Bonnie?" They all look at me and look away, while Vic and Alex were sort of glaring at me. Wait. Why was Vic on the bus?

I take a shower and get dressed, when I walk out thats when Alex walked up to me. "Can me and Vic talk to you alone for a second?" "Um.. sure. Where?" Alex looks at Vic, "venue. No on is in there." "Sounds good." I wonder what they wanna talk about. I walk out with them and go into the venue, once we were inside a dressing room Vic spins around and punches me in the face. "Vic!!!," I snap at him.

Thats when I realize I feel a bruise on my face and on my shoulder. What happened last night? "You want me tell him or you," Vic asks Alex. "I'll tell him." Vic nods and steps back a bit. "Whats going on?" "Jack... do you remember anything last night, like finishing the game." "Um...no." "I knew it," Vic mumbles. "Knew what." "Jack at some point you dropped the shot glass and Nyssa caught it before it hit the floor. She knew you were done. Keep in mind this was her first time dealing with you drunk."

Oh fuck no... "Her and Vic got you back to the bus and layed you in your bunk. Vic stayed till she went to bed cuz he was done playing. When Nyssa came to say night to you... You pulled her in." No.. "Nyssa told Vic and Jamie this morning what happened. She said you were saying things you never said before and acted different. That you held her and forced her to kiss you. Vic called out to her to see if she was okay, but she couldn't respond because of you. So Vic ran over and got her out, which you can tell took some force."

Oh my god... I knew I was a complete different person when I got drunk, but not once have I forced a girl to do something. Oh my god Nyssa.... "Vic asked if she wanted to spend the night on his bus and she said yes because she didn't feel safe being alone on the bus with you." I shake my head and hold it, pulling my hair. "Then Bonnie and I came back... Bonnie had another anxiety attack when she saw that Nyssa wasn't there. You were out. I had to get Matt find Nyssa to bring her back to help me. Nyssa helped her a bit, but the attack got worse and she asked for me to come back. It took me a while but I got her to come back and got her to sleep."

I sit down and close my eyes tight, why. Why did I have to do that. Why did I get drunk off my ass and then do that to Nyssa. If I didn't scare her, she wouldn't have left, and Bonnie wouldn't had a anxiety attack. It was all my fault.

"Wh-where is she," I whisper I was about to cry. "Her and Bonnie are out for the day. Help them clear their heads. Matt agreed to it." "Jack, we need to talk to you about drinking." I look up at them, "you can still drink. We just think Nyssa needs to have power over you." "What do you mean?" "Obviously you went over board last night, we don't want that to happen again." "So we thought, Nyssa should be around when you drink, to stop you when she thinks you had enough." "But why though? I know my limits."

"Do you really think you need to question that Jack," Vic snaps. Vic was pissed at me. They were both pissed at me. Vic and his band viewed Nyssa as a sister. Alex viewed her as a part of our family, and Bonnie's best friend and helping hand.

I sigh and look down, "okay. I agree." "Good," Alex sighs. "We just need you to talk to her." "She's not going to talk to me. I just know it. She saw a part of me that I try to hide. She's scared of me." "Jack, just talk to her. Try. Show her who you really are when you talk to her. You need to gain her trust again."

I look up at them, "Okay. I'll try."