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I am a fucking idiot.
I mean, what the hell was I thinking?!
I confessed my feelings for Alex in a drunken phone call.
I mean, I guess it was fine because he reciprocated my feelings and all, but I mean… How immature was that?!
What if he was just playing along to get me off the phone? What if he thinks I’m an asshole?
Fuck.
And now I have this massive headache from all my drinking last night. Luckily he knows I keep the spare key under the mat, because I do not feel like getting out of bed.
Speak of the devil, I heard the front door open and close before I heard his beautiful voice.
“JACK? YOU AWAKE?!”
I groaned loudly enough from my bedroom for him to hear. But he didn’t come into the room though, instead I heard rummaging in the kitchen.
I wasn’t sure what he was doing but I didn’t care. I just kept my eyes closed and clutched my head.

I don’t know how much time passed until the smell of breakfast food was approaching me. And the sight of Alex walking over to me with eggs and bacon was enough to make me sit up.
“Okay, here’s your hangover breakfast! Also take this aspirin. And I brought you some Gatorade… You like the blue kind right?” He asked, setting it all on my lap.
“Uhuh.” I nodded, taking the ‘Cool Blue’ Gatorade from his hand.
“Good, I thought so!” He sighed in relief and smiled, sitting next to me on the bed.
“Oh my god.. Thank you so much Lex, you’re a lifesaver!” I praised, grabbing the fork and digging into the fucking delicious food.
Man, am I lucky to have him in my life..
He just shrugged and smiled widely at me, showing off his dimples.
“It was really no problem Jack.”
I gave him another grateful smile and continued eating.

Once I had scarfed down all my food and taken the medicine, I decided that it was time I talked to him about last night.
I put the plate aside on the bedside table, then took a deep breath to brace myself.
“Alex.. Um…about last night..”
He started biting his lip.
“W-what about it?”
“Um… Listen, I’m really sorry for calling you like that. I was drunk and it was inappropriate and-“
“Shhh Jacky.. We don’t have to talk about that.” He cut me off with a small smile.
“No but-“
“Shhh..” He cut me off by leaning in closer to me and whispering,
“I don’t wanna talk anymore..”
And then he pressed his lips to mine. I immediately responded by kissing him back and raising a hand up to hold the side of his face.
I soon deepened the kiss as it got more heated, pulling him onto my lap and sliding my hands up his shirt.
He hummed a bit into the kiss, straddling my hips and grinding his into mine, making me groan with pleasure from the sweet sweet friction.
I unattached our lips only to quickly pull his shirt over his head, before practically ripping off mine and smashing my lips back into his.
I slipped my tongue into his mouth, battling his, while unzipping his pants.
He quickly stood up soon after, wasting no time in taking off his jeans and boxers, before doing the same to mine.
“Eager aren’t we?” I smirked up at him, as he got back on my lap.
“Maybe..” He smirked back, straddling my hips and sliding his hands up and down my bare chest.
“Mm… Prove it.”
He gave me another smirk before quickly pressing his lips to mine in a rough, desperate kiss.
While his fingers were occupied in my hair, my hands took a different location.
I gave into my constant cravings by gripping Alex’s ass and squeezing as if I just couldn’t get my hands off of it (which I couldn’t).
I slowly slid my hand over a bit, slipping a finger into him without warning. Unknowingly, he jumped a bit and moaned into my mouth in surprise.
I smirked into the kiss and added another finger, curling them inside of him and relishing the moans that tumbled out of his mouth, into mine.
“Mm.. Fuck Jacky!” He broke off the kiss to let out a moan.
I was really turned on by the new nickname.
I began the scissor my fingers, causing his back to arch, and a moan to rip through his throat when the tips of my fingers brushed against his prostate.
“Ohh! F-fuck Jacky!!” He started tugging on my hair and I leaned forward to suck on his neck.
He tilted his head, giving me easier access to make more dark purple marks with my mouth, soothing them over with my tongue.
I continued poking and prodding at his prostate, making him moan uncontrollably and grind back against my fingers. I don’t think I could ever get enough of this sound or this beautiful, beautiful sight in front of me.
But I was completely hard at this point, and my dick needed attention badly, so I eventually took my fingers out and leaned in to whisper in his ear.
“Why don’t you lube me up baby?”
He bit his lip seductively and nodded, pushing me back on the bed before getting off of my lap and spitting into his hand.
He wrapped his hand around my cock, stroking me and making me groan at the touch. He kept eye contact with me as he swirled his tongue around the head of my cock, before taking it into his mouth and dipping his tongue into the slit.
I felt shivers up my spine as his mouth worked it’s magic; his head bobbing up and down slowly with his warm tongue running down the underside of my cock.
“Mmm.. Fuck..” I began to tangle my fingers through his hair, tugging whenever he did something just right.
He stopped though, before I could get too close, slowly pulling his lips off with a sexy popping sound.
He soon situated himself back into my lap, lifting up his hips and taking my cock and adjusting it at his entrance before slowly sinking down.
“Ohhh fuck!” He squeezed his eyes shut as he hit the hilt, and began grinding his hips back and forth.
Had he not had sex since we last did it? Because it sure fucking felt like it.
I grabbed onto his hips and bucked mine up into his, making him let out a high pitched moan.
And man, I don’t think I could ever get enough of that.
He placed his hands on my chest and began to slowly rise and fall, making me groan with pleasure.
“Th-that’s right baby.. J-just like that..” I urged him on, squeezing his hips so hard he’d probably have bruises later.
He kept going at his semi- slow pace, letting out little moans and constantly shifting his hips, searching for his prostate.
“J-Jacky.. Please..” He whined.
“Please what?” I smirked, deciding to tease him a little.
“P-please help me find it.. Mmm..please.”
“How bad do you want it cutie?” I continued, wanting him in the most desperate, horny state possible.
“P-please Jacky I want it sooo so so fucking bad! I need it! I need to feel it, please give it to me!!”
And that just about did it.
I bucked my hips up into him hard, slamming up into his prostate and making him scream.
“OH FUCK YES THAT’S IT!!” He moaned loudly nonstop as I held him in place by his hips and kept thrusting up into him quickly, hitting his prostate every time.
“Unh… Ah fuck please don’t stop!!” His nails were sinking into my chest as I watched the beautiful boy on top of me throw his head back and moan uncontrollably in pure bliss.
“G-give me all you got baby..” I smirked up at him, letting go of his hips and urging him to take the lead.
He understood, and quickly began to rise and fall on my cock to the best of his ability, making the both of us moan and feel jolts of pleasure through our bodies.
“Ohh Jacky! I.. I’m fucking close fuck!” He started panting as his thighs started shaking; his knees too weak to keep bouncing on their own.
I gripped his ass and squeezed it, making it drop up and down on my cock while I began thrusting up into him at the same time.
“Fuck fuck fuck Jack!! I’m… I’m gonna..”
“Do it baby.. Fucking cum all over me right now.” I edged him on with my words, making him moan.
And with one last sharp thrust into his prostate, he was exploding white all over my chest and stomach without even being touched.
Just the sight of his body shaking and his hips jerking and spasming on mine caused me to hit my peak soon after he did.
He just felt so fucking tight and warm around me that I just couldn’t help but bust my load right into his ass.
We both moaned in sync and started panting as he collapsed on top of my body. I felt his chest heaving against mine, and cherished the moment of pure intimacy we were having.
I wrapped my arms around him and kissed the top of his head, making him smile up at me as he caught his breath.
“Fuck that was great..” He chuckled a bit, breathlessly.
I nodded in agreement and smiled at him.
“I missed this..”
He nodded and rested his head back down on my chest and closed his eyes.
I was pretty tired too, so I reached down to pull the blankets over us and then fell asleep with an angel resting on top of me.

Notes

It has been 3 weeks and I'm sorry omg.
I started school and I haven't really gotten much time to write.

Okay I'm not proud of this chapter at all. I tried writing the smut in Jack's POV this time and as you can see, it sucked ass. Also, I feel like it was rushed and lame.

Sorry dudes.

Thanks! :)

Title cred: A Daydream Away- All Time Low