Saviour

The room was silent as Jack processed Alex's words.

 "What do you mean that's all you deserve?"

Alex sighed, running his hands through his hair, trying to ignore the fact that he was still naked. "Save yourself from me, Jack. I'm nothing but a disgrace to this earth. I'll just drag you down. All I am is what I say so just go ahead and turn your back and walk away. It'll save you less heartbreak later." 

"Baby, no. I'm not going to turn my back on you. I love you Alex. I will stick by your side no matter what." Jack said, kissing the boy briefly.

"That's exactly what Vic said, and you know what happened with that." Alex sighed, letting his eyes slip shut. Jack had begun to rub at his thighs, massaging the skin and the cuts that littered them. 

"Baby, if Vic loved you, he would've been there for you more. He wouldn't have left you." 

"He did love me, Jay. He tried to be there for me but his parents didn't approve of our relationship. That's why they moved across the country, they saw how much of a fuck up I am and didn't want Vic to be any part of that." 

"Baby, you're not a fuck up." Jack whispered, cupping the boys jaw in his hands. 

"Yes I am Jack! You don't understand what the fuck I think of myself, how I see myself. I absolutely hate myself Jay. And it's slowly killing me." Alex's voice had turned into a whisper by the end of his rant. Jack pulled the boy closer. 

"Baby, you may see yourself as a fuck up but to me you're absolutely fucking perfect. I love you. Everything about you. From your smile to your dimples that pop out on your back when you stand up, to your beautiful brown eyes that I feel myself getting lost in every time I look in them, to your scars. Every fucking thing about you, Lex is perfect. I love you." Alex was crying now, tears running slowly down his face. 

"I love you too Jack." 

"So, are your parents really abusive?" 

Alex nodded. "Yeah, it's why I always have to come to your house when I want to hang out. They always yell and shout at me an my dad has been known to hit me, leaving bruises and sometimes cuts. I'm sorry I didn't tell you Jay." 

Jack shook his head, pecking Alex's lips. "No baby, it's okay. I wish you had told me sooner, yes, but I understand why you didn't. I'm just glad you're safe right now." 

"I'm safe because I'm with you." Alex whispered. Alex didn't usually initiate kisses, but when he did, he had a reason behind it. 

Their lips locked and Alex's hands moved to tangle loosely in Jacks hair while Jacks hands moved down Alex's body, feeling every inch of naked flesh. 

Alex gasped, the sound being swallowed by Jacks mouth, as the boys hands wandered over his lower stomach, right above his pubic hair, feeling the scars and cuts there and mentally grimacing at how abused the otherwise perfect flesh was. 

"I love you." Jack whispered, hand wandering just a little lower, brushing through the hair around the base of Alex's shaft. 

"I lo-oh-ve you too." Alex gasped out, biting his bottom lip. 

"You're so beautiful, Lex." He kissed Alex once more, moving his head a bit so that his forehead pressed against Alex's. "So sexy." 

"No I'm not." Alex said, breaking Jacks heart. 

"Alex," Jack groaned, pulling back away from Alex. "What is it gonna take for me to make you see yourself as beautiful and perfect?" 

Alex looked at Jack, pain etched into his features. "I... I don't know." 

Jack cupped his cheek, fighting back tears at his boys words. "Can I try to make you feel beautiful?" 

"I don't think anything you'd do could help me change my opinion on myself." 

"Let me just try, baby please?" Alex sighed, reluctantly nodding his head. 

Jack couldn't help it as he smiled, leaning forward and capturing their lips together in a kiss. 

"You're so perfect baby." Jack whispered, moving his lips away from Alex's, down his throat. "So beautiful." 

His lips attached to the boys neck, kissing and sucking his way down, making Alex tip his head back, mouth falling open in an 'o' shape. 

"I love you so much." Jack whispered, biting down on Alex's pulse point. 

"I love yo-oh too, baby." 

"Why do you do this to yourself? You're perfect. Don't you see that?" Jack whispered against his skin, making the elder shiver. 

"Jack..." Alex gasped out, feeling Jack skate his lips lower, brushing across his collarbones. He moaned, eyes flying wide as Jack sucked a hickey into his neck, teeth nipping lightly at the skin. 

"You want me to touch you?" Jack asked, smiling down at Alex as he brushes his hand gently across the shaft of his slowly hardening cock. 

Alex tipped his head back, mouth gasping for air as he let out a small mewl, moving his hands to Jacks hair and back. 

"Tell me, Lex. Do you want me to touch you? I want to. Wanna make you feel beautiful baby." 

Alex couldn't comprehend anything correctly at the moment. 

"Tell me." Was whispered again from Jack and the elders eyes widened more. 

"Yes."

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