There's A Ghost In This Room

I didn't hear from Alex this morning. It was really strange, because usually he's always here to either say “good morning,” or to scare me, or to just be a straight up asshole, even.
But he wasn't.
I shouldn't be worried about him.. I mean, it's not like he could possibly be in trouble or anything…after all, he is dead, already.
It's just unlike him..and I guess that's why I'm worried. I really miss him.
I sighed, and shrugged on my bag before leaving to my car, and heading off for school.
When I got there, I walked through the corridor and up the stairs; straight to my History, as usual.
I sat with my head down on the desk, and my earphones in. I was having some pretty bad cramps, and my head was pounding, but I still refused to turn my music down. It just wouldn't be loud enough for my liking.
If there's one thing I can't live without besides Alex, it's my music. I honestly need it in order to get through the day. It makes every situation better. And since Alex wasn't present today, this is the next best thing, I guess.
Soon, class started, and the hell known as school, began for the day.
First period surprisingly went pretty well. No one said anything to me that was insulting or inappropriate…really, no one looked my way, at all. It was nice and peaceful, really. Honestly, the last thing I want is attention. I'd much rather just be invisible.
My next class went by the same, aside from maybe one or two little glares from some chick who got a little pissed when I accidentally knocked her paper off of her desk. But, other than that, everything was pretty great. It was just a pretty solid day, I guess?
Next, I had lunch. Usually, people are all excited and happy for lunch. Believe me, I love getting a break from working and getting to eat, but it's a hell of a lot more enjoyable when you actually have someone to socialize with. Someone to laugh with and talk to.
A friend.
That's something I guess I'll never have, aside from Alex. But he’s gone M.I.A, so whatever.
I went outside through the school’s back courtyard, where many couples and laughing circles of friends were eating and just hanging out on the benches, and on the ground against the brick walls.
I was walking on my way to sit down at my usual spot underneath the tree by the sidewalk, but I got stopped by a familiar snarky voice.
“Well hello here, Brittany!” Ashlynn greeted me, alongside Jenna, as I turned around to face them.
“Um..it's Bethany..” I awkwardly responded with a small voice, that was very unconfident, to say the least.
Well so much for a solid day…
They snickered and rolled their eyes at me.
“I've been trying to make more friends and do some good deeds around here, and I think I'll start by telling you to rethink eating those chips, Brittany.” Ashlynn completely disregarded my comment, and motioned towards my small bag of Lays in my hand. It was my only lunch.
“Yeah. Take our friendly advice, and watch your fucking weight. Since you obviously don't have any friends, someone had to tell you!” Jenna snickered, causing Ashlynn to burst into laughter.
I was feeling really embarrassed and uncomfortable now, and I just wanted them to leave me alone.
I didn't trust my tongue, so I just stood there, watching them laugh at me; trying to block out the insults that were being aimed my way.
Suddenly, Zack walked over, and threw his arm around Ashlynn’s shoulders.
“So what are we laughing about?” He chuckled.
“We're just helping out our friend here, with her diet.” Ashlynn mischievously smirked.
“Well hey, fat girls need some love too, am I right?” He joked, smirking at me and causing them all to burst into laughter.
I was starting to slowly back away now, feeling completely embarrassed and wanting to leave before I started crying or something.
Just then, a loud but awfully familiar male voice interrupted their laughter.
“Yo dickface!”
The boy caused them to turn around, and everyone's attention fell on him.
“I don't know what the fuck is wrong your eyes, but anyone could see that she's not fat. She's beautiful.” After glaring at Zack, he turned to give me a small smile.
His hazel eyes connected with mine, as the corners of his mouth stretched out into a goofy smile.
Alex.
He was here.
He was at my school.
He's talking to people at my school.
They can see him.
Holy fuck, they can see him!!
“Whoa, uh..hey. I haven't seen you here before!” Ashlynn quickly shrugged Zack’s arm off of her shoulders, and took a step closer to Alex.
Jenna followed suit, as they flirtatiously grinned up at him.
“Yeah, that's cause it's my first day here. Now if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna-“
“You should totally eat lunch with us!” Ashlynn eagerly cut him off.
“Oh um..I'm gonna hang with Beth today, actually. Maybe some other time?” He flashed them his signature grin, before stepping over to me.
I stood in my same spot, with my mouth wide open in shock.
He chuckled, and his cheeks turned a tint of red.
“So uh…surprise? You seem really happy to see me..” He nervously chuckled, seeming to be afraid of my reaction.
I soon snapped out of my daze, and threw my arms around his neck.
“I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU’RE FUCKING HERE, THIS IS SO FUCKING INSANE!” I squealed, hugging him even tighter and causing him to laugh and hug me back.
“Yup! I'm officially registered at Dulaney High..we go to school together…yay.” He seemed a little uneasy, but I'm guessing that it's probably just nerves. He's never even been to a high school before, and plus, everyone can actually fucking see him!!
“I have no idea how you managed to do this, but I am so fucking happy you're here, holy shit!” I threw my arms around him a second time, causing him to blush.
“Well I'm happy that you're happy, Beth. And hey..who was that asswipe back there? And why was he saying that shit about you like that?” Alex pulled back to give me a both puzzled and pissed off look.
I simply shrugged and sighed.
“I don't know why. Zack has never been the nice type, I guess.”
“Well Zack seems to be the douche bag type, if you ask me.” He shrugged, causing me to giggle a bit.
I just realized how fucking perfect this is. Alex defends me and then hangs out with me during lunch..and maybe we even have some classes together! This so so fantastic, and I just couldn't possibly be happier right now.
“So how about those girls? Who are they? Are they nice?” He quickly asked, making me almost grimace in disgust.
So I'm guessing he wasn't there to witness all the “fat” jokes.
“Well I definitely wouldn't say nice..” I rolled my eyes.
I thought I saw a small flicker of disappointment in his eyes, but I might be wrong.
He just shrugged it off, and offered me his arm.
I hooked my arm into his, and we began walking towards the building; as it began to get a little too windy outside. Actually, a LOT windy.
“What the fuck is the weather doing??” I furrowed my brows, wondering why there was such a sudden harsh change in climate.
“Oh, that's just me, sorry. It was getting hot.” He shrugged as we walked.
I gave him a puzzled look, and stopped walking to notice that the “wind” had suddenly stopped.
“Alex! That's not normal, you can't just create your own personal wind storm when you get too hot!”
“Shut up, it's not like anyone would notice it's me..”
I rolled my eyes at him once more, and walked into the cafeteria.
We sat at a small table by the vending machines and just talked and shared my bag of chips for the rest of lunch.

When the bell rang, we stood up from our seats, and Alex took out his schedule to see which class to go to next.
I leaned in to see, and soon came to find out that we have the last two classes together!
“Well, looks like you're stuck with me for the rest of the day!” I cheered, hugging his arm out of joy.
“Really? Sick! That's fucking awesome!” He grinned, folding the schedule and stuffing it back into his back pocket.
My facial expression matched his, as we began walking to class together.
Yes Alex, this is fucking awesome.
Fucking awesome indeed.

Notes

Sooooo I wrote some stuff..
Currently working on chapter 9 I think.
And eating Pringles.
Yay <3
Speaking of writing, I wrote a one-shot. Wanna read? ;)
http://www.alltimelowfanfiction.com/Story/63324/So-Wrong-Its-Right/

Thanks! :)

And I know it was yesterday, but I didn't have time to post this chapter sooo...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAE!!! <3333

Title cred: The Ballad Of Mona Lisa- Panic! At The Disco