There's A Ghost In This Room

Dating Ashlynn has been pretty great. I really like her a lot, and I feel lucky to have her. She’s one of the prettiest girls in school, so why wouldn’t I? And I say one of, because though Ashlynn is my girlfriend, I still think Bethany’s the most beautiful girl I’ve ever laid eyes on…is that weird? It should probably be Ashlynn, but I can’t help but feel that I’d be lying to myself. Maybe it’s just because I’ve known Bethany longer and she’s my best friend? I don’t know.
Speaking of…I’ve noticed that I maybe haven’t been best friend of the year to her, lately. I’ve just been spending most of my time with Ashlynn. Whenever I do want to go hang out with Beth, Ashlynn tells me that she’d understand that I can’t be available all the time, since now I have a girlfriend.
I do miss her at times though, and I can tell it really irritates her from time to time that I’m never around. Kinda like the way she still seemed irritated that day when I told her we should just be friends. I’m not gonna lie, that really wasn’t easy to do.
When I stood there in her room, watching her blow up on me, I couldn’t help but think about how hot she was when she was angry. And I just wanted to kiss the pout right off her lips. That kiss we shared the night of the party was still fresh in my mind…but I needed to forget about it somehow.
Because I have a girlfriend now.
The reason why I did all of this in the first place, is because I just knew that I couldn’t be with Bethany. I felt like it would be wrong of me. I mean, I had been crushing on Ashlynn that whole time! I kissed her just a few minutes before I kissed Bethany! I had to choose between the two, and I decided that instead of possibly ruining my friendship with my best friend on the planet (and beyond), I would rather be with my original crush and risk it all.
Would I have been happier with Bethany, I don’t know, and I’ll never find out, anyway. I told her that we should never speak of that night again, and I was sticking to it. I only have my girlfriend to worry about now. Right??
Right now, I was sitting at our lunch table, laughing at some joke Brendon made about his English teacher.
“Brendon, you’re crazy, man!” I laughed at him some more.
“Hey, you know what else is crazy??” Jenna started, with that familiar crazy look of excitement in her eyes.
“What?” Ashlynn asked her, after swallowing a grape.
“What’s crazy is how cute you two are, together!!” Jenna squealed at me and Ashlynn, causing my cheeks to redden.
“Awwh, he’s blushing!!” She pointed out, just as excitedly as before.
Ashlynn turned to smirk at me, before holding my chin and leaning in to give me a peck on the lips, which I gladly returned.
Jenna squealed some more, and Ashlynn took that time to lean in and whisper something in my ear.
“Are you free tonight?”
“Yeah, you know I’m free whenever. Why?” I asked her in the same quiet tone so no one else at the table could hear.
“My parents aren’t home tonight.” She pulled back to look at me, while biting her lip and raising her thinly plucked brows at me.
I knew what she was implying we did tonight. It just made me a little nervous inside, because of course, I had never done it before. And not to call my girlfriend a slut or anything, but everyone pretty much knew that she had, before.
When I didn’t answer right away, she leaned back in and started nibbling on my earlobe.
“So is that a yes?” She purred, sending shivers down my spine.
“It’s a definitely.” I smirked, causing her to lean back and wink at me.
Just then the bell rang, signaling that lunch was over.
“See ya then, babe.” She smirked at me, as we stood up.
“See you.” I leaned down to give her a goodbye kiss, before we parted ways to our next classes.

It was 6:30 when Ashlynn texted me to come over to her place. She said her parents went out to dinner, and probably wouldn’t be back for a few hours.
“That leaves us plenty of time.” She cared to add, with a wink.
So that leaves me here on her bed, my lips locked with hers in a long, lazy make out session.
I was still trying to figure out how I was going to deal with this whole sex thing…I was slowly getting more and more nervous, and it made me feel like a little bitch.
Man up, Gaskarth.
It’s just sex, it’s not that hard.
I tried to rather harshly coach myself through this, but it wasn’t working. Eventually, my mind drifted off to something else…to Bethany.
I imagined her laughing at me and rolling her eyes and telling me I was a baby and I was being ridiculous. And that surprisingly made me feel a bit better.
Bethany’s criticism has never really bothered me at all. I always found every situation as comical as she did; it was just a thing between us where we made light of every situation we got into.
Oh, what would I do without her?
Wait- that’s right, I’m making out with Ashlynn.
I’m about to bang Ashlynn.
Fucking focus on Ashlynn!!
After a little while longer, I was getting sick of my thoughts, and I pulled away from the kiss.
“What’s wrong, babe?” Ashlynn gave me a puzzled look.
“Oh, nothing’s wrong at all!” I quickly denied.
She just let out a small snort, and crawled over so that her body was on top of mine.
“I’m starting to think you don’t want me anymore…” She teased with a smirk, while she traced my lips with her finger.
“No no baby, you know I’m crazy about you..” I trailed off to lean up and reconnect my lips with hers.
She giggled into the kiss, and soon, it was more heated than before.
More hungry and passionate, with our tongues going into battle. The change in atmosphere had definitely awoken my little ‘buddy’ down there, and I knew that she noticed, because she grounded her ass down on me, causing me to groan in pleasure.
She broke off the kiss to tug at the hem of my shirt, wanting me to take it off.
I complied, helping her tug it over my head. She bit her lip at the sight of my abs, and I was soon getting my dominant demeanor back; pulling her shirt off too, out of eagerness.
And boy, was she a sight to see.
“You like what you see, Lexy boy?” She smirked, flirtatiously.
I nodded, and pulled her back in for another kiss.
I felt her hands slowly slide down my torso, and the second she got to the button on my jeans, I pulled back.
“What? What’s the matter now?” She looked a bit annoyed.
“Um..you know I really want to, right? I mean, I really really want to. But I um..” I struggled to find the proper words, and fidgeted with my hands out of nervousness.
“What? Spit it out!”
“I haven’t really um…”
She stopped me mid-sentence with a gasp.
“Are you trying to say that you’ve never done it??” She looked at me in shock.
“Um..y-yeah..” My cheeks flushed with embarrassment and I looked away from her.
She kept staring at me for a second longer, before blinking a few times and smirking.
“Well, I guess I’ll just have to do all the work, then!” She giggled.
I got even more turned on my this, and then even more, when she took both of my hands and placed them on her breasts.
I squeezed, and grinned at the feeling.
Boobs are great. I love boobs. Wow.
She giggled again, and began kissing my neck, while undoing my pants.
She eventually tugged them down, along with my boxers, and licked her lips at the sight of my fully erect dick.
She began to stroke me, and I bucked my hips into her hand.
“Oh Lexy, you are in for a treat tonight.” She grinned, with her breath fanning on my dick and making me shudder.
“Oh am I?” I dirty-talked back to her.
“Uh huh. You know, I’ve never slept with a virgin before, but this could be fun. You are hot, after all.” She shrugged.
I rolled my eyes.
“Just get on with it.”
And so she did.
After a slight smirk, she was licking a stripe up my cock, and soon taking me all into her mouth at once.
I was groaning uncontrollably, and tugging on her hair with my fingers. She was giving me the best blowjob I had ever received…well, the only blowjob I had ever received.
But anyway, it was the greatest thing I had ever experienced. That was, until she stopped, and allowed me to tug off her pants. After that, everything got impossibly better.
And the rest of the night was priceless.

Notes

Hey...at least I didn't write the whole thing.

Future Hearts guyssss.
What's your favorite song on the album?
Mine is Missing You, because it means the world to me and it's like they're telling us to stay strong and I listen to it everyday and gosh...I just love this band. <3

Speaking of, I'M MEETING ATL IN LESS THAN A WEEK!!
I probably won't update this before then, because I have two oneshots to work on.
But I'll post stuff from the concert on my Twitter, which is @nianbhd.

Thanks! :)

Title cred: Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades- Brand New