Welcome to my crazy life!

Just as I lit a blunt Austin face time calls me. Really of all times. I just decided to let it ring for a little and after he called 10 times I put it down. And answered. "You usually answer right away love? Oh my god Alex" Austin said worry in his voice and he tensed

"that's why I didn't want to answer. I'm busy right now working aus. Plus it hurts to talk alot" and I frown

"okay love. Sorry" he looks like he's a bout to cry

"just text me please aus I got punched and probably kicked in my face" he nods and says bye and texts me. And I continued. It honestly hurt alot to talk. Maybe drinking and smoking will take it away. Like usual. I depend on alcohol and weed to help me along with self harm. I've tried attempting 3 times but Damon stopped me. He knows that I have and promised he wouldn't tell and he hasn't so far as I know. My door was locked and I was isolated. It feels right. I grabbed my blades and just did small cuts. The sweet sweet sweet relief. After 15 minutes of self harming I cleaned my self up just in time as someone was knocking." Alex it's jack" oh fuck! "Can I come in please?" I started panicking badly."Alex please it's just me" he had a worried tone.


"hold on jack!" I frantically hide everything and unlock the door" hi jack what are you doing here?" I asked

"well Zack didn't want to leave you so he was doing band stuff over here. And your poor face" he frowns. Geez! I don't want this type of attention I don't like this much attention or makes me anxious and feels like I'm suffocating. I get into a fight with my childhood bullies. And suddenly I'm center of attention. "come down stairs with us and be with people that truly care about you please? " I shake my head and go to shut my door but he grabs my arm" Alex please don't shut us out" he pleaded.

"ouch jack stop that hurts!" He let go and he goes into my room. "Jack please leave"

"why did you say that. Especially with such pain in your tone and voice" he asked worried.

"n-n-n-noo reason jack please leave"

"there is a reason plus you're crying shaking and stuttering" he said

"jack nothings wrong I hurt from what happened! Stop!" I screamed and the guys run up. My parents are at work. " stop pressuring and assuming! "

" what the hell jack" zack, rian and Alex said

"what the fuck are you pressuring my sister into doing jack?!?!?" Zack said about to pound him

"nothing! I think there's something she's not telling us!" Jack yelled back and I start shaking and crying... This is a fucking mess!!!! Just kill me!

"ally are you okay?" Alex asked and I nodded "you're not what's wrong"


"well I uh".... everything is falling apart in front of me

Notes

Thanks for the views so far!!!! Holy shit so much! Poor alex! What's gonna happen next? What will zack, rian, jack and Alex do? How bad will she freak out? Find out tomorrow night!!!! Like, Comment and subscribe! !!!