Kiss and Sell

Alex had never really felt someone be so gentle with him like Jack. The younger was practically worshiping his body, kissing every inch and whispering how beautiful every bit of him was, while his hands roamed his smooth skin for what felt like hours.

"I love you so much." He'd whisper every time his lips would find Alex's again after kissing down his chest to his belly button and then back up. His fingers were tickling up his sides before he gripped his waist and carefully nudged him up to the top of his bed and surrounded him in pillows. Alex wrapped his arms around Jack's neck lazily, arching his back to press their chests together and feel the warmth of his boyfriend his body begged for.

"Fuck me, Jack." Alex insisted, nudging Jack's jaw with his nose as the younger's fingers gripped Alex's bare ass. He had gotten them completely naked for a reason and Alex had caught onto the little hints since he woke up that morning that Jack wanted to have sex today. Alex wasn't sure why he chose today out of all days, maybe because his parents were gone and Joe and May were out doing something, but he wasn't complaining.

"Don't call it that." Jack said, sounding slightly offended before his voice lowered to a soothing mumble, "I'm not going to fuck you like all those other guys and just use you for pleasure; I'm going to take care of you and love you."

Alex nodded, though his mind was mostly focused on his dick and how Jack's fingers were suddenly wet and cold and wiggling past his entrance. The two already inside were slowly twisted and moved against his soft insides while Jack's mouth worked bright bruises against his skin. Every movement felt slow and blurry to Alex. He gave himself a moment to focus on the body on top of him, how heavy Jack's torso felt against his, before Jack pulled back to stare down at him. Their matching eyes locked, but Alex forced his own to look down at his own body. Across his torso, under his ribcage, and even on his hipbone he could see dark bite marks bruising. Jack was possessive over his body and every mark was like him telling the world to fuck off his property. Before Alex would have hated someone acting as if they could claim him as their own with hickeys and love bites, but when Jack did it it made his heart swell.

Jack's fingers had yet to catch Alex's prostate, but despite that the motion still seemed to settle Alex's needs to not whine for more for even the few moments it took Jack to realize he hadn't been giving him the exact pleasure he had aimed for. He crooked his fingers, eyes never leaving Alex's face and filled with hope that Alex's reaction would be a good one soon, a great and amazing one.

Alex snaked his hand down, grabbing Jack's wrist and turning it to lead him to the little bundle of nerves, sending Jack's fingers deeper in and feeling his middle finger brush something to cause sparks to electrify Alex's entire lower half.

"There." Alex gasped, "Right there. Do you feel it?" He didn't much care if Jack really felt it. All he cared was Jack knew where it was and that he would hit it again. The digit rubbed over the spot, Alex's words slurring as he shivered and nodded his head, "Yea-yeah, that, there."

"It feels weird." Jack admitted, but still he continued to poke it and watch with a certain glint in his eyes as Alex's face retorted into pleasure with his jaw slacking and little mews to pass his kiss-swollen lips.

Alex's fingernails bit into Jack's shoulder blades as his fingers began to pump in and out, the swollen prostate being jabbed with an urgency to please. His eyes that were once squeezed shut opened as he let out a low moan, Jack's eyes once again locking with his own.

Alex's already flushed face deepened in color, "Why are you staring at me? Y-you're so weird."

"You look beautiful." Jack murmured, a grin stretching across his face again as he realized how much he really loved Alex. How could he not? He was annoying sometimes, and they probably fought more than necessary, but all in all Alex was the only person he would ever love. He was caring and comforting and funny. Even if it was hard for Alex to show he actually cared about Jack as much as Jack cared for him he knew that somewhere deep down Alex loved him just the same.

"Will you hurry up and just put your dick in me?" Alex blushed, turning his head to the side to avoid Jack's gaze. Out of the corner of his eye he could still see Jack staring at him with that goofy grin on his face.

"I love you." He whispered, moving forward to let his forehead rest against Alex's jaw as he pulled his fingers out gently. Alex blushed and whispered something back, but Jack didn't catch it as he reached over him for the lube. He was so quiet, he might as well have just not said anything at all. Jack glanced over at him, popping the bottle open and asking, "What did you say?"

Alex blushed, "Don't make me repeat it, Jay."

"I really didn't hear you. You were too quiet." Jack returned to hovering over him, Alex feeling his entrance be rubbed by something cold. He opened his mouth to reply but was cut off by Jack sucking a breath in, his arms shaking as he started to push in. Jack chuckled nervously when Alex gave him a questioning look, "I'm just nervous."

"Why?" Alex asked, his hands resting on Jack's shoulders as his wide eyes once again found Jack's own.

"I'm losing my virginity to the only person I've ever loved, and ever will, and..." He paused as he pushed completely in until the hilt before taking a deep breath and continuing, "And I don't want to mess this up and be really bad."

"Oh." Alex turned his head again, letting Jack's head fall into the crook of his neck that he kissed as he nodded, "You've done really well so far." Alex admitted, hearing a small chuckle from Jack in response, "I almost forgot you were a virgin."

"Thanks, but you don't have to lie." Jack mumbled, his hips rocking gently against Alex's until he pushed himself up and pulled out and angled himself. He pushed in again, feeling Alex tighten around him as he let out a little moan of pleasure. His free hand that wasn't holding his self up moved to brush over Alex's hard cock resting heavy against his stomach. Alex sucked in a sharp breath of air, his grip on Jack's shoulders tightening as he gave him shallow thrusts into his prostate.

"I like your shoulders." Alex suddenly complimented, staring at his hands that connected with Jack's skin on the bony frame.

"You like my shoulders?" Jack asked, giving him a funny look as he tried to mostly focus on his slow paced thrust.

Alex nodded, his toes curling as Jack's tip prodded his insides just right, "I like that... that they hold your arms and stuff, and when you move them up when you laugh. It's cute."

"And you said I was weird." Jack chuckled. His breathing began to change slightly, soft grunts slipping past his lips. His movements were dragged out and slow, but soon he let his need of release over take his actions and his hips bucked quickly into Alex. Alex gasped loudly, his back arching until his chest was pressed flush to Jack's own and he moaned into his face while Jack turned his head to pepper the corner of his mouth and cheek and chin in sloppy, wet kisses, "God, I love you."

"Mm, fuck." Alex nodded, agreeing without much thought. His hands slipped down to Jack's shoulder blades that he let his blunt fingernails gently scrape. Jack shivered, grunts becoming growls and frustrated grumbles as he tried to push Alex as far near the edge as he could get him. His hand wrapped around his neglected dick to squeeze and stroke as he drove into Alex's ass. He looked angry as he watched his hand work but as soon as his eyes found Alex's once again his face softened and a lazy smile stretched across his lips.

"I love you." He repeated, "You're my world."

Alex had never been told something like that. It was a simple sentence but it hit him hard suddenly. Jack's eyes were filled with adoration, not darkened in lust like Alex's. Jack was taking care of him, making sure Alex was content and comfortable and the first to get off even though he was losing his virginity. Jack truly loved him, truly would do anything for him, and Alex had never really realized that before. Something about that stupid sentence triggered him. Jack literally saw Alex as his everything, as his world.

Alex tried to blink back the tears filling his eyes. He wasn't sad or in pain. He felt loved. It had been a while since he truly felt loved. The tears rolled out the corner of his eyes despite him holding them in, sticking to his lashes in clumps like glitter glue.

"Am I hurting you?" Jack asked, panicked. Alex shook his head quickly, sniffling and forcing a smile, "What's wrong?"

"You, you just-" He was cut off as Jack swiped his thumb over his slit and thrust particularly hard, a strangled moan coming out sounding gurgled, "Oh fuck."

"Do you want me to stop? Why are you crying?"

"Don't stop." Alex said, his fingernails dipping further into Jack's smooth skin, "Keep going."

Jack did as he was told, his soft voice whispering encouragement and 'I love you's until Alex reached his high and came with his boyfriend's name stained on his plump lips. Jack smiled at him, letting himself go inside Alex although he really hadn't meant to he just couldn't hold it in anymore as Alex clamped around him.

"Fuck." Jack whispered, ducking down to kiss Alex's lips hastily and smiling as he kissed back. Alex smiled back lazily, cupping Jack's cheek as they stared into each other's eyes for a moment, "You're even more beautiful when you smile."

Alex blushed, "Stop it." He laughed, feeling Jack pull out and furrowing his brow, "You didn't wear a condom. I could get pregnant, you know."

"I didn't want to wear one for our first time. I wanted to feel you." Jack said as he grabbed a dirty shirt and wiped Alex's stomach and his hand. He laid down beside Alex and dragged him into his chest, kissing behind his ear and then down to his neck before reaching his shoulder, "What did you say when we first started? You were too quiet. I couldn't hear you."

Alex turned around to look into Jack's eyes as he whispered, nearly as inaudible as the first time, "I said 'I love you too'."

Notes

I suck at smut so bad but heeeeeeeeeeerrrreeeeeeee you all go halla at me for Alex saying i love you. but seriously though. bc he wasn't going to for a long time but I changed it bc why not he's got blue hair now lets just do whatever and go against my entire plans who cares. \o/