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Kiss Me Again

Let's Start Over

*Alex*
Seeing Tay a little while ago, really made me feel...well..a lot of things.
I felt relieved, in a way; that I fixed things with her. Maybe our relationship isn't and may never be fixed, but I'm glad that we can at least be friends. I mean, we were great friends before we even started dating..right?
I just wish we could be more than that..
But I have a girlfriend who cares about me.
Speaking of, I just arrived at her house, after receiving the text from her when I was at Tay's.
I got out of the car, and knocked on the door of her big, white, house. I waited there until she answered the door, wearing nothing but a tank top, and a pair of pink panties.
"Hey there, Lexxy." She greeted seductively, winking at me.
"Hey, there." I smirked, playing along.
I wasn't exactly in the mood for this..I just couldn't stop thinking about Tay.
"Well..come in. Make yourself at home." She winked once more, before moving aside to let me enter the house.
She took my hand in hers, and led me over to the couch, before sitting me down, and crawling on top of me.
She leaned in and bit my bottom lip, causing me to open my mouth slightly; allowing her to slip her tongue in my mouth.
We made out for a bit, before she detached our lips, and grinned at me.
"So..Lexxy...I have an idea on what colors we should wear for prom..oh! And we'll make prom king and queen, obviously! It'll be soooo cute."
Prom. There she goes again. It's all she ever fucking talks about. It's so fucking annoying.
Maybe it wouldn't be as annoying if it were Tay...she's always adorable when she's excited about something. Heck, I'd be excited about it, too...
My thoughts were interrupted by Lisa's long list of prom-related demands.
"I think that maybe you should slick your hair back.." She lifted my bangs up, revealing my almost-embarrassing hairline.
"No." I refused, shaking her hands away.
"Ugh, Lexxy..this is our last prom! This is MY last prom! This means the world to me, and it's really important, so just cooperate!!" She pouted at me, making me sigh in frustration.
"Okay, I'm sorry. I just- I've got a lot on my mind right now."
"Other than me?" She smirked.
"Yeah. Much bigger problems." I answered rather harshly, without even meaning to. She just pushes my buttons, sometimes.
She seemed a little taken aback, and furrowed her brows.
"Well what the fuck could possibly be more important than this??"
I sighed, taking this as her way of telling me to open up.
"I...I was at Tay's house before I came here." I sighed.
"Oh really?" She gave me a warning glare.
"Oh no, nothing happened, I swear!! We just..talked."
"About??"
"Well..personal stuff. She was depressed about something, and I just..checked up on her. That's all, promise."
She still stared at me with uncertainty, before snickering.
"Oh, of course nothing else happened! It's not like you would actually cheat on me with HER!" She burst into giggles.
I gave her a puzzled look.
"What do you mean by that?"
"I mean.. Of course that emo freak was depressed! She literally walks around school dressed as a fucking hobo..it's pathetic, really." She rolled her eyes and laughed some more.
I gave her a cold glare, instantly making her laughter stop completely.
"What do you know? You don't know shit about her!" I almost yelled; my protective side coming out.
I still cared about Tay, a lot. If anyone says shit about her, I still get outraged.
Lisa scoffed, and rolled her eyes.
"Well, I know that she's a pathetic little orphan child, who tries to be so much better than me, with her stupid little annoying friend..I'm sorry, but Hayley looks like a fucking highlighter that got thrown in the garbage. Just like Tay..heck, I bet her parents killed themselves, just because they were so ashamed that they made such an ugly baby!" She started laughing again.
That was the last fucking straw.
"Get off of me." I demanded, causing her to give me a weird look.
"Huh?" Her laughing faltered, realizing my seriousness.
"I said, get the fuck off of me!!"
I wanted to fucking break something.
She slowly moved off of my lap, allowing me to stand up from her couch.
"Lex?"
"NO. JUST DON'T FUCKING SAY ANYTHING ELSE."
She got up, and began trying to calm me down.
"Lexxy, baby-"
"DON'T call me that. You're a fucking bitch, you know that? All you've done is fucking cause her misery! Hell, you've caused ME misery! Who the hell, takes pleasure in making other people feel like shit? You- ugh, you know that? I'm done talking to you, and fucking listening to you. Go to the fucking prom with someone else, we're done." I glared at her, as she looked up at me with wide eyes, in shock.
She blinked a few times, and nervously looked away, probably thinking of a way to retaliate.
"Y-y-you? You're breaking up with ME? Uhm..you're the one who dropped out of the fucking basketball team! You're freaking stupid!!" She attempted to insult me, and failed miserably.
It was true, I quit the team a few days after me and Tay broke up. I couldn't keep my head in the game, and I missed too many practices, due to feeling socially withdrawn. I just didn't wanna do it anymore.
"Whatever, I had my reasons." I shrugged.
She looked outraged at this.
"Y-you know that! You're fucking DUMB, that's what you are!! And-and you're dumb for even liking that piece of garbage!!" She crossed her arms, with a smug look on her face, obviously proud of her little comeback.
"No, Lisa. I'm dumb for even thinking for one second, that you could ever replace her. Fact of the matter is, Lisa, I'm in love with Tay...and as for you? Well, you just don't seem to take rejection very well." I smirked, before turning around and leaving the house I plan to never step foot in, ever again.
Tay. Tay Tay Tay.
Now it's okay for me to think about her.
Now it's okay for me to want her.
Now it's okay for me to be with her.
And I've got the perfect plan.

*Tay*
The next morning was going by pretty well, so far. Barbara was asleep at the table, so I didn't have to hear her insult of the day, today. Getting to sit there in Alex's safe embrace for the last time yesterday, just made me feel...I don't know..happier. At least a lot happier than I have been, for the past month. Therefore, I decided I'd try to eat at least a little, today. I had a granola bar on my way out.
When I got to school, I didn't see Alex in the morning. I guess we were back to being friends now..but it's still a bit hard to wrap my head around. Being just-friends with a guy I'm in love with, does not sound easy. Not at all.
When I got to homeroom, I saw that Hayley was surprisingly already there, looking up at me with wide, sad eyes.
I instantly felt anxious, remembering what happened yesterday.
She hates me.
She's probably told everyone.
I'm an outcast..I don't deserve to be their friends any-
My thoughts were cut short, when I was enveloped into a big hug, from Hayley.
"I won't tell anyone. Not even Jack. I know I have trouble keeping my mouth shut sometimes, but this is serious, and you're my best friend, and I love you, and I'm here for you. Okay?" Hayley whispered into my ear, as she hugged me.
"T-thank you, Hayl...I honestly thought you'd hate me." I gave her a small smile, as I pulled back to look at her.
"Hate you? Why would I ever hate you?? I just hope you're okay, Girly!" She gave me a bit of a worried expression.
"I'm fine, Hayley. I'm actually a lot better, now." I flashed her a reassuring smile, as we sat down in our seats.
"Well, I can see that! I'm glad to have my bestie back!" She beamed, loving the fact that I looked like I was actually making an effort today, and I was actually talking more.
"I'm glad, too." I grinned.
We pretty much just talked until the bell rang. Apparently, Jack told Hayley he loved her, and he said it first. That is absolutely shocking to me, but it's also quite adorable. I actually think Hayley's the only girl he's ever loved.
That made me think of me and Alex, a little bit, but I had to mask what I felt; because I am Hayley's best friend, and I am happy for her, and I will not be self-centered.
After we parted ways, I went to my next class, where I sat next to Jack and Zack. They were actually acknowledging my existence now, and that was new. They just kept smiling at me, and after a while, it was starting to freak me out a little bit.
"Um...what??" I raised a brow at them.
"What do you mean, what?" Zack challenged, his grin growing even wider.
"I mean, why are you guys smiling at me like that?"
They exchanged a glance, and then shrugged; playing dumb.
"Okay..you two are hiding something.." I squinted my eyes at them, suspiciously.
"I don't know what you're talking about." Jack smirked, facing his attention to the board, as the bell rang.
Oh, I was so on to them.
At the end of class, they got out of their seats and began walking out, when I caught up with them.
"Hey! So..mind telling me this huge secret you guys are keeping from me?" I smirked.
They exchanged another glance, before turning back to grin at me.
"You'll see..." Zack teased.
"I'll see...what?" I pestered on.
"Have fun in Algebra." Jack winked, before they turned around, and walked off to their next class.
Now, I was sort of afraid to go to Algebra.
I sighed in confusion, before turning to walk into the classroom. I took my usual seat, and began getting out my notebook; getting prepared to take notes.
Once I had everything perfectly organized and set out on my desk, I looked up to see Alex walking around me, to his seat beside me. He flashed me a grin that made my heart beat at a mile a minute.
I blushed and looked away, as class started.
A little further into class, the teacher stopped teaching, and left us to silently do our work, while she was typing on her laptop.
I started working on my equations, when a folded sheet of paper landed on my desk. My heart sped up, and my brain became clouded with memories. I knew who this was from, and I hadn't gotten one of these, in a long time.
I took a deep breath, before opening the paper up and reading it.

Wait three minutes before you ask.

I looked up and gave Alex a puzzled look. He gave me a wink, before raising his hand and asking the teacher if he could go to the restroom. She let him go, and he got up and tapped his finger on the sheet of paper, as he walked past my desk, and out to the hall.
Oh, now I get it.
I waited at least three minutes after he left, before I mimicked his actions. Soon, I was outside the classroom. Once I shut the door, I felt my hand being grabbed, and I almost screamed. But then, I realized it was just Alex.
"Alex, holy shit! W-where are we going??" I was alarmed, as he quickly pulled me down the hall, and outside to a courtyard.
The warm breeze hit me as we walked out the door. He let go of my hand, and I turned to him in confusion.
"Alex, what is going o-"
My words were cut off by Alex's lips, being pressed against mine.
Time stopped.
It was like I wasn't even at school anymore. Not even on the planet anymore. I felt like it was just me and Alex, and nobody else.
I felt butterflies erupt in my stomach, and the only thing racing through my mind was him.
I missed this feeling, so fucking much.
He pulled away, and we both just stared at each other, knowing that we were both thinking the same things.
"I've been wanting to do that for so goddamn long." Alex sighed with content, giving me a small smile.
I nodded in agreement, but then remembered.
He has a girlfriend.
"B-but Alex..what about Lisa??"
I didn't want to care. I didn't want to care if Lisa would be hurt if she found out about this. I wanted to just get revenge; and do the same to her as she did to me.
But I know how that feels. And it's wrong.
But Alex didn't seem too phased by it; he just chuckled a bit.
"Let's just say...Lisa doesn't have a say in who I can kiss, anymore. Or...be in love with." He grinned, taking my hands in his.
Whoa. Holy shit.
Is he saying what I think he's saying???
"S-so...are you saying that..you.."
"I broke up with her."
"Oh."
That was all I could really say, in that moment. I was shocked, and happy, and pretty much exploding with feelings on the inside.
"Listen, Tay...I fucked up. I fucked up really fucking bad. I hurt you, and I made the worst decision of my life, by dating Lisa. Especially knowing what she did to us.."
"You mean what I did to us..." I muttered bitterly, looking down at our joined hands.
"No..you just didn't want Lisa to get in between us, and I basically let her. I was bad to you, and baby, I'm really sorry."
I looked into his sad, loving eyes, which broke my heart.
"You weren't. You were a great boyfriend. You cared so much, and...you kept your promise. You have been there for me. Heck, I probably wouldn't even be here if it weren't for you, Alex!" I smiled at him, feeling happy tears fill my eyes.
"All I've ever wanted is for you to be happy..you know that?" He whispered, detaching one of our hands, to tuck a strand of my hair off to the side of my face.
"Well I'm only happy when I'm with you."
He smirked, and shook his head.
"What?" I cocked a brow at him.
"Nothing, it's just that we're being so fucking cheesy right now." He chuckled.
I laughed along with him.
"Well don't ruin it! We can be cheesy if we want to!" I laughed, bringing my arms up to wrap around his neck.
He wrapped his arms around my waist.
"I'm sorry, baby. Do you forgive me?"
I just smiled, and leaned up to connect lips with his, in a passionate, loving, kiss.
"So...I'll take that as a yes?" He smirked, after pulling away.
I bit my lip and nodded, failing to conceal my smile.
"Well shit, I guess that makes me the happiest guy in the world, right now!" He grinned.
I gazed deeply into his eyes, and felt overwhelmed with a strong feeling for him, that I just couldn't hold in, anymore.
"Alex?"
"Yes, Gorgeous?"
"I love you."
The look on his face was priceless, as he leaned down to kiss me.
"I love you, too."

Notes

Uhm..I don't know what kind of trouble they'll be in when they return to class after 20 minutes, but uhh....yeah..xD
TA-DA!! I FIXED IT, SO STOP BEING MAD AT ME, YA MEANIES! :P
Jk I deserved it for torturing everyone with over 5 breakup chapters, I'm sorry x)

So what did ya think of that Lisex breakup scene? Pretty awesome, or nah?

We've been on the popular page for like..a while. THANK YOU FOR READING & VOTING AND ALL THAT GOOD STUFF, IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY AWWH. <3

Thanks! :)

Title cred: Circles- All Time Low

Comments

Oh how I always find my way back to this

Daydreamers Daydreamers
11/22/17

This fic was so cute! I stumbled across it the other day and just finished it. I loved it! :)
You're a really great writer, and just wanted to leave a comment to show you that other people are still stumbling across this and enjoying it. :) Amazing job with it. May have to check out some of your other stuff.

Nanook Nanook
1/22/17

@SophieGaskarth
Thank you so much! <333

JacksWife678 JacksWife678
5/31/16

That was amazing. Absolutely loved it.

SophieGaskarth SophieGaskarth
5/20/16

@JacksWife678
I love you too Nia

Daydreamers Daydreamers
12/19/15