Stop fucking around with my emotions.

*Jack's pov*

We came back from Taco Bell to find Alex asleep on the sofa. Rian carried him to bed (those muscles tho) and I stayed still, unsure on whether to sleep in the same room as Alex, I knew our "little moment" had freaked him out. But then he probably wouldn't even remember it in the morning. It most likely wasn't even significant to him. Me on the other hand, I couldn't stop thinking about it. What if we'd kissed? Why had we stayed there for so long?

Rian and Zack had gone into their room and I supposed I should go to sleep. I brushed my teeth and headed towards my bedroom. I slipped under my covers and lay there. Alex's snores were cute as fuck. I tried to sleep but I just couldn't. I got up and travelled to the kitchen. Why was I always hungry? I searched around, settling on Doritos. Literally nothing was on TV, well what the fuck do you expect Jack- Adventure Time isn't on at 12am. Teleshopping isn't that bad, so I watched people literally have orgasms at how great this steam mop was.

I had zoned out, then I felt someone sit beside me. Zack laughed.
"You need to use that NoNo thing on your legs, you're hairy as fuck" he said, pointing to the TV. I threw a pillow at him.
"You can't sleep either?"
"Nah" he said, as he began to hit me with the sofa pillow repeatedly. 10 minutes later it ended with me sitting on him. Size is always an advantage.
"Mmf mf mmmmfffff" I removed the pillow from his face. "Sorry, didn't catch that"
"You fat shit get off me" I laughed as I pulled him up and returned to the sofa.

I was debating whether to talk to Zack about my worries. I mean he was also Alex's best friend.
"Dude, you think something's up with Alex? What was up with playing lullabies again?"
"I don't know, but I just hope he's okay. Jack, you have to catch him if he falls again. We can't lose him. We need him. His fans need him"
"I know, and it kills me to think that he might be going through that again. I just want him to be able to talk to me" I blinked away the tears forming. I really fucking loved Alex. "What if he's hurting himself again?" My voice broke on the end of that sentence.
Zack looked over at me, then pulled me into a hug, wiping away my tears with his finger.
"He's been acting s-so weird l-lately" Zack just held me, until the tears stopped.
"Jack you need sleep" I needed as he pulled me up and took me to my bed.
"Night Jack, he'll be okay" I watched the door close and I rolled over to face Alex. His hair was messed up and his mouth was slightly agape. I could see his collar bones more clearly than normal. I hoped he was eating all right.

"Good night Alex, I love you" I breathed in a barely audible voice. I pushed the worries to the back of my head and closed my eyes.

Notes

Title credit: After Midnight, Blink 182
Hehehehehe a bit of Merrickat for you there :333333 Sorry for the limited description and the general shittiness.
Also, if you like supernatural, then I have a destiel fanfic on my Wattpad, my Wattpad name is @superpotterkilljoy and it's the Bring Me To Life story (I wrote it like a year ago it is not that good).
New chapter will most likely be up tomorrow or later tonight c: