Stop fucking around with my emotions.

*Alex's pov*

After wanking and clearing up the blood,- which left an ominous metallic stench in the air which I preyed to go away, and quickly- /I wrapped a towel round my waist and sauntered into my room, which I shared with Jack. He shifted awkwardly and I realised he had probably herd my little vocal performance in the bathroom. I blushed and went over to my bed, pulling out a clean pair of boxers, putting them on under my towel. I faced away from Jack as I struggled into my slightly too tight skinny jeans and I pulled on my grey, v neck t-shirt.

I flopped down on my bed. Do I say something? Did Jack really mean what he had said about helping me?
"About what I said Alex-"
"It's k Jack, forget it" I did not want an awkward convo with him, it was already awkward enough. Jack breathed out sigh of relief. He fell out of his bed and crawled into mine and attacked me with his fingers. I screamed as my limbs flailed around.
"Stop, don't, tickle, help!" I managed to say between each of my gasping breaths. We tickle-wrestled for few minutes before we became too exhausted and gave up.

I was then that I realised that Jack and I were laying on our sides, facing each other, our faces inches apart. Our eyes locked into place. Time stayed still. The moment dragged its feet, becoming unnaturally slow. Every sound seemed louder. Every movement more pronounced. I could hear the air entering and exiting his lungs and I heard is it hitched slightly. I heard him swallow, and I could hear my heart racing faster and faster. I could see his eye lashes, which were longer than average, gently graze the skin under his eyes when he blinked. I could see just how beautiful he was, right here. Right now.

My mind was blank, what was happening? I had no idea what to do, when Rian burst through the closed door.
"Jack me and Zack were gunna go-" he paused as he watched us quickly moving away from each other "-to Taco Bell and we know how much you love burritos Jack so you wanna come?" He was eying our reddening faces.
"Yeah, okay, coming" Jack muttered.
Rian turned to me and before he opened his mouth I said "Nah I just ate, it's okay"
He turned out of the room and Jack followed him, not looking at me.

I was confused, yes. My emotions were here, there and everywhere. I shrugged Ah well. I also felt very guilty about lying to Rian. Truth be told, I was barely eating at the moment. I hadn't eaten since yesterday lunch- my appetite had decreased dramatically lately. I got up, sighing. Today had been far too tiring. As I made my way to the kitchen, I made some tea, then settled down in front of the TV, and turned to Adventure Time. Jack really loves this show. No Alex, stop thinking of Jack.

My tea was soon gone, as was my consciousness. My body was curled up in a small ball on the sofa and I was snoring ever so slightly. When the guys came back, Rian crried me to my bed, smiling at my now care free face.

Notes

Ayyyyyyyyy, so first chapter done by me. I'll probs update tomorrow yay!