I'm gonna break down these walls...
But there's room for two...
BEEP BEEP BEEEEEEEP
My alarm screamed making a sleepy Alex move, Alex? He was still here? In my bed, in my house. I turned off the alarm and cuddled back into his side. He must know by now that I'm gay to.
The next time I opened my eyes it was 11:43 and I decided that we would miss school today. I soon fell back asleep.
It wasn't too long till I woke up with something tickling my neck. I opened my eyes and saw Alex pressing small kisses on every inch on my neck.
"Alex, come on, I'm up I'm up!" I said laughing. He laughed and put his hand on my cheek and rubbed it with thumb.
"Morning gorgeous." He said smiling.
"Don't lie." I pouted looking down. It's weird because a lot of people would think I say stuff like that for attention but I really don't, I generally think I couldn't look any worse. I don't think my reflection could be anymore ugly and unattractive. My scars just show how weak I am. But here I was smiling into the face of the most perfect boy I had ever met.
"Shut up, if I hear you doubt how perfect you are more time I'm going to have to punish you." Alex said smiling. He had made his way on top of me spreading his legs across my hips, he kissed my nose and smiled down at me.
"Alex, look-"
"Oh please Jack, no."
"I'm sorry, we've just met, I don't even know really know you that well."
"Jacky, you know everything about me. I don't mind waiting for you though. I'll wait forever for you jack." I couldn't help but grin at that. The boy had only known me for what, 9 days and for the majority of that he had been ignoring me yet he talked to me like he was in love with me.
"But I don't know all the little things about you, like how many sugars you have in your tea or if you talk in your sleep, how you like your baths, all the cute little things." I sounded so cliche but this was all too much too fast. "Alex I may not be the most attractive person or the most interesting person but I will care for you, just give me time Alex. I'm sorry."
"I'll give you all the time you need jacky, if it weren't for you i would be dead. Jack if it weren't for you I would want to be dead."
My alarm screamed making a sleepy Alex move, Alex? He was still here? In my bed, in my house. I turned off the alarm and cuddled back into his side. He must know by now that I'm gay to.
The next time I opened my eyes it was 11:43 and I decided that we would miss school today. I soon fell back asleep.
It wasn't too long till I woke up with something tickling my neck. I opened my eyes and saw Alex pressing small kisses on every inch on my neck.
"Alex, come on, I'm up I'm up!" I said laughing. He laughed and put his hand on my cheek and rubbed it with thumb.
"Morning gorgeous." He said smiling.
"Don't lie." I pouted looking down. It's weird because a lot of people would think I say stuff like that for attention but I really don't, I generally think I couldn't look any worse. I don't think my reflection could be anymore ugly and unattractive. My scars just show how weak I am. But here I was smiling into the face of the most perfect boy I had ever met.
"Shut up, if I hear you doubt how perfect you are more time I'm going to have to punish you." Alex said smiling. He had made his way on top of me spreading his legs across my hips, he kissed my nose and smiled down at me.
"Alex, look-"
"Oh please Jack, no."
"I'm sorry, we've just met, I don't even know really know you that well."
"Jacky, you know everything about me. I don't mind waiting for you though. I'll wait forever for you jack." I couldn't help but grin at that. The boy had only known me for what, 9 days and for the majority of that he had been ignoring me yet he talked to me like he was in love with me.
"But I don't know all the little things about you, like how many sugars you have in your tea or if you talk in your sleep, how you like your baths, all the cute little things." I sounded so cliche but this was all too much too fast. "Alex I may not be the most attractive person or the most interesting person but I will care for you, just give me time Alex. I'm sorry."
"I'll give you all the time you need jacky, if it weren't for you i would be dead. Jack if it weren't for you I would want to be dead."
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