I'm gonna break down these walls...
Sing me to sleep, I'll see you in my dreams...
Alex's POV
I couldn't help but feel sorry for Jack. He did exactly what I said, he found out everything and moulded a bit of bread. He had made no friends and gained a few "faggot" rumors. I just laughed along but I couldn't help but feel so guilty.
Jack's POV
Alex was probably the person making up these rumors that I was gay. The way he didn't give a fuck about all the work I put into "our" project and took most of the credit, although me being my weak, awkward self I let him walk all over me.
I walked over to my tree, I had started avoiding me and Alex's "spot" incase he actually turned up one day.
Hey there it's good to see you again,
It never felt right calling this "just friends".
I'm happy, if you're happy, with yourself.
Take off your shirt, your shoes,
those skinny jeans I bought for you.
We're diving in, there's nothing left to lose.
I reconised this beautiful singing voice. Alex. I sat againist the tree and just listened. The song ended. He started another one, a new one that I hadn't heard before.
Baby, don't yell
You're tearing a hole right through the walls
Of everything we used to know
I'm building a place, something amazing
Just for the sake of saving us
From under the sun
Two plastic hearts with nowhere to run
We're rolling the dice on whatever's left
'Cause God only knows that we could use the rest
I couldn't help it, I walked over and found a crying alex. His breathing hitched and i hid behind a large tree and watched him.
"SEE WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME TOM, SEE WHAT YOU'VE FUCKING DONE TO ME." I noticed something red travelling down his arm. I wasn't stupid, I knew exactly what he'd done. "AND LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO POOR JACK. YOU LEFT HIM FRIENDLESS, ALTHOUGH HE WAS THE ONLY HUMAN THAT EVER BOTHERED TO LISTEN TO YOU." I started crying, tears streamed down my cheeks until I let out a little yelp. "WHO THE FUCK IS THERE!" Alex shouted.
"It's me Lex." I said revealing my state, stupidly. He looked shocked and my tear stained face.
"I thought I told you to stay away from me!"
I rushed over to him and he lay in a pool of blood. He had cut the top of his arm.
"Alex, you've lost so much blood!" I shreaked.
"Good, now leave me to die."
Alex's POV
I woke up in Jack's house on his bed.
"What the hell, are you fucking holding me captive or something?" Jack laughed, his eyes were red and his hands were covered in blood.
"You're lucky my mum taught me first aid!" He said smiling, but his eyes showed nothing but pain. I loooked at the cut I had made, it was neatly stichted up and cleaned. "Alex, you passed out. I was so worried, I carried you here. I'm sorry, you don't like me I know but I had to do something I couldn't just leave you to die!"
"Jack, shhh, thank you." I lifted my head and he rushed over placing my pillows upwards.
"I called the school and said you had been sick so I had to take you home."
"Thanks Jack." Jack looked hurt, really hurt actually.
"Alex, I was being sick because I was so worried about you, and all I get is thank you?"
"Jack, I'm not in the mood."
"Haha no shit. You've been ignoring me for so long, then I save your life and all I get is thank you? I've never had friends and I thought I had actually made one for once, you lead me on Alex, so I just want to know. What the hell is up?"
"Jack, you did nothing, its me, I-I"
"What is it Alex?" Jack
"You wanna know why I ignored you Jack? I'm gay and I couldn't help but feel like I was going to fall for you and get hurt. There you go, now you can go tell the world, go make my life worse than it is. Its okay, I'll be going my brother anytime soon anyway."
"A-alex, I-I'm sorry I-I had n-no idea."
I stood up, he was a bit taller than me, only about one or two inches though. Then I kissed him, I KISSED HIM. ALEX WHAT ARE YOU DOING. But he kissed back. Then pulled away and all I wanted to do was get out of his house as fast as I could when I saw the confused look the spread scross his face.
"WHAT THE HELL?!" He shouted at me. "Alex, look you're not thinking right, just get some rest."
"How am I not thinking right Jack?"
"Because you just kissed me, you said you're falling for me, nobody ever does Alex. Get some rest."
"Maybe we'll just have to change that." I said smiling, Jack smiled back. "And I'm only resting if you cuddle with me.
I'll give you a hint of what happened next with us, I fell asleep.
I couldn't help but feel sorry for Jack. He did exactly what I said, he found out everything and moulded a bit of bread. He had made no friends and gained a few "faggot" rumors. I just laughed along but I couldn't help but feel so guilty.
Jack's POV
Alex was probably the person making up these rumors that I was gay. The way he didn't give a fuck about all the work I put into "our" project and took most of the credit, although me being my weak, awkward self I let him walk all over me.
I walked over to my tree, I had started avoiding me and Alex's "spot" incase he actually turned up one day.
Hey there it's good to see you again,
It never felt right calling this "just friends".
I'm happy, if you're happy, with yourself.
Take off your shirt, your shoes,
those skinny jeans I bought for you.
We're diving in, there's nothing left to lose.
I reconised this beautiful singing voice. Alex. I sat againist the tree and just listened. The song ended. He started another one, a new one that I hadn't heard before.
Baby, don't yell
You're tearing a hole right through the walls
Of everything we used to know
I'm building a place, something amazing
Just for the sake of saving us
From under the sun
Two plastic hearts with nowhere to run
We're rolling the dice on whatever's left
'Cause God only knows that we could use the rest
I couldn't help it, I walked over and found a crying alex. His breathing hitched and i hid behind a large tree and watched him.
"SEE WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME TOM, SEE WHAT YOU'VE FUCKING DONE TO ME." I noticed something red travelling down his arm. I wasn't stupid, I knew exactly what he'd done. "AND LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO POOR JACK. YOU LEFT HIM FRIENDLESS, ALTHOUGH HE WAS THE ONLY HUMAN THAT EVER BOTHERED TO LISTEN TO YOU." I started crying, tears streamed down my cheeks until I let out a little yelp. "WHO THE FUCK IS THERE!" Alex shouted.
"It's me Lex." I said revealing my state, stupidly. He looked shocked and my tear stained face.
"I thought I told you to stay away from me!"
I rushed over to him and he lay in a pool of blood. He had cut the top of his arm.
"Alex, you've lost so much blood!" I shreaked.
"Good, now leave me to die."
Alex's POV
I woke up in Jack's house on his bed.
"What the hell, are you fucking holding me captive or something?" Jack laughed, his eyes were red and his hands were covered in blood.
"You're lucky my mum taught me first aid!" He said smiling, but his eyes showed nothing but pain. I loooked at the cut I had made, it was neatly stichted up and cleaned. "Alex, you passed out. I was so worried, I carried you here. I'm sorry, you don't like me I know but I had to do something I couldn't just leave you to die!"
"Jack, shhh, thank you." I lifted my head and he rushed over placing my pillows upwards.
"I called the school and said you had been sick so I had to take you home."
"Thanks Jack." Jack looked hurt, really hurt actually.
"Alex, I was being sick because I was so worried about you, and all I get is thank you?"
"Jack, I'm not in the mood."
"Haha no shit. You've been ignoring me for so long, then I save your life and all I get is thank you? I've never had friends and I thought I had actually made one for once, you lead me on Alex, so I just want to know. What the hell is up?"
"Jack, you did nothing, its me, I-I"
"What is it Alex?" Jack
"You wanna know why I ignored you Jack? I'm gay and I couldn't help but feel like I was going to fall for you and get hurt. There you go, now you can go tell the world, go make my life worse than it is. Its okay, I'll be going my brother anytime soon anyway."
"A-alex, I-I'm sorry I-I had n-no idea."
I stood up, he was a bit taller than me, only about one or two inches though. Then I kissed him, I KISSED HIM. ALEX WHAT ARE YOU DOING. But he kissed back. Then pulled away and all I wanted to do was get out of his house as fast as I could when I saw the confused look the spread scross his face.
"WHAT THE HELL?!" He shouted at me. "Alex, look you're not thinking right, just get some rest."
"How am I not thinking right Jack?"
"Because you just kissed me, you said you're falling for me, nobody ever does Alex. Get some rest."
"Maybe we'll just have to change that." I said smiling, Jack smiled back. "And I'm only resting if you cuddle with me.
I'll give you a hint of what happened next with us, I fell asleep.
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