Guts

She loves me?

She loves me! I was seriously acting like a little girl. I slumped back in my chair after closing Skype, and a smile broke out onto my face. I jumped up and ran out to the front lounge, alerting the guys by my loud entrance.

"Guys!" I all but shouted.

"What?" Alex asked.

"She told me she loves me," I said quietly. Alex smiled and stood up after setting down his drink.

"Of course she does. She's told you before," he said.

"I know... but it felt different this time. I don't know how to describe it," I muttered as I furrowed my eyebrows together. Alex chuckled and flung an arm over my shoulders.

"She's always loved you, Jack. And now that she's carrying your child, she won't stop loving you. I'm totally up for you leaving for the rest of the tour to be with her. Not because I don't like you, but because you two need some time together to rekindle what you had and possibly might have," Alex said. I nodded and bit my lip.

"Thanks Alex," I muttered, and he nodded. He removed his arm from my shoulders and returned to his drink.

I was so excited to see her again.

~

The weeks slowly ticked by. I was growing impatient, and I just wanted to show up on her doorstep and hug her. But, unfortunately, I still had to wait two weeks to actually think about leaving.

The wait was killing me. It honestly felt like waiting for an album to be released. I jumped slightly when my phone rang. I pulled it out of my pocket and checked the caller ID, instantly answering it after seeing Rebecca's name.

"Becca!?" I asked.

"Jack... something happened," she said. She sounded like she'd been crying, and it broke my heart.

"What happened?" I asked urgently, dying to know what was wrong. I saw the worry in Alex's face.

"I... I had a miscarriage Jack. I'm so sorry," she sobbed, and I sunk slowly to my knees.

"It's.. it's not your fault, babe. Nothing is your fault," I said, hearing my own voice crack.

"How long till you come home?" She asked, and I could only picture the tears falling down her cheeks.

"Two weeks. Only two more weeks," I said.

"Okay," she said, almost whispering.

"I love you," I said.

"I love you too, Jack. I want you here with me so bad," she whispered, and I swallowed the lump that had formed in my throat.

"Just a little longer and I'll be there. Hang tight, darling. Bye," I said, and I hung up.

"What in the world?" Alex asked. I looked at him and wiped under my eyes.

"She had a miscarriage, Alex," I said, and he looked at me with sad eyes. He sat down and put his head in his hands.

How could things change just like that?

Notes

Chapter Fifty-Three!!

Title Cred: Hunter Hayes

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